Indrik's Pov
In between using my medicine, eating breakfast, taking a walk out to the garden and making small talk with Luna, night arrived sooner than I expected. Through all these, I noticed that something was bothering Luna. She would suddenly stop and stare at empty air till I called her attention or stop mid-speech and frown, her brows furrowing on deep thought. Despite myself, I couldn't help worrying about her but my attempts to make her tell me what was wrong with her all ended up falling through. With night descending and her helping me to my room, I found that she was starting to shed her worried skin which for whatever reason made me feel a little relieved. "I will go get your food now." She informed once I was in my room and left before I could protest. Usually, I was supposed to eat with the rest in the palace dinning hall but due to the state of my health, I was excused till I got better. While she was away, I thought about what we had discussed earlier. "If you managed to unlock your wolf, what is the first thing you would do?" She had asked out of the blue while she was sewing a tear in my robe. I had been focused on two birds that were performing a kind of serenade when I had heard her question. I had paused and stared at her, wondering where the question was coming from. She had met my gaze without flinching, bidding me to answer her question. Looking away, I had wondered about what she might be hitting at. Hadn't she said she wasn't going to train me? Could it be that she had changed her mind? Was this a test of sorts? If so, what was the right answer? So many questions had popped up in my mind that I temporarily forgot she had asked a question until she cleared her throat. "I asked a question, master." She reminded softly. I had inhaled deeply before making an attempt. "Honestly, I haven't really given it much thought. All my life, I have known everyone to have a wolf except me so, it always seemed natural for me to want to unlock my wolf. I know he is down here somewhere, nudging me to free him, guiding everything I do, including finding you." I paused but she merely nodded, urging me to continue, "to answer your question. The first thing I would do is to celebrate becoming a full wolf." I smiled, the thought making me fuzzy as I reached for a flower patch beside me and plucked a bud which I started to unfurl. "The next thing I would do would be to train and become strong enough to stand up for the weak, the same way my friends have been standing up for me all my life. After that, I don't know what else. I guess I would just have to let it play out. I had stared at her trying to figure out if I had passed the test or not. I got no positive or negative feedback as she returned to her work. The door opened, snapping me out of my thoughts. Luckily, the rule from the doctor that I not eat anything apart from fruits had long since expired because I could not imagine not having a taste of the sweet smelling food that Luna brought in. My tummy rumbled making me stare at it in surprise because it had not given me any indication of it being empty, till now that is. "Traitor!" I groaned. No sooner had Luna set up the food than I started to dig into it. I had been going at it for a while before remembering that I wasn't the only one in here. "You haven't eaten, have you? Come join me." I offered but she shook her head. "You should eat. You are going to need every bit of it." I frowned, wondering what she was talking about. She had been speaking in puzzles all day which was really starting to get to me. "What do you mean?" "Just eat!" She snapped, backing away from me. "I will be back." She didn't need to say that because my belly would not allow me do otherwise. I dipped in the plate for another scoop of the pottage when I came up empty. I was surprised to find that I had finished eating so quickly. Luna came in soon after, bearing my medicine. She picked out a bottle which I didn't recognize and stretched it forward. I reached out to collect it but she didn't let go. "Do you trust me?" She asked, her eyes glowing in the light of the torch. Her questions were starting to bother me but I replied nonetheless, "sure! I wouldn't keep you around if I didn't." She scoffed. "Funny, considering that you don't know me that well." I shrugged, "I know that you are my master." She scoffed again but released the bottle nonetheless. "Drink it then. Every single drop." I opened the vial and the smell almost made me throw up. "Go on!" I shut my eyes as I downed it in one gulp. I grunted in pain as the liquid seemed to burn my throat. "What would you be willing to sacrifice to unlock your wolf?" Her voice seemed to be coming from somewhere above me and not before me. I blinked, the world seeming to be spinning before me. "Anything!" I muttered, my head swaying. "Including your life?" "Including my life." My voice sounded faint and weak. "Good! Because I just played a game with your life. I hope you survive because it would really suck to not see you fulfill your promises. Till we meet again, go to sleep." She pushed me slightly and I crumbled to the bed, my body feeling like it was being squeezed by a thousand huge hands. As I drifted out of consciousness, I could hear my master screaming. "Help! He is dying! Help!!!" Then, all went black.Luna"What have you done? How could you let this happen? The greatest evil has been born! Pain, death, destruction like never before has just been unleashed because of you. The world will never be the same. You shall atone for your sins. Begone! And I shall never see your face again nor you, mine until you have made everything right." I shuddered at the memory. My memories from the...that time were becoming fuzzier the longer time passed but somehow, that memory never faded. I could not remember the face of the person who had spoken. Not even where the person had spoken but I could never forget the words nor the panic, pain and sorrow that had filled me and even now still pulsed in every single vein in my body. Looking down at Indrik as he stabbed at his food, I wondered if all that was happening was indeed my fault. Maybe I really deserved to be here. Even worse, I wondered if I did not deserve to be here, being the recipient of his gratitude like I was some saviour when I was infa
