The shadows of the night lurked over me, darkening each step I took further into the swampy forest by the bayou. My nightly stroll, the first moments the beast felt the humid Louisiana air, always felt like breaking free from an ongoing cage.
He shook his fur, a shiver racing down my spine—our spine. Because my body hadn't been my own in decades. In reality, it'd never been my own. Being born a werewolf, even as a pup, I shared my body with another conscience.
Another being.
A wolf.
An alpha.
However, things changed for the worse when I turned eighteen and was crowned alpha of our pack. I'd stumbled across the wrong voodoo queen. One that didn't like my kind. One that rubbed my wolf the wrong way. And ...
I tried not to think of it, because it caused my hair to stand on end, and put my beast in a bad mood, not that he was ever in a good one.
Now I was damned to the night, unable to step outside in the daylight. The night was my cover. My curse.
Slicing through the brush of the overhanging trees, I made my way into the night, giving the beast what it needed. He dropped to all fours, lapping up the stale bayou water, and the pungent slime that came with it.
Closing my eyes, I avoided my reflection in the murk, unable to come to terms with what I knew to be. The beast growled, his gaze lifted toward the opposite side of the bayou. I expected to see a curious animal, or a spot lighter drift onto our land.
This wasn't anything I could see. It was a smell. A smell I knew all too well, and I wasn't sure I'd ever be blessed enough to find it. My mate.
I figured the witch that took my wolf and transformed him into this hideous beast had taken her away. But she hadn't. My beast recognized this smell. Before I could stop him, he howled, long and deep and into the forest.
Why was a woman out at night?
Why here?
The beast began a determined crawl over the forest floor full of dead leaves, and debris, toward her.
I couldn’t let him get there.
He'd hurt my mate.
I did my best, digging my feet into the ground, trying to take control, but the beast was stronger. The fight was desperate and made me irate. Wildflowers brushed my soul, what was left of it, and lit me on fire.
The mate bond was strong.
Tears brimmed my eyes knowing the witch couldn’t take that away from me.
Fighting the beast was a battle I wouldn't win. I'd tried too many times. But I had to try.
Another howl lurched from deep within, and the beast's strides grew in width, and intensity, taking me closer and closer to Heaven.
The worn-down CR-V backed down the closest dirt road this side of the bayou. Her heartbeat fluttered with nerves and irritation. She was lost.
Too bad she found herself here of all places.
The beast began to move forward, but I fought, finding myself in the process, while I struggled to keep on the surface.
I didn't want her to see the beast.
I wanted her to see me. Zander. Her mate.
But it wasn't, and the next half hour felt like a hellish struggle to beat a monster within—a monster that I had no chance of surviving.
***
William pulled me from between her legs, the beast roaring, shaking the stained-glass windows of my bedroom. Her scent, the glaze of fear on her face, it all crowded my mind; sent me over the line of rationality.
The beast wanted her in every way possible.
I wanted her in every way.
When she spoke.
The way she smelled.
I needed her. To breathe her. To touch her.
William's strong hands pulled me back as I fought to take over, watching her stare at me as if I was a demon conjured from hell. She wasn't too far off.
Her dark hair haloed around her, a beautiful nest of soft curls, I wanted to sink my fingertips into them and pull. Make her cry in pleasure.
My gaze snapped up at the stained-glass window, and I froze at the devilish sight of myself. Moving from beast to human. Scary to even scarier. How could a decent man rest within the walls of this beast?
William dragged me from the room, while the beast demanded to be front and center to claim his prize.
"Dammit, Zander, you've done it this time, haven't you?" my brother growled into my ear.
I chuckled, unable to stop myself. "I want her."
"What is the matter with you?" he shouted, shoving me into the nearest spare bedroom, and locking the door.
The beast roared, pounding his chest like a deranged ape. My brother looked feral himself, but fear rested in his eyes. I'd brought a human woman back to the castle where we lived, which was forbidden. I knew better, but William didn't realize.
"She's my mate, brother," I said, the beast finally taking a backseat due to exhaustion.
William's mouth opened as he stared at me naked in front of him. "You're sure?" he asked after several minutes of silence.
I chuckled, pushing my fingers into my auburn hair, knowing I needed to relish in the silence before he greeted me again.
"Positive," I replied.
William rested his back against the door, his mouth set into a hard frown. "That's not good, Zan."
"Really?" I asked sarcastically, walking toward the chest-of-drawer to retrieve some clothes. "I can't imagine why you'd think that."
