“I...I know,” she finally relents. For a moment there she looks as though she is about to argue some more. The lawyer breathes a sigh of relief behind me.
“Now, on to the other details.” The lawyer hefts his briefcase up onto the desk, pulling out a thick stack of papers. “As we know, Scarlet has been left the right and title to the estate and the family fortune in her new role as the new Alpha of the pack.”
I nod, having already read the paperwork in full. I glance over at my stepsister, who dips her head in a curt nod.
“your dad has stipulated that your step mom and stepsister are to have monitored access to a private trust, through monthly allowance, and are allowed to continue to live in the manor.”
My true feelings are well hidden beneath my mask.Thanks Dad, you not only left me in charge of a pack I have no clue how to run. You’ve also stuck me with a family I don’t want or need.Ria may be my half-sister, but I never spent any real time with her, having been at boarding school when she was born. Now at twenty-four years old, I have no clue how to relate to a sister, especially one who’s only ten.
“Regarding the pack, as you know, he has left the role of Alpha to you. Will you be keeping the standings as they are now?” he asks, pen poised at the ready. My eyes dart to Ryan, his expression soft and understanding.
“RYan will stay as Beta,” I conclude. The words feel right on my tongue. Despite never wanting to be in this position, it felt right to have Monte, my childhood best friend at my side. “However, I’ll need to review all other pack standings. Let’s not forget, my father was murdered, he did not die of natural causes. No one else’s standing will be safe until I rule out any internal adversaries.” My voice comes out hard and controlled. Like the Alpha I now need to be.
my stepmom nods in agreement, determination lighting in her light blue eyes. At least that is something we can both agree upon. I will not rest until I find my father’s murderer and watch the life fade from their eyes.
“I’ll start setting up meetings.” The lawyer’s words pull me from my thoughts, and I push off from the desk.
“Is that all?” I hold my breath, my patience wearing thin.
“Yes.” The lawyer inclines his head in respect. “Everything else can wait until tomorrow.”
Carefully, I lift my father’s urn from the desk and walk toward the door.
“Wait,” my stepmom croaks out. She shuffles up from the chair and over to me. “Can I just say goodbye, one last time?” The words sound like the most vulnerable thing I’ve heard come from her mouth in-probably forever. My throat goes dry and I glance at the urn clutched in my arms. Breathing out a sigh, I pass my father’s ashes over to her, and silently hope I’m not making a mistake that allows her the opportunity to run off with them.
She cradles the urn to her chest, staying beside me, much to my relief. The urn bounces against her at the rapid rising and falling of her chest. Sobs escape, racking her body. She finally loses her composure and tears spill from her eyes. I move my hand to clasp her shoulder. It’s a small offering of comfort I can give at this moment while holding back my own emotions.
“Thank you,” she whispers, passing the urn back to me. I cradle it in my arm carefully, trying not to get the wet spots left from her tears on me as they slowly slide down the curved edge.
“I’m always here for you, Scarlet. You don’t need to do this alone.” She clasps my shoulder in the same way I had with her. “I know this life isn’t what your father wanted for you, not so soon anyway, and because of that we haven’t really gotten to know each other well, but I want that to change.”
I scan her face, attempting to see if her remarks are genuine or not. Despite my best efforts, I can’t see any trace of dishonesty on her face. I nod, not knowing what else to say to the nice gesture. It’s so out of character for the woman I’ve dubbed the step-mother since the day my father told me he was marrying someone new.
“I need to do this by myself,” I admit. “Thank you for the offer,” I spit out awkwardly, unsure of what to make of this new image of my stepmom.
Without waiting for her response, I turn on my heel, stepping out of her grip. Ryan is already pulling the door open for me as I approach. His footsteps follow close behind me, and the door clicks closed after him.
“Well, that was strange,” he chuckles, his long legs allowing him to catch up with me quickly.
“Yeah, but I mean, it could all be for show since I’m in charge of all her finances now.” I huff out a breath of amusement. “I’ve never trusted a wolf in sheep’s clothing though. So, I guess I’ll just have to wait and see if she’s genuine or not.” I shrug, not putting too much stock in the situation. I never saw her as a mother figure in my life, and now that I’m a grown adult, I really don’t need one like her.