Indrik"You would never be more than a bottom feeder." The words would not stop ringing in my ears, burning into my brain with searing heat. I clasped my hands over my ears and screamed, tears gushing down my face. A group of people walked past me staring at me like I was crazy but I couldn't care any less. What was I thinking? I would never be more than a disappointment, an Alpha's son who was born without a wolf. To think that I had thought that getting a master and having her unlock my wolf would change my fate. I laughed drily. Just how much more stupid could I be? I would never be more than a failure however hard I tried. Another group of people walked past me and though my senses were too clouded for me to see their expressions, I knew instinctively that they were sniggering at the miserable me. I had left the palace behind and was now wandering through the meandering streets of the pack, hardly aware of where I was going. Every so often, I ran into someone who hissed at me to
IndrikBeta Green fixed me with a cold stare that caused my smiles to wilt as I was consumed with a premonition that he was about to deliver a very bad news. "What did you just say?" He asked the question like I had just suggested that we pull down the palace and build a cattle shed in its place. I wasn't going to be so easily discouraged though. It had taken me so much time, effort and sacrifices to get here. I wasn't about to be forced to give up by a tone, however cold it might sound. "I said...""I know what you said!" He snapped in irritation. "I was hoping you wouldn't repeat it so I wouldn't have had to tell you this but it is obvious that you are still so young and naive. Perhaps, I ought to enlighten you."My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach as every muscle in my body strained to run, to avoid the verdict he was about to pass. But at the end, I had to stop and listen to what he had to say even if everything within me warned me that I would not like it. He smiled warm
IndrikMessage or not, I decided that my thoughts were going to drive me crazy if I didn't snap out of them so I did just that. I pushed away from the window and got out of bed. Looking around the slowly lightening room, I was rather disappointed to find that Luna was not in the room. I had been hoping to be able to have a word or two with her. I decided I couldn't wait and made my way to her room only to get the same result. The unmade state of her bed hinted that she had left the room in a hurry, (what else was new?) which meant I couldn't expect to see her for a while.I paced around for a while, the memories still haunting me until I finally got the ingenious idea to go to an old friend of mine. Now, when I mention friend, you might think I am referring to a childhood friend that I had forgotten about but no, I can count the number of friends I have on a single hand. By friend, I meant the library, one of the many places I used to visit in a bid to both lose and discover myself in
IndrikDo powers cause nightmares? I highly doubt that or Blaire would have spent every other day screaming from her sleep. Or perhaps, they were just signs of my body getting used to its new heightened senses. Again, I doubted that. Those dreams had looked and felt very real. Like something that had happened, or worse, something that was about to happen. I placed an arm under my jaw as I tried to recall my dream. The mere thought of relieving that nightmare scared the marrows out of me but I decided that I had to face it to know what the problem really was. In my dream, I had seemed to be watching the pack from the hill that was just behind the royal training grounds. Once upon a time, that had been my favorite spot for hanging out. In my dream, or was it a nightmare? The scenery had rolled out before me in the same way it had the last time I had been there. There had been the palace to the one side closed off with high enough walls as to prevent me from seeing past them. Then ther
VeronicaPain did not seem like the right term for what I was feeling right now. Every single bone in my upper body seemed to have been pummelled to powder leaving me paralyzed. Yet, hearing Indrik's voice energized me as I tried my best to open my eyes. My body protested against the effort as my head started to pound. I shut my eyes again before I could focus on the person standing above me. Everywhere seemed to have gone pitch dark. I could have sworn that there was still some light when that bitch had shoved me to my back. "Oh, Indrik! Look at what she has done to me. You have to make her pay." I whimpered as I tried to open my eyes again without success. My eyes seemed to have filled up with my own blood which was not a very fun experience. "The nerve of this bitch. Let me go. I am not done with her." That was Blaire's voice. I wondered if Indrik was the one holding her back. No, that was wrong. He should be helping me, not her. For the umpteenth time, I tried to open my eyes ag