Chapter 8
I lifted my head when the door opened. As I had expected, it was Beta Lynel again who would attend to me. For some reason, Calgary had me transferred to another room and stopped seeing me. His Beta said he had himself locked up for several days, unable to control his own wolf. Something Calgary has never experienced before.
"Morning," Lynel greeted with a smile.
He was, by far, the nicest member of the Claivan Pack. Whenever Lynel was taking me outside so I could heal faster by connecting to nature, most of their pack members would glare at me as if I had done something terrible to them. I just assumed that it was because I was from Zenios, and all of the packs in Nirvana; Zenios, Claivan, Prudence, and Mayhem, were in conflict because of something Calgary did in the past.
I pulled myself up and followed him. "Your big bad Alpha still locking himself up?" I couldn't help but ask as we walked down the stairs.
"Nope." He looked at me with a slight smile. "He went to Mayhem to get you a customized collar."
My brows furrowed. "Mayhem? I thought... everyone's in conflict right now?"
He smirked. "Not really. Zenios has just been isolated for quite a while."
"What?"
"Right. It's not really my story to tell. Whatever Alpha Lawrence's reasons were for keeping Zenios from getting along with everyone, it's all up to him whether to tell you or not."
I stopped. "Hold on, where is Alpha Lawrence?"
Lynel ran his fingers onto his auburn hair. "Alone in Zenios. He refused to come with us."
"With... you?"
He nodded. "He let his people stay in Mayhem, but he refused to come along. Calgary and I went to him to invite him to stay with us while everyone in your pack is healing, but he refused to leave your pack's cemetery."
My heart felt a different kind of pain because of what he said. He's probably badly hurt, yet here he was, being so stubborn just because he couldn't leave my mom.
I drew in a deep breath. "Can you... take me to him? I promise I won't run. I just want to talk to him, see if I can convince him to come with us."
"Sorry, but I'm not in the right position to decide about that. We can wait for Alpha to return. I'll tell him about your request. For now, let's get your wounds checked."
A simple nod was my only answer. Lynel took me to their pack's doctor who checked my wounds. When she saw that I wasn't healing that fast, she looked at Lynel before she spoke.
"Maybe it's best if you would take off her chains. Without it, she'll heal faster."
"I'll ask Alpha," said Lynel before he took me outside.
As I expected, people of Claivan started throwing me deadly looks again, as if they'd rip my neck once they got a chance.
My eyes roamed around their village until I spotted a little girl peeking at a window. When she saw me, she immediately hid as if I scared her. I felt bad, and I think Lynel noticed my expression.
"That's Calla. Alpha's daughter."
My lips parted in surprise. "Daughter? He has a daughter?"
"Yup. She's seven."
"So where's his Luna?"
Sadness crossed Lynel's rims. "She's... gone." He looked away. "She ran away with her true mate."
"And she left her own daughter for her mate?" I laughed, a disappointed one. "I'm sorry, but I don't think that's fair for the little girl."
"So as to Alpha. He gave his all to her. He literally treated her like a queen, but maybe marriage will never be enough to break a mate bond."
I pushed a few strands of my hair towards the back of my ear. "Was she marked by Calgary?"
"That's the funny thing. Alpha's wolf refused to mark her." Lynel sighed. "You know, I hope the council listened to Calgary when he asked them to destroy the agreement about how an Alpha must select his Luna. It doesn't really benefit the packs at all."
My brows furrowed. "He asked them to do that?"
"Yeah. Calgary was concerned about the other packs, too. But they never listened."
I smirked. "I doubt that? He's a selfish mother--" I gulped. "Sorry."
"It's alright. Sometimes, when no one is watching, I curse him, too."
"Good thing he's not chaining you, huh?"
Lynel grinned. "He can't do that to his older brother, can he?"
My eyes blinked. "You guys are brothers?"
"Uhum. Not really that obvious, huh?"
"Not at all. You guys are very opposite to each other." I pointed to him. "You're the good brother and he's the vicious one no one would ever want to share a bunk bed with."
He laughed at what I said. "Oh, he's nice. He's only ruthless when he needs to be. Trust me on that one."
