When the bell finally did ring I rushed out of the class happy it was finally over but already dreading tomorrow, but at least tomorrow was Friday.
As I got to my locker to get my binder, out when I open it all my things fall out I look to ceiling and let out a breath just great I start picking up my papers as kids just walk on and around them I wait till everyone is out of the hallway before proceeding to get the rest of the papers that flew; when I finally get all my papers together and in my book bag, I walk outside to see the last bus leaving fuck I yell as I start my walk and of course the sun is doing an excellent job of making me blazing hot.
"yo Lainy" I keep walking speeding up I seen them movies where they kidnap girls and my mama would beat my ass if I got taken;
"Lainy slow down girl its just me" I turn around to see Cam jogging towards me when he finally reached me he blew out a breath
"damn ma its too hot to be walking" I look up at the sky and back at him "its ight, its not that hot" I smile lying through my teeth "mhm why tf you lying" I laugh at his dumbass "shut up boy" I say as I push his shoulder "but come on ma Ill take you home we can hit up McDonalds first" he says as he grabs my hand leading me to his white BMW before I could object.
Driving wasn't quiet because Cam blasted Chief keef the whole way to McDonalds, he turned it down when we were at the drive thru "what chu want" he said pulling out his wallet well since he's paying "lemme get a number four no tomatoes with a Oreo mcflurry" he looked at me shaking his head then ordered his food; we decided to go to the park and eat more like he decided and I just agreed.
As we were pulling out of Mcdonalds he reached to turn up the radio and I slapped his hand "gurl you musta lost yo mind" he yelled looking at me like I was crazy I laughed "I don't wanna hear no nigga mumbling words, I would rather sit in silence"
"I don't give a fuuuck, this my car and you slap my hand like that again imma slap ya back" he said as we pulled up to the park I knew he was bluffing so I slapped his arm and starting taking my food out the bag before I felt the bag being snatched out my hand "gemme" I say reaching for the bag
"gemme got shot by a nigga name please" I roll my eyes
"I told you bout that they gone get stuck then you gon be looking crazy" he says handing me back the bag then flicked me on the forehead and laughed at the sound it made
"that's not funny" I say pouting and rubbing the spot he flicked "my bad ma you want me to kiss it" he laughs while leaning forward and puckering up his lips "ew no move" I say while pushing his chest.
When we finished eating we decided to walk the trail that was behind the park. "So whats been up witchu ma"
"nun really same ole same what about you" I say as I kick a rock off the path
"nothing much same shit different toilet" I scrunch my face up and laugh
"you slow, you know that"
"yeah and your beautiful, you know that" My mouth goes dry and it feels like I'm being suffocated I open my mouth to breath in cool air.
I've never been called beautiful by anyone besides family members "uh okay thanks"
he stops walking and stands in front of me looking down at me "you know I love you girl you the reason I made it to 11th grade and I just wanna say thanks and I promise imma be trying harder now in school and shit" I smile
"i love you too cam" more than you'll ever know I think to myself as we walked back to his car "aye my mama throwing this cook out thang on Saturday, you wanna come you know she still be asking about you "when you gone bring my chocolate bunny around i hope you ain't run her away" he said mimicking his mom I laughed him, his mom was like a second mom to me whenever I used to come by to help him with his homework.
She always told me I was beautiful and called me her chocolate bunny.
I haven't seen her in almost a month
"yeah sure, i miss Ms Davis" I say as we pulled up to my house "thanks for the ride and the food"
"no problem ma you know I fucks with you, but ill be here at 7 oh and tell your moms I said wassup and that she invited to the cook out too"
"ight nigga and don't be blowing yo horn when you get here or imma call the cops" I said opening the door with one foot out
"gurl hush you keep playing imma pull up blasting Chief Keef, but Ill holla at you later I gotta go to this lil bitty house"
I rolled my eyes and got out slamming his door "aye watch that shit" he yelled out his window backing out of my driveway I flicked him off and kept walking I heard him laugh and then drive off.
