Sweet Chocolate

When the bell finally did ring I rushed out of the class happy it was finally over but already dreading tomorrow, but at least tomorrow was Friday.  As I got to my locker to get my binder, out when I open it all my things fall out I look to ceiling and let out a breath just great I start picking up my papers as kids just walk on and around them I wait till everyone is out of the hallway before proceeding to get the rest of the papers that flew; when I finally get all my papers together and in my book bag, I walk outside to see the last bus leaving fuck I yell as I start my walk and of course the sun is doing an excellent job of making me blazing hot.  "yo Lainy" I keep walking speeding up I seen them movies where they kidnap girls and my mama would beat my ass if I got taken;  "Lainy slow down girl its just me" I turn around to see Cam jogging towards me when he finally reached me he blew out a breath 

"Imma be over here everyday so get used to seeing my face bitch"  I say harshly as I walk out Tanisha's house yeah that was rude but she put me through a lot of bullshit lemme start from the beginning I meet Tanisha in high school she was a cute thick lil brown skin girl and was my first love, back then I wanted a relationship I mean I wasn't no sap or nun like that but I wanted some I can call mine; a ride or die type shit.  Back then I used to sell drugs to keep my mama lights on, she raised me and my two cousins Tony and Tyler they like my brothers at least one is.  But back to the story me and Tanisha dated for four years and she knew what I did for a living, she didn't like it but it was what ever, when we found out she was pregnant we were seniors in high school.  I was happy, but she wasn't she felt we was too young for a kid I did too but so what. 

Mr. Davis, please bring your phone up here to my desk, you can get it back after school"  I sucked my teeth "come on Mr. Harrison imma put it up, my mama was texting me"  I lie with a straight face hoping he'll buy it  "okay, but put it away or I will take it" I grin and slide my phone under the papers on my desk.  I look up at the board and try my best to pay attention, but my phone vibrates making a noise on the desk Mr. Harrison looked up at me and I pretended to be writing down the English notes; till he looked away.  It wasn't a message but a snap notification it was from this girl I used to fuck with, I didn't look at it cause I already knew what it was so i just deleted it.  When I was about to get off Snapchat I noticed Chynna had put some new on her story and it looked like Lainy was with her; I grabbed my headphones and

When Cam dropped me off at home I rushed up stairs so I could shower up and put some decent clothes on.  I decided to wear floral dress with some white flats; I brushed my hair up into a bun and put on diamond stud earrings.  As I walked past my body length mirror I stopped and looked at myself and I liked what I saw not love yet but Ill get there, the floral pink complimented my dark skin making my melanin pop.  "Alaina, your fathers here, come on girl" I hear my mom yell, I roll my eyes at the sound of her voice and grab my white handbag and my phone; I take one last look at myself and smile.  When I come down the stairs I can hear my parents speaking in hushed voices, when I get to the last step its quiet as I walk into the living room I see my mom glare at dad before looking at me  "you look pretty" I nod my head at her, before she can yell at me for

*beep* *beep*  I hit my alarm clock then layed back down, yesterday was so fun after we finished dinner we went skating then went to get ice cream and ate it in the park by the lake; it was late when I got home and me and my dads phone was dead and we joked about my mom having a heart attack cause I was out so late.  "Alaina, get yo butt up right now no one told you to be out so late" I rolled my eyes she just mad because I like spending more time with my dad than with her "I know you hear me if I come up there--" "I'm up ma" I yell as I get up to look for my clothes, I could hear my moms footsteps as she came up the stairs  "who the hell do you think you yelling at lil girl I will bust you in yo mouth keep playing with me" I grabbed my clothes and started walking to my bathroom  "don't walk away from me when I'm talking to you" she said grabbing my arm making