"Knock it off. I know big brothers often clean their siblings' names. You don't have to. Nothing can change my mind about him anyway. He is on top of my list of my most hated people on Earth."
"Is that so?"
I almost startled when I heard Calgary's voice from behind. Lynel and I turned to face him, and when he saw the shock on my face, his inky brow shot up. "Getting too comfy with my Beta, hmm?"
Lynel pursed his lips together, trying to suppress a grin. When Calgary saw his brother, he heaved a sigh and waved his hand as if getting annoyed at the look on Lynel's face. "Get outta here. I ain't fucking jealous of you."
Lynel burst into laughter before he patted my head. We saw how Calgary clenched his jaw as if he was getting irritated with the way Lynel touched me.
"See you later, Nadine."
I waved my hand at him as he left. When I faced Calgary again, I rolled my eyes at him before I folded my arms in front of my chest. "Should I be flattered that you went all the way to Mayhem yourself just to get me something, hmm?" I teased but Calgary just smirked at me before he dragged me back to his house.
He took me to his couch and commanded me to sit. I rolled my eyes because of his dominance, but when Calgary went on his knee and gently lifted my foot to remove my chain, my heart suddenly felt a different kind of warmth.
I watched how his jaw clenched after he saw the reddened part of my ankle. Why was he very different today? Was that guilt I was seeing in his eyes right now?
He let out a heavy breath then took out the collar he had got in Mayhem. The Alpha of Mayhem was known for being a great blacksmith. Maybe Alpha Quira was the one who made it.
Calgary motioned his hand as if asking me to lean forward so he could put on my collar. I hesitated at first, but when I realized that I had no choice anyway, I slightly bent towards him while I clenched my fists on my lap.
I held my breath when I felt his fingertips against my skin, waking up the foreign sensations I never felt even with Luhence. He pushed my hair to one side, and when he spoke in a gentle manner, his minty breath caressed my now heated cheeks.
"Quira put something that will prevent the silver from burning your skin." He looked me in the eyes after fixing my hair. "But if you don't behave, you'll wear the regular silver chains again. Do you understand?"
For the first time, I felt myself submitting to him. I looked away and nodded my head in response, but when Calgary remained kneeling in front of me, I couldn't help but meet his eyes again.
We stared at each other for a couple moments as if we were letting our wolves reach out to each other, but the door opened and a girl entered to call him.
"Alpha--oh. Am I... interrupting something?" she asked with a hint of annoyance.
Calgary took in a sharp breath then stood up. "Nah. Just making sure the collar would fit. Is everyone ready?" he asked as he faced the woman who glared at me.
"Yes. Shall we?"
Calgary nodded. He then looked over his shoulder before he spoke to me. "You stay here. I'll be back after an hour. Don't even try to leave my house or I'll lock you up and chain you again."
He stormed out with the girl who's obviously into him. When the door shut, I rested my back on the couch and stared blankly at the ceiling.
Looks like I'd rather see his bad side than the version of him that's more gentle.
That, I think, was far more dangerous for my heart...
