“Who are you?” I whispered to the man who’d just bought me for a million dollars.
He was not handsome. He was not young. His eyes were bright and blue and cruel.
“You know me, bella,” the old man crooned as he ran a finger down my cheek and along my jaw, pressing under my chin so I had to look up into his eyes. “Say my name.”
“Gabriele de Luca,” I said, my voice a strained whisper as he smiled.
“I do love the sound of that on your tongue.” He clucked, patting my cheek with his warm, clammy hand. He was my father’s age, maybe a little older. I didn’t know for sure.
But what I did know was that they were enemies. Was this why I was taken? Was I kidnapped and sold so he could use me up and then kill me, returning what was left of my body to my father’s doorstep when he was done?
I gagged at the thought, and gagged even harder as he slid his thumb into my mouth and over my tongue. I tasted copper, leather, and tobacco.
“You better be worth the money I spent on you,” he warned, pressing down on my tongue like he was inspecting my mouth, my teeth. I wanted to vomit. I needed to, especially as he pressed his thumb further down along my tongue toward the back of my throat.
I trembled as my jaw tightened and my teeth began to clamp down on his finger.
“Bite me,” he said coldly in warning, “and I will pull all of your teeth out, one by one.” He removed his finger and rose to his full height. He loomed over me, basking in the power imbalance. I didn’t dare look up and meet his gaze. “Although now that I think about it, that might be more fun for me anyway, less risk, more… reward.”
My stomach clenched as his eyes roved over my body to where the chemise was bunched up against my hip, my thigh on full display.
“Yes, you’ll do just fine,” he said to himself.
I knew what he wanted. And maybe he would have taken me right there on the cold, hard ground had a man not shouted through the locked door behind him that his car was ready.
But Gabriele’s eyes didn’t leave my thigh for a long, brutal moment.
I knew without a shadow of a doubt that when I left with this man, my life as I knew it was over, even if I did survive. He’d take me fully, wholly, stealing my virginity against my will. He’d force me, plain and simple. He owned me now. He could do what he wanted with me, and there was no one that could stop him.
Gabriele lifted me up by my arm and walked me out of the room. I kept my eyes on the floor as the hallway opened up to a large outdoor area lined with cars. Men with guns wove between the vehicles. Soldiers, I decided. I knew how this went. While the Dons and Caporegimes drank and smoked and fucked their new women inside that godforsaken mansion, the lower tiers of their crew were made to wait for their leftovers, if there were any. And I didn’t mean food.
Curious eyes burned into my skin as Gabriele pushed me toward a blacked-out luxury SUV.
“Get in,” he commanded, but I hesitated. My body just wouldn’t move. He fisted my hair and pulled so hard tears welled in my eyes as I was forced to look up at him. His free hand groped my ass, fingers digging into my skin. “Don’t disobey me,” he hissed. “Did daddy not teach his little girl anything?”
He shoved me into the car as I choked on a sob.
“Wait!” someone shouted as Gabriele climbed into the back seat, his hand pressing into my thigh to keep me still.
I turned my head to see who was approaching at a sprint but the door closed. I could have sworn that voice… Oh my god. Mattia? My father’s right-hand?
“We need to talk about this—” he said. One of Gabriele’s men talked to him for a moment, but I couldn’t hear what they were saying. His words were cut off by Gabriele’s guard climbing into the front passenger seat and shutting the door in Mattia’s face. I caught just a glimpse of Mattia’s desperate expression before the guard motioned to the driver, and the car lurched forward.
Gabriele rolled down his window just a touch and laughed, shouting, “Go fuck yourself!” before the car peeled out of the driveway and drove off into the night. But Mattia had shouted something back that I didn’t catch.
I snapped my head around to try to look through the window to confirm it had been Mattia. Oh God, if it had been? He’d go get my father. I’d be rescued, wouldn’t I?
My father had made it very, very clear when I chose to leave the safety of the family and pursue a career—a life outside of the confines of the mafia—that I wouldn’t be safe. He’d been so angry with me. I’d disappointed him. Betrayed him and our family name. At least that’s what he said I’d done when he pointed a finger in my face and told me never to come home.
Would he come for me despite all that?
“We need to talk about this.”
Mattia’s words sliced through me as Gabriele groped his way up my thigh. I closed my eyes, trying to clear my mind of every thought and every unwelcome touch.
“Where to, Boss?” the driver asked.
“Give me the bag,” Gabriele growled. I barely caught his movement before he shoved a black bag over my head and secured it tightly around my neck. His hand curled around the column of my throat, finger tapping on my skin. “Go to sleep now, bella. You need your rest for what I have planned for you.”
I gasped, fighting for air as my body started to twitch. Then I felt myself slip into nothingness, and everything was quiet.
