Eva's POV .Even though I already made up my mind, I failed to forget my mother's constant warnings about a certain alpha. But still... I believed what I'm doing is right and I didn't care how selfish that would make me in others' eyes. Yet, this ache..."Eva... you alright?" Dhalia's concerned voice rang out and I blinked few times, trying to gather my focus on her."I- yeah. I'm fine." I lied, not wanting to share my burdens with her."You look paler. I know it's your normal color but today... it looks paler than normal. You sure you are okay? Maybe you should rest more. It's just yesterday you woke up from a coma. So..." She ranted on, her hands nervously fidgeting with my hair."I'm fine. I promise. I'm just nervous. That's all." I reassured her but she didn't seem like she's convinced.But after some pondering, she just gave in and started applying her 'glamour' on me. And I should admit, her 'glamour' in styling is on a completely another level.Yes, it was tiresome. But I rea
Chaos's POV ."Alpha Nightwalker is speaking..." I answered the phone robotically, not paying attention to the caller ID."Today is Eva's birthday. I thought you would be interested in to know." When Aziel's emotionless voice came through, I sat up straight and I felt Eros perk up his ears to listen more."What?! Today?""Yes, today. If you want to come I'll inform the border patrollers to grant you entrance. If not, forget that I said anything. Bye.""Wait!" Before he could hang up I disturbed him in a hurry, but I had no idea about how to continue or what to ask and I think he guessed that too since he volunteered to reveal more information."The party will start at six in the evening and she'll be around there till nine or ten. If she's willing, you can talk to her there and I'll make sure that Anubis won't disturb you.""Thank you, Az. I'll leave right now.""I'm not doing this for you. It's for her. I just think that you being here would help her go through the shift without fee
Chaos's POV ."How is she?" I asked from the healer for the third or fourth time, impatient to know the answer.Since the moment she collapsed on the forest floor, heavily bleeding through her privates, I felt like something had gone terribly wrong. And after three hours, there is still no sign of her waking up."Alpha... It's... I-""What's wrong?" When the healer struggles to answer Anubis's commanding tone rang out, startling the life out of her."F-forgive me second alpha... But... It seemed like lady Eva had been pregnant when she went through the shift... and now-""She's pregnant?" I chimed in excitedly only to feel disappointment in the next second."She was pregnant-" Without a seconds delay, the healer corrected me and continued her explanation."-Unless necessary, no female wolf would dare to shift during pregnancy because it's risky for the baby and you wouldn't need me to tell how dangerous the first shift could be for a pregnant lady.""What- what are you trying to say?
Eva's POV .Disbelief. Surprise. Anger. Rage. Hatred. Sadness. Hurt. Pain. Heartbreak…I stopped talking once I noticed the emotions came and go one after another in a blink of an eye on his face and he seemed so lost and unfocused as he kept staring at me. Even though I already knew how he would react to the truth but witnessing it with a straight face felt much harder than I imagined and the presence of my wolf made that even harder.'You still don't regret what you did?' My wolf asked with a voice full of sadness and remorse.'I already told you, I don't regret it for a single millisecond. I've gone through enough trauma in my life already and I was this ready to let that all go. But this... My own mate raping me... isn't something I'm ready to let go.' I reminded her again for an unknown number time.'But-''That's enough, Razna. The last thing I want right now is a fight with you.' I cut my wolf off before she could start arguing with me."Did you... hate me that much to... to
Eva's POV ."That's it! I'm going to drag you out with me today!!" Ezra bellowed as he crash landed into my room.It's been almost a week since I came back with Chaos and I have yet to step foot outside the house to explore the territory. Every day, it's either going down to have meals or spending the whole day in my room reading books rather than spending time with Chaos or any other. The pack members didn't seem to notice my presence either since I never bumped into anyone other than the house maids who work here. But now... It seems like Ezra had enough of my seclusion."I won't." Moving away from his grasp, I refused without hesitation.It doesn't matter how comfortable I've become around him, Theo, Chaos and Thea, I would definitely move right into that shell the moment I had to deal with new people. For example, the maids who work here... I would never come down whenever they are around and wouldn't allow them to enter my room either. So, how does this crazy beta think going
Razna's POV (Eva's wolf).I didn't understand how things developed into this stage but, I clearly understood how this furious she wolf is going to be my humans' new torturer unless I manage to interfere.'For my mother's sake, can't I have a little rest? Isn't it enough for me to endure the tortures of others for this many years?!' My human complained in her mind, clearly forgetting about my presence.'That's what you have me for, idiot! Why is your panic this strong?!' I responded, annoyed about the fact that her panicked state of mind was strong enough to prevent me from taking over.'You little coward! Back off now. I'm taking over.' I announced angrily before taking over the body forcefully.It wasn't the most comfortable feeling since there wasn't a proper sync between our consciousnesses but, if I didn't do that right then and there this slutty bitch would've beaten my human into an ugly pulp easily."You dare to hit me?" Startling everyone present, I growled out loud, grabbing
Eva's POV .After Razna's little stunt yesterday, she insisted on merging our personalities and attitudes as a preparation for the future. It wasn't something that the wolves in our minds would dare to suggest because it limits their performance as a separate person in our consciousness and once it's done, it was almost like there were no different consciousnesses in the same mind whatsoever. Yet, she needed to do so in order to prevent me from being bullied by others in future.And Chaos also asked permission to introduce me to the pack as his mate only to get brutally rejected by me.Whatever his pack members say, I didn't want to be dragged into that mess until Chaos and I could sort our relationship problems over. On the other hand, Anubis didn't think that it would be safe for me to be revealed as an alpha female either. Besides, who knows how many enemies Chaos have? "How have you been there?" Anubis asked, pulling me away from my wandering thoughts."I'm fine. You don't nee
Chaos's POV ."A-alpha... There are rogues near the west border! And- and-""And what?!" Feeling something is terribly wrong, I snapped at the head warrior not caring about her being only a messenger."Alpha... It's... It's your mate..." She trailed off as if she can't find the correct words to explain the situation."What happened to her?!!" I growled out loud, worrying about her safety as I start to run towards the west border and the head warrior followed me closely behind."She... it seems like she... is the one who opened the barrier to them." She said hesitantly, making my steps falter into a sudden stop."WHAT?! WHAT DID YOU SAY?!!" "Alpha... I- I didn't mean to offend you but... That's what the guard wolf report to me before he... lost contact with me. I think- I think something must've happened-" She kept reporting, but I didn't had it in me to listen anymore.'Send warriors to the west border. There are rouges attacking. Eliminate them all if needed.' I commanded to my bet