"Don’t be an ass," he hissed. "We can't let her go now. If she gets away, she'll call the police, and they'll come after you. Not to mention if we kill her—,"
My stomach ached at the thought of hurting my mate. I stalked forward, pointing my index finger at his face. "If you hurt her, I'll kill you myself."
William put both hands up in surrender, bowing his head in respect to his alpha. "Noted. We have to—,"
The sound of footsteps falling against the stairs caught our attention. She was making a run for it, not that I blamed her. William cleared his throat and rushed out the door with me on his heels. She fiddled with the giant doorknob when William made it to her.
She shrieked, kicking and screaming in a tornado of fear and resentment. Who did she resent? There was heartache resting in her eyes, pain resting beneath her skin. The beast could smell it, as he could smell fear. "Please. Please. Please," she begged, turning in William's arms, I felt myself grow irritated and jealous that he was touching her. "Just let me go. I won't tell anyone about ..." she stopped and glanced over at me.
Another round of warmth flooded my veins, driving my insides into chaos. "About him."
"We just need to speak with you," William said, and a tear escaped her cheek.
"What's your name?" I blurted out, unable to stop the question.
Her bottom lip quivered, her arms latched onto William's biceps, while she almost sunk into herself at the sound and sight of me. "Piper," she whispered.
Piper. Like the Pied Piper luring me in with melodic charm.
"You don't need to be afraid."
Her beautiful eyes rounded in shock, and anger washed over her. "You're serious?" she snapped. "You just turned into a ... a ... I don't know what you call that ... and I shouldn't be afraid? Well, guess what? I'm afraid. I think I pissed myself somewhere back there. I want to go. Please, I won't tell anyone, and they won't come searching for you with a pitchfork. I just need to get to my grandmother's house. She is expecting me."
I watched her plead her case, knowing I wouldn't let her go. William cleared his throat after several minutes of me memorizing the shape of her eyes and the softness of her curves.
"Brother, perhaps we should invite her to dinner?"
I swallowed, knowing the beast would make an appearance to eat. His dominance irritated the alpha in me, but maybe, perhaps, we would strike a bargain. "Would you like to come to eat with us?" I asked.
She gave me the craziest look before snarling my way. "No, I wouldn't. I want to go home."
Irritation hit me. "Well, you're not going home now," I snapped, watching her flinch. "Take your ass to the table and sit down," I demanded.
William sat her up straight, and she followed him, refusing eye contact as she passed me, I simply shrugged. There would be plenty of time for that later.
She sat in the seat next to mine when I walked inside the dining hall. Our cook, who was once the cook at our pack house, looked scared to death. She clutched a tray of tea, her brown gaze settled on Piper who gave her a pleading look.
"Alph—Mr. Zander," she corrected herself, not wanting to give too much away.
I chuckled, realizing that I'd shifted into a beast in front of Piper. Being called Alpha wouldn't be too far off, but I decided not to push it.
"Thank you for dinner, Vivian. It smells delicious."
She bowed her head, giving Piper a quick glance, she scurried toward the kitchen, the door swinging on her way out.
"So," William cleared his throat. "Where are you from Piper? What brings you to town?"
She stared at the steak on her plate, her shoulders hunched in defeat. "I told you I'm visiting my grandmother in Abita. Can I leave after dinner?"
William ignored her. "Abita is just a short way," he said, slicing off a piece of steak. "You almost made it."
She glanced up across the table at William, and then over to me. "Do you do this to every woman that gets stranded on this road? Or am I the lucky one?" she asked, clutching her hands into fists on the table.
"You're definitely the lucky one, Little One."
Piper narrowed her hazel gaze at me, fire hidden behind those beautiful eyes. "Why? Why am I here? Please just let me go—,"
The beast shuddered through me, rattling the silverware as he slammed my hands against the wooden table. "You're not going anywhere," I said softly, though malice laced my tone. "You're here because you're mine, Piper. Now eat your food. We have a lot to talk about."