“I hear ya.” He shakes his head in disbelief. “You should have seen the way she was acting before you got back in town. Stomping around, screaming at everyone. It was a nightmare.” I grimace at the picture he paints. I imagine that was definitely why the lawyer sighed a breath of relief when she didn’t put up any more of a fight against me. He most likely had to deal with her screaming and demanding all week.
Ryan leads me out the arched doorway, a black armored car already waiting for us at the doorstep.
“Alpha Nick.” Our driver, a pack member I haven’t met yet, inclines his head to me, before opening the door for us. I thank him and climb into the back, Ryan sliding into the seat after me.
“I wish it didn’t happen this way, but it’s nice having you back.” He drapes an arm behind my seat, nudging me playfully with his knee. I shake my head, a small smile lifting my lips at his words. Relaxing back into the seat, I keep the urn tucked closely into my chest.
“I never expected this would be how I would see you again. It’s been—”
“Ten years,” he offers eagerly, his eyes locked on to me. I shift uncomfortably in my seat, not ready to have that conversation yet. As though he senses this, he ruffles my hair, lightening the mood. I go to slap his hand away, but I’m already too late. He moves out of my way, avoiding my wayward attack.
“I really want to give you your time to mourn properly, but there are a lot of sensitive matters at stake right now.” The mood shifts suddenly, and his lips pull down.
“I’ll be good after this.” I pat his leg, not wanting him to agonize over directing my attention to pack matters.
“Scarlet—” he starts, his tone tinged with regret.
i think back to how my dad died and how it was a final goodbye to my dad.
few hours ago
My sobs finally subsided, and I curled into my parents’ warm, comforting embrace. The three of us sat there for a moment before the acrid smell of the burning pancakes wafted through the large kitchen. The screeching of the fire alarm pierces my ears, and I slap my hands over them.Blinking in shock, I’m pulled from my memories with my hands still clasped over my ears, the sound not a figment of my imagination. No a large raven perches in the tree above me. Its caws ring out through the cool air like the piercing alarm from my memories. The ferocity of the wind through the trees marks the beginning sign of a storm finally showing itself, as the raven lets loose another caw. Its black plumage ruffles as it spreads its wings, preparing to fly. Wings flapping, it leaps from the branch to take flight. I expect the bird to fly off into the sky to find shelter, but its feathers flutter until it perches on top of the carved stone. Its eyes meet mine for a moment, and a sense of ancient all-kno
My sobs finally subsided, and I curled into my parents’ warm, comforting embrace. The three of us sat there for a moment before the acrid smell of the burning pancakes wafted through the large kitchen. The screeching of the fire alarm pierces my ears, and I slap my hands over them.Blinking in shock, I’m pulled from my memories with my hands still clasped over my ears, the sound not a figment of my imagination. No a large raven perches in the tree above me. Its caws ring out through the cool air like the piercing alarm from my memories. The ferocity of the wind through the trees marks the beginning sign of a storm finally showing itself, as the raven lets loose another caw. Its black plumage ruffles as it spreads its wings, preparing to fly. Wings flapping, it leaps from the branch to take flight. I expect the bird to fly off into the sky to find shelter, but its feathers flutter until it perches on top of the carved stone. Its eyes meet mine for a moment, and a sense of ancient all-kno
Soon we will have another adventure,I promise her. But neither of us believe it. My life is about to become a whole hell of a lot more complicated. I just hope I don’t have anything too daunting waiting for me ahead. And with that thought, the ray of sun blinks out of sight, dark shadows replacing it as the storm clouds catch up with me. A branch cracks beneath my foot as I shift my weight, and I pause mid step. A flash of white a few trees over catches my eye and I shift my direction, heading towards the swath of fabric flapping in the increasingly violent winds. My fingers wrap around it, taking care to pull it gently from the branch it’s been tethered to, and a smile plays on my lips. Ryan must have left this for me, saving me from walking through the front door completely nude. Although it isn’t an uncommon occurrence in our world, I’m grateful for the consideration after living outside of the shifter community for so many years. I slip the airy fabric over my head, glad for any