Cam🙈: are you ready I'm outsideMe: Kay I'm comingI took a look at myself in the mirror, I was wearing a nude pencil skirt with a white crop top and gold sandals; "you look good girl" I said to my reflection smiling.Its been a week since the hospital incident happened, Cam ended up canceling the pool party so me and him never had a chance to talk; but tonight he's taking me out so we can talk."You look beautiful"I heard someone say I turned around to see my dad standing there, I walked up to him and gave him a hug"Thanks""But isn't that skirt a little too short maybe you should put jeans on it's kind of cold out""Jacob leave her alone she looks fine" my mom said shaking her head at my dad"Thanks guys but I have to get going Cams waiting"
I sat in the car waiting for Alaina I felt a lot better knowing it was Cam who she was with, I hope they make up so it won't be awkward at the pool party.Zzzzzz Zzzzzzzz ZzzzzzzzI answered my phone "sup Cam are y'all almost done""what I was going to ask you the same thing where are y'all""I'm at the park wait your not with Alaina" I asked getting out of my car"No she was with you""There was this unknown number that texted her asking to meet up--""And y'all went why didn't she tell me""Cause you was ignoring her hit thats besides the point she thought it was you who was texting her" I said walking towards the trail"Ight I'm on my way right now I should be there in like three minutes wait for me""Okay just hurry cause I'm getting worried"I w
I started walking the trail looking around, but I didn't see anyoneZzzz ZzzzzzI jumped a bit the vibrate from my phone scaring meRoxy🦋: are you okay??Me: yeah I don't see anyone thoughMy phone vibrated again I looked at it thinking it was Roxy but instead it was the unknown numberUnknown: come by the big oak treeI started smiling "big oak tree" it's Cam the big oak tree is where we used to come when we were younger; he probably wanted to apologize for being such a dickhead earlier. I started walking with a little more pep in my step now that I knew who it was. The big oak tree was a little further away from where people went because it wasn't on the trail.I quickly texted Roxy to let her know it was just Cam fooling around"Caaamm" I said as I got closer to t
Te❤️: it was just one of those days for him, he didn't feel like talking but he said he'll talk to you tonight at the pool partyI smiled Me: thanks TeCam has been ignoring me all day. At lunch he didn't even sit with me and Roxy, I tried texting him in second but he kept the conversation short; so I asked Te to talk to him for me to see what was wrong with him. I guess everyone has those days where they don't feel like socializing so I can't fault him for that because I do it sometimesRinnnnnngggThe bell went off, finally I thought as I packed up all my things and walked out the classroom"Soo" Roxy asked as she walked up beside me"Te said he was just having one of those days you know, but she said he'll talk to me about it tonight at the pool party""See you was worried about nothing, do you feel
Alaina🦋: are you okay?I read the text message and sighed, I wasn't avoiding Alaina on purpose it's just that the feelings I have for her are strong and I don't know how to tell her; I'm not good with rejection and I know if she says she doesn't feel the same way our friendship is never going to be the same.Me: I'm good whyI shook my head at the lie, but what else am I supposed to say "oh Alaina I have really strong feelings for you and I wanna be your boyfriend even though he consider me a best friend or even a brother" I thought to myself she would probably laugh in my faceZzzz Zzzz Zzzz"Cameron finals are coming up soon and unless you're reading notes on your phone, which I doubt you are; put it away" Mr. Lewis said before I could look at the text message. I nodded my head and picked up my pencil and started working on the worksheet he handed out.
"Alaina get up before you be late" I heard my mom say shaking me awakeI sat up for a second trying to wake myself up, I got used to not going to school I didn't even feel like getting upI threw the covers off of my legs and walked over to my closet to find an outfit. Since the weather was warming up and getting ready for summer I decided on a gray maxi dress something I rarely wear especially to school, but today I was feeling good about myself.After a quick shower I put on my outfit with some white sandals. I looked in the mirror and smiled at my reflection "you are so beautiful" I said smiling "don't let anyone bring you down""Alaina Cam is outside waiting" my mom yelled interrupting my little self praise session"Coming" I yelled grabbing my book bag, phone and rushing downstairs"Okay miss thang you looking real cute toda
It's been four days since the fight I had at school, Chynna doesn't dm me talking shit anymore I guess she realized I wasn't going to pay here any more attention; I have to focus on school because there's only a couple weeks left and I definitely don't want to be held back."Alaina Roxy is here" I hear my mom yell"I'm coming" I yell back and get up from my bed grabbing my purse, me and Roxy are going to the mall today after being stuff in the house for almost a week in ready to go and get some fresh air.I walk down the stairs to see Roxy sitting in the living room with my mom, "let's roll" I say walking towards the door"Don't stay out too late because you do have school tomorrow" my mom said as I walked out the door"Kay" I said shutting the door and walking to the passenger side of Roxys car"You ready for tomorrow" Roxy asked as she bac
"I can't believe you ruined the fucking plan you dumbass" Chynna yelled at me"You told me she was a horrible person and bullied you, that girl was the one you bullied""What ever Jevoni I don't even know why I asked you to help me with this""I don't know either chynna you're just a manipulative psycho bitch and you're obsessed with Alaina; I don't know what I saw in you you're disgusting" I said walking out of her house and to my car"Blah blah Jevoni you're just a nerdy little wimp I made you popular if it wasn't for me you would still be getting bullied I saved you""You didn't save me you used me that's all you do is use people" I yelled back getting into my car and driving off, I regret ever meeting ChynnaFlashback 2 years agoI had just moved to a new town and I didn't know anyone, I had big glasses and braces. "Hey St
Zzzz Zzzz ZzzzI picked up my phone and looked at the notification it was a dm from InstagramImma get you back bitchI rolled my eyes even though the page was private I knew it was chynna messaging me, she had been messaging me for two days sending little threats but showing no action; I blocked at least five pages. Her little threats don't fase me at all she got what was coming to her, even though I'm still mad I got suspended I'm happy I finally stood up for myself.Knock knock"Come in" I yelled the door opened and a smiling Cam walked in with Te, Kay and Roxy right behind him, I got up and hugged them "hey guys""Sup prisoner 280164" Cam said laughingI hit him on his arm "shut up loser""I'm mad at you Alaina" Te said taking a seat on my bed"Why" I asked laying back down&nbs