PaigeI stood in the vestibule outside of the chapel, clutching my flowers, my heart hammering in my chest. Organ music belted through the doors, and I was just waiting for my cue.We all were. My two bridesmaids, in simple maroon dresses, stood ahead of me. Like she could feel my eyes, Lauren turned back and winked. I smiled. The dress looked spectacular on her, and I’d promised up and down that Tom would invite enough handsome men for her to go home with a date. This, of course, had been complicated by Tom choosing Killian and Stan as his two groomsmen. While I liked the older man, and he kept Lauren laughing, I didn’t exactly see the two of them as a couple.Mom stepped up next to me with a smile. Her mother-of-the-bride dress, a deep burgundy gown with gold accents, caught the light and sent it dancing. “Are you excited?”I inhaled sharply. “I kind of can’t stop thinking about the seating chart for the reception. Who have I become?”She laughed. “Your father.”Tears beaded in my e
KillianI sat behind my desk and looked out over my men. Tommaso took his usual seat. Adrian hovered in the corner like he wasn’t quite sure what to do with himself yet, just like he had at the beginning. Patrick was still laughing about spilling his wine. Just like old times. I stood and started pouring everyone drinks.“So,” I said, “do you have an update on the warehouses, Adrian?”He started toward my desk, then paused. An odd moment passed. It wasn’t really my desk anymore. I’d left the hunk of wood behind because I had no need for it on the island, and he’d loaded it down with computers in my absence. Despite that, I’d never seen anyone sit behind it but my father besides me.I offered Adrian a drink. “Sit.”He nodded. “Didn’t want to step on your toes. The situation is pretty simple, all told, but I can tell there’s a certain amount of grace I’m supposed to be handling this foreman with, and I don’t—”Tommaso joined me at the bar to pour. “Do you remember that foreman in the so
PaigeI tucked my arm through Tom’s and straightened my long, floral romper. He kissed me on the cheek, then knocked on the door. Joyce swung it open.“Hello!” She welcomed us both in with hugs. “Mr. and Mrs. Ricci are in the drawing room. Please, come in.”We let ourselves be bustled through the door, the wine we’d brought carried off to the kitchen, and our coats taken to some closet somewhere in the mansion. Adrian used it as a base of operations when Killian and Sera weren’t home, so I’d been here a few times since the wedding, but I’d never felt comfortable here. Finally, we were led to the closed doors of the drawing room, and Tom opened them with a smile.Inside, we found not only “Mr. and Mrs. Ricci,” but also Olivia and Patrick, Adrian and Penny—who still wouldn’t even talk about their dance at the wedding—and Sera’s mother and brother, as well as Lauren. Sera leapt up to greet us, and Killian followed a few paces behind. I threw myself into the hug just as much as Sera did—I
SeraI folded a T-shirt and put it into Killian’s suitcase. “Are you sure we need to leave so soon?”He chuckled and took the T-shirt back out, then replaced it with a suit shirt. “Very, unfortunately. Adrian is in the middle of a difficult situation with one of the warehouses, and he needs a steady hand to guide him through.”My stomach churned at the thought of leaving the villa. We’d only been here for a couple of months, and we’d promised everyone we’d return, but dammit, I wasn’t ready yet. Lazing around the villa and having sex whenever the mood took us was way too fun to stop after only a few months.“But we’ll be back soon, right?” I asked like I didn’t already know.“Cara mia.” Killian took my hands. “What is happening in that head of yours?”I sighed. “I don’t know. The thought of leaving just make me kind of sick. We just got away from all that. I don’t want to be scared again.”He studied me for a long moment. “You do look a little pale. How sick is this making you exactly
PaigeI squeezed Tom’s hand in the car on the way to the airport.“Sad to be leaving?” he asked.I smiled. “Always. It’s so magical here.”He laughed. “Not just saying that because we’ve spent most of the vacation in bed?”I ran my free hand up his leg. “No, we have weekends for that at home.”“Fair enough.” He kissed the back of my hand. “I do like going on these little vacations, though. It’s a nice escape for a few days.”I nodded. I really was going to miss Paris, but I wouldn’t have wanted to stay much longer anyway. Lauren had been texting me updates about the shelter, especially the new one as women settled in. I kept thinking about how much I was missing, how much they needed me there. And I knew Tom was feeling the same. Apparently, Lyle had his sights set on someone new, and Tom was itching to pull the trigger. Anybody else would probably think we were freaks, desperate to leave a luxury vacation to get back to our grueling jobs. But those people didn’t realize just how much
TommasoWhen I told Paige I’d set everything up for another two days in Paris, she’d immediately insisted we spend a day shopping. I put up a cursory front of complaints, but in truth, I was perfectly happy following her from store to store and carrying her bags. Even better, she loved it when I made jokes about some of the worst, frilliest, most French things we came across. She laughed and joined in. For years, I’d heard men complaining about shopping with their girlfriends—fiancées—saying it was the most boring thing in the world, but even if we weren’t laughing up a storm as we paid our way through the most expensive boutiques in Paris, I still would’ve been having a ball. The sun was shining, she kept looking at the ring I’d put on her finger with a soft wonderment I’d never seen in her eyes anymore, and my face hurt from smiling. Paige and I could’ve made a hell of an afternoon out of reading the phone book.“Stop!” she said.I froze, my free hand twitching toward the gun I’d hi