CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 6

I found myself in a white room, this room isn't familiar. Where am I? What happened? Anong ginagawa ko rito? I was about to stand up but my body is weak, hindi ko kayang gumalaw. Ah Ziyo maltreated me. Napaiyak ako sa ala alang 'yon. How could he? He was my first love, he was also my friend. If he doesn't want this I understand it but can he atleast respect me and our friendship? How heartless he can be?

Ilang minuto ang dumaan nang may nurse na dumating sa akin. Was I in the hospital?

"Ma'am how are you feeling?" The nurse asked me several questions and I answered them wholeheartedly. Nang matapos na siya ako naman ang nagtanong.

"Where am I? Nasa hospital ba ako? What is this place?" I asked. Umiling iling siya tanda na wala ako sa ospital, pero kung wala ako roon. Where the heck I am?

"You're in Mr. Arkinus's condo ma'am. This room is what he called his peace room. Kung nakikita mo, puti lahat ang nandito it is because that is how he wanted it. He called me here to check up on you and it seems like you're fine, nawalan ka lang ng malay because fatigue." The nurse gave me tablets at iinumin ko raw ito at 8AM everyday. After our talk umalis siya at naiwan ako. Naisip kong magpahinga muna to gain my strength back.

I wonder why he didn't took me to the hospital, was it because he was afraid that our parents would notice what he is doing at me? Or he just simply doesn't care? I think it's the latter.

I took a nap at nang magising ako I am already better, tumayo ako at nagsimulang maglakad palabas. While walking I noticed a bruise on my left arm, ito ata natamaan. Hinaplos ko ito at nakaramdam ako ng sakit. Bumuntong hininga ako at binuksan ang pinto.

This is my first time walking on my husband's condo unit and it was freaking huge and really good. Napaka ganda ng interior design, more on black and white at napaka linis tingnan.

There is no someone in the living room kaya pumunta ako sa kusina. Parang natuod ang mga paa ko sa sahig dahil sa nakita, my chest also contradicted in pain at tumutulo na rin ang luha sa mga mata ko.

"Yeah ahhh ahhh ahhh faster Ziyo. Gosh you're so huge." Said by the nurse while holding Ziyo's hair and rocking above him crazy. Naka higa higa sila sa ibabaw ng mesa at halos saan saan na napunta ang mga damit nila.

Hubo't hubad silang parehas. Ziyo is holding the nurse's boobs while she is rocking crazily above him.

"Ahh ahh ahh ughhh yes yes! Hard!" The nurse is already screaming with pleasure while I'm drowning in sorrow.

"Tone down y-your voice bitch!" Ziyo demanded angrily but you can hear the pleasure in his voice.

My palms are sweaty, I want to kill them. Galit na galit ako at nasasaktan. Napaka baboy nila, bakit diyan pa nila ginawa ang bagay na 'yan!

"M-mga hayop kayo!" I lost my voice a while ago but fortunately I got them back. I was able to yell at them. They looked like they were taken aback because of my presence. Takot na takot na bumama ang babae at dali daling kinuha ang mga damit n'ya at itinabon ito sa katawan n'ya.

"Come on Cherry, don't mind her." Ziyo casually said. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin sa kanya, he just look at me with his bored eyes.

"W-why are you doing this Ziyo? A-alam ko namang napilitan ka lang na pakasalan ako but can you atleast respect me? Our friendship way back then? Why Ziyo? Is it too hard to do?" Napatahimik siya sa sinabi ko. Napaupo ako dahil sa nangyari, parang nawalan ako ng enerhiya dahil sa kagagawan nila.

He chuckled.

"Seriously? Are you kidding me? Respect? Para sayo? How can you say that? Do you even respected Hope? Do you even respected our relationship after you suggested to your parents na tayo nalang dapat ang ikakasal huh!?" I look back at him, taken aback at what he said.

Where did he get that stupid idea!? I wasn't the one who suggested it! It was mom!

"No! It wasn't me!" I tried to defend myself ngunit tumayo siya and told the nurse to get dress. Sinuot narin n'ya ang kanyang mga suot na natanggal kanina at binigyan ng pera ang nurse para sa pamasahe nito. Tumingin ako sa gilid nang makita kong hinalikan ito ni Ziyo sa labi after he said goodbye.

This is too much for me, parang gusto ko nalang tapusin ang paghihirap ko. I was wrong when I thought I can change him. I can't change him but he can change himself if he wanted to.

"Stand up, you look like a beggar." I was insulted. Tumayo ako pinahiran ang mga luha sa mga mata ko and slap him really hard. Kumabog ng malakas ang dibdib ko dahil sa marahas n'yang pag lingon sa akin. He seems really mad of what I did.

"You had the audacity to slap me?" He said and his voice are deadly. Parang kaya nito akong ibaon sa kinatatayuan ko ngayon. Takot na takot akong umatras, nagsisisi kung bakit ko siya sinampal. Pero naalala ko ang nangyari kanina, he deserves it! Pinigilan ko ang sarili kong maging duwag and I stood my ground.

"Yes! Para tumigil ka na sa kahibangan mo! My sister is already dead Ziyo and it wasn't me who killed her! Bakit sa akin mo ibinaling ang sisi!?" I shouted because of anger ang because of pain.

"You killed her because you're stupid and useless! It was you who killed your twin sister! I avenge her! I will make your life miserable!" Itinaas n'ya ang kamay n'ya at akmang sasaktan ako nang iniharang ko ang kaliwa kong braso at ipinikit ang mga mata ready for his beatings ngunit napadilat ako nang walang tumamang sampal. I saw him looking at bruised hand.

"Fuck this!" Nagulat ako sa bigla n'yang pagsigaw at ang malakas na pagpalo n'ya sa mesa at mabilis na naglakad paalis. Ang lakas din ng pagkakasarado n'ya sa pinto.

Naiwan akong nakatulala and tears are screaming down my face. Why life is so hard on me? Ano bang nagawa kong kasalanan? Is it wrong to love a person? Bakit ako ang sinisi ng lahat? Aren't they aware I have feelings too? Napaluhod ako.

"Why me!? Bakit lagi nalang ako!? Pagod na pagod na ako! Please nagmamakaawa ako ang sakit sakit na! Hindi ko na kaya!"

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Hit it dudes

-MissteriousGuile