Chapter 14

The next days were so tough for me. I received a call from Mamu telling me that some brands are cancelling me because it reached to them what I did to Pauline and to that Doctor Caren. I haven't seen the video circulated online but Mamu said he received a video in his personal mail and he's not sure if the brands I am modelling received it too.

I explained my side to my manager but even though I did that he can't do anything anymore. They already cancelled. Hindi ko naman pwedeng ipagpilitan ang sarili ko. Kahit na sabihin pang hindi ko naman kailangan talagang magpakahirap para magtrabaho pero napamahal na ito sa akin.

I love modelling. I love posing in front of the camera. I love working with people around. Ito yung mga bagay na gusto kong gawin at nagpapasaya sa akin.

Pero kahit anong gawin ko kung ayaw na nila sa akin wala akong magagawa. People tend to believe on what they see only. Without digging deeper as to what really happened.

I admit I made a mistake na pinatulan ko an