How many times had we imagined this when we were younger? Dreamt of growing older together, working by my father’s side until he eventually handed over the reins to me. Not like this though, never like this. And it would never be like we planned, not after the crash, not after my mother no, I can’t let those emotions overwhelm me, not now. I throw up walls around my feelings, trapping them in an impenetrable fortress.“I begged him, you know?” Ryan breathes, his voice barely audible. I turn to him, and his eyes bore into mine, showing me the broken, vulnerable man lying beneath the surface. “I begged him to bring you back or to at least let me see you.”He doesn’t need to finish. We both know what my father had said, what his decision had always been.“It was too hard for him to see my faceher face. Not when I’m the reason she ”“No,” Ryan interrupts, stepping forward in one long lunge to clasp my shoulders. “Don’t ever think that for a second, Scarlet , your father loved you and want
“Yes, this all happened shortly after you left.” His teeth grind, seeming to hold back painful memories along with his aggression. “The alpha’s son took over at eighteen, and with both the Lions and the second wolf pack, we’ve struggled to keep our stronghold, Scarlet. We’re still at the top, but barely.”This all started just after my mother died, while my father was attempting to cope with the loss of his mate. No wonder the Weavers pack had time to grow. My father was in a state of shock for years, and had even married my stepmom while still in that catatonic state. And I had seen the disgust and disdain he held for her and himself once he regained some of his clarity.I wish I could’ve hated him for it. I wish I could have revolted against him long ago. But I couldn’t, not when I too went through the same thing, using alcohol and sex to mask the pain. Not when I was the reason his mate was taken from him too soon.“So my father saw this and struck an agreement with the Weavers pac
Would it really be such a bad thing? Ryan was my childhood friend before we ever took things to the next level. We had been teens, entrenched in our feelings and hormones when I left. Young love seemed impossible to lose at that point. Neither of us had imagined a reality where we weren’t together. But too soon that had been ripped away from us because of me and my immature decisions.“I’m not the same girl that left Enders twelve years ago. I’m not the same girl you loved then,” I tell him, a sad smile lifting my lips, and I use his momentary shock to pull my hand from his and stand. I need some time to think this over, to sleep and digest all of this information threatening to cause my barricaded emotions to rupture the tenuous wall holding them back.I focus squarely on the door and take a step towards it, about to escape to find some peace and let the lies and betrayals settle in, when he bolts from his seat. Before I know what’s happening, his warm hands clasp my shoulders, turni
As we reach them, one guard inclines his head before exiting back to the alcove. The other gestures to the room he holds the door open to, and I glance inside a large office, the desk a simplistic modern design of black stone, the walls painted in a stark white to contrast.“Alpha Weavers will be here momentarily,” the guard says, bowing deeply. I give him a sharp nod in thanks, and he retreats further down the hall, not taking his eyes off of us. Be grudgingly, I step into the room, wishing the guard hadn’t been so vigilant and had given us some time to snoop around the hallway. Perhaps not the best impression if we were caught, but any information I could get on this man beforehand can only help. I will not hesitate to break this alliance if I find any reason whatsoever not to trust him.we both situate ourselves on the far side of the room so that if anyone were to come in shooting, they would need to open the door fully, giving us a head start to retrieve our own weapons. Two chai
I take the lead he’s giving me, knowing these words need to be my own. Alpha to Alpha, pack leaders in an alliance discussion. We can’t risk pushing him away, not right now, despite the joy I’m sure Ryan would take in it.“I’ve recently learned that part of the negotiations between our two packs was for us to be married,” I say, keeping any hint of emotion from my voice, allowing it to take on the icy steel I can still see written across his face.His jaw tightens at that, and my brows crease at his reaction. Had he not known that I was unaware of the deal between the two of them? I force myself not to look at Ryan, a million thoughts rush through my mind right now, but I push them aside. I will get answers, but not yet. It will do none of us any good to make any assumptions right now.“Ryan and I were childhood sweethearts and recently reconnected. Now we’re engaged,” I breathe, the lie twisting around my stomach, leaving a sour taste in my mouth. Monte takes my hand in his, grasping