Chapter 19

Inayos ko ang aking sarili. Sa natitirang lakas ko at kahit durog na durog na ang puso ko taas noo akong naglakad palabas ng opisina niya.

It's not my lost.

"Miss Sam--"

"I'm o-okay, Mary. Thanks for letting me in." I managed to say even if my voice broke. I saw that she's teary eyed so I smiled sadly at her. "I have to go."

I was really trying my best not to breakdown in front of her but when when she closed our distance and hugged me, I lost it. I cried hard while hugging her. I can't take the pain anymore. It's so painful that I can feel my heart is breaking inside.

"It's okay Miss Sam, it's okay. Things will be okay."

She was too quick to assist me going to the lift. At nang nasa elevator na kami doon niya ako hinayaang umiyak. I was sobbing hard. Wala na akong pakialam kung nakikita man ako ni Mary sa ganitong kalagayan o kung may nakarinig at nakakita mang ibang tao sa akin. Ang gusto ko lang sa mga oras na to ay makaalis sa lugar na ito at tuluyang malayo sa kanya.

I was sha