“I want to be a warrior when I grow up, Alpha Blackwood.”Glancing down at the pint-size pup pretending to wield a sword made me smile. “You do. What does your mother think about that?”He put his imaginary sword back into his holder. “She says I need to eat the good stuff and stop sneaking candy, or I won’t have muscles like yours. I think it’s bologna, but don’t tell her that.”I chuckled, while hauling the last of the lumber into a pile by the foundation next to the pack house. With the pack growing the way it was, we needed the extra space for female wolves carrying pups. “I won’t tell if you go grab me three of those cookies I smell cooking in the kitchen.”He glanced at the backdoor. “I’ll be back in a flash,” he said, taking off toward the stairs. It was a relief to get a second to myself from that chatterbox. Though, I didn’t mind. His dad died a few years back in a fight with a few rogue wolves he encountered. It'd been hard on him, and filling that void in his life was an
My body screamed at me when I tried to move the next morning. The positions Zander folded my body into throughout the night had every inch of me pissed. A stretch would do me well today. The sun was well into the sky when I pried my eyes opened the next morning. Sadly, a naked Zander wasn’t lying beside me. The sheets were cold to the touch. Slipping from the bed, I felt a tight pressure in-between my legs, and a grin settled on my face. I could get used to this ... I found one of Zander’s t-shirts resting on the end of the bed, so I slipped it over my head and followed the sound of talking. There was a lightness in the air as I skipped down the steps, and walked toward the kitchen. William and Zander sat at the kitchen table with a man I’d never seen before. I halted in the doorway, suddenly regretting my attempt at being sexy and wearing his clothing. Zander stood up, his gaze swept me from head to toe, and he smiled. “Piper,” he said. “Good morning.”William chuckled. “You me
The breeze hit my skin awakening emotions that had been hidden for decades. My hair moved in the humid summer wind, and though it was summer in Louisiana, I could have lived outside for the rest of my life. Sweat or not sweat.Piper stirred beside me, her leg draped over mine, and her arm across my stomach. My arm grew numb over an hour before, but I didn’t dare move. I didn’t want this dream to end. I still couldn’t fathom that it was over. The curse. The torment. Now it was time for my true life to start. The one I didn’t deserve. The one that included my forever mate. The one woman I would spend the rest of my life with. Piper stirred again, this time her pretty hazel gaze stared up at me. “Hey,” she whispered. “I can’t believe I fell asleep out here.”“You needed the rest.”She pushed off my chest and glanced around at the garden, and the sun moving across the sky. “What time is it? I’m starving.”“Way past lunch,” I said, sitting up beside her. “I’m sure Vivian has something to
The tears in my eyes blurred my vision. My father’s tugs became harder, and it only made me cling to Zander. I tried to blink the tears away, in an attempt to see him for one more second. I just needed one more second ... Zander gave up his life for my dad. That reality was a bittersweet poison sliding down my throat. He’d given up our chance to be together to save my father. I wore his mark on my neck, and he gave it up. To save a man that didn't want me to be there. It didn't seem real. It all felt like a dream, a nightmare come to life. Dad tugged me harder, urging me to stand up. “Get up, Sweetheart. We have to find a way out of here.”The bittersweet taste in my mouth turned to acid in my throat. I turned my gaze upward toward my father’s ashen face. “I don’t want to leave. Zander’s dead. He saved your life, and you’re still trying to run! They saved your life!”My father stepped back and stood up straight. “Piper. I know he did, but we have to leave before another one of tho
It was crazy to see the light. To see your life flash in front of your eyes. For the life, you had to slowly seep away, and you have no control over it, because you’re gone. Vapor.The pathetic images that showed up in my exit made me sick to my stomach. The only bright days were the last few weeks with Piper. She’d been the flaming light of hope in my life. And if the hell-hound hadn’t killed me—we would have broken the curse. I’d looked into those hazel eyes for the last time, but this time, I’d seen love staring back at me. Maybe it was the grand gesture of saving her father’s life or just the right timing, but she said she loved me. With a hurt woman like Piper, proving you loved her, meant more than saying it. I was glad I couldn’t see the aftermath of her sitting there with my limp body in her arms. The angry part of me didn’t show until I landed in the garden and I realized something didn’t feel right. Wasn’t I dead? I’d never died before, so I didn’t have anything to compa
Zander pulled me closer to his side as fear started a lake of nausea in my stomach. I watched helplessly as William used all of his strength—which I knew he had a lot of—to pull open the door, with no luck. “What is going on?!” my father asked again, his voice growing louder. I could hear the fear in it even though he tried to mask it as anger. “Is it Douche Boy,” Amanda asked from behind us, over the rim of her coffee. “He did leave a while ago didn’t he?”I knew Henry didn’t have the strength to hold the door closed against William. Even if he used something to barricade us in. Wolves were stronger than that. Zander glanced down at me. We both knew who was behind it. Priscilla had locked us inside. I didn’t know why, but it couldn’t be for any reason that was good. “I’m not sure,” Zander said, his voice calm. Dad’s eyes widened. “Is this some sort of sick game you’re playing? Has Piper been locked inside all this time, too?”“Dad, no—,”He lifted his hat and ran his palm over