Chapter 24: More Than EnoughMy body was sore all over because of the training but Calgary's presence helped me heal faster. When Hyrum's men came during dinner to inform us that help had finally arrived and the perimeters were safe, somehow, he felt a sense of relief even for a short while."Would you like some more soup?" I asked Calla while we sit on the table with Ahma, Lynel, Alpha Lawrence, and Calgary.Calla nodded happily. "Thank you, Mommy," she said before giving me a sweet smile.Calgary caressed his daughter's hair before he leaned to me. "We'll just talk about something in my office. Finish your food."I jerked my head in response. When he left with Lynel, Ahma, and Alpha Lawrence, I stood up carrying Calla's bowl to get her more soup, but Lindsey immediately followed me to the table where the caserole was.She crossed her arms and shot up a brow at me. "Getting so comfy playing the fake mommy and wife role, huh?"I rolled my eyes and shook my head. "Not now. I'm too tire
Chapter 23: A Taste of EuphoriaSomehow, the talk I had with Alpha Lawrence a few days ago, helped us communicate a little better. He no longer avoids me that much, and I could speak to him directly now without feeling aneasy.I took a series of deep breaths to center myself just like what Alpha Lawrence instructed me to do. He was circling around me, holding a silver knife and ready to attack me any moment now."Tracking is more than just following a scent nor listening to your surrounding. It's connecting to everything around you, being one with the ground, the wind, and every living thing that you can reach, but your gift has no use if you're too slow to dodge an attack," said Alpha Lawrence, an in a blink of an eye, we has already behind me, the knife was only half an inch away from my throat.Goodness, he was really fast. No wonder he was known for his combat skills. Now I wanted to think his Luna poisoned him on the night of the selection, because I know for sure that with his s
Chapter 22: A Painful TalkI didn't know if I was anxious because I would be training with Alpha Lawrence today or I was just worried because Calgary joined his Deltas last night to guard our territories. No matter how many times I rolled over my bed, I couldn't really bring myself to sleep. Maybe I was both anxious and worried, but despite the lack of sleep, I still got up before sunrise to prepare for my first day of training.When I went down to get myself some coffee to wake me up, Alpha Lawrence was already in the kitchen, making himself some brewed coffee. As if he realized that I was planning to get myself some, he cleared his throat and saved a cup for me.I pursed my lips as I walked the length towards the cupboard. My heart was going crazy with the silence enveloping us, and when I finally had the courage to glance his way, I spoke."G--Good morning, Alpha."He paused from taking a sip but he didn't look at me. "Just because we're in Claivan doesn't mean I'll be nice during
Chapter 21: Her Special Ability"Prudence just lost the last of their best trackers. All we have right now is Hyrum," said Calgary as we gathered at the pack house with Alpha Quira, her Beta, Ariz, Lynel, Alpha Lawrence and Ahma.My fingers clasped. The atmosphere around was too thick, probably because we all know that our District is in so much trouble.Mayhem had no trackers for two decades now while Claivan was never given any. Trackers are special types of wolves who can sense anything even when it was miles away. They were born with the strongest senses. Some show their abilities early like Mom, some were late bloomers.Zenios' tracker was my mother that's why even when she was only a Beta she-wolf back then, she would always work hand in hand with Alpha Lawrence because she was very significant to our pack.I saw Alpha Lawrence straightened his back. "If Nadine was able to sense Luhence while everybody else didn't, maybe that's because she inherited Nimpha's abilities."All eyes
Chapter 20: A Storm is ComingDried leaves whipped into the foggy air as Calgary and I ran faster through the woods. His wolf kept on challenging Auror, but with us finally gaining back our strength, she showed him we were their equal. Auror jumped over a fallen tree and rolled over the thick bed of dried vegetation before she gained her momentum again, but Calgary's wolf was fast enough to stop Auror from jumping over the cliff.Auror let out a whimper of affection as Calgary's wolf licked her face. She rubbed her head on his neck, gaining more power from the bond we share with our mate. We had been running for hours, but our hunger for freedom felt insatiable. Auror and I had never been permitted to roam around Nirvana this way, but with Calgary accompanying us, we knew we would be safe.Calgary's wolf howled, telling us to finally go back. I felt Auror's desire to ask for a little more time, but when thunders began roaring in the sky, she changed her mind and followed Calgary's wol
Chapter 19: Meeting His WolfAfter Lynel took Calla to Ahma's house, Calgary and I went out for a walk in the woods. I realized he would explain why his daughter called me 'Mommy', maybe he was thinking that I didn't like it at all.As soon as we got deeper into the woods, I cleared my throat and looked at him. "It's the first time I heard Calla speak."There was a glint of loneliness in his eyes when he met my gaze. "She stopped talking since her mother left us. She was barely four... and that was the worst night of my life not because I just lost my Luna, but because Calla's painful plea for her mother not to go was the last thing we heard from my daughter."I swallowed when my chest felt a different kind of pain, as if Calgary was letting me feel how he felt the night his Luna left to be with someone else. Maybe if I was in his shoes, I wouldn't be able to handle the pain, and I know, even if Calgary wasn't telling me, what his Luna did left a scar in his heart. A fear that no matt