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Books and more books, is all that seems what my life has become. Ughh! I have read sooo many scriptures about vampires that at times the words on the pages, turn into one big jumbled up mess as I'm reading. I've gone as far fetched as reading stories about them having glow in the dark fangs. Even searching through the internet. I clicked on anything my browser popped up with that had the word vampires in it. All this reading and searching seems futile.
The only book I haven't looked over is, the one on vampires and their mates. What could I possibly read in there, that has anything to do with me. Mates of different species was hardly ever heard of and if by chance it came about. Almost instantly they would reject each other, because of differences in life styles and long lasting fueds stemming from hundreds of years ago.
There's no way he could be my mate right? Could he? I ask myself... Arghh! This whole situation is making me go bonkers literally!
I hardly sle
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