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I hate myself

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Olivia

The first picture I noticed was him when he was younger, maybe sixteen and he looked happy, he was running and behind him was his mom.

Another picture was him and his father, the way he looked happy, there were dates on the pictures

Luca released my hands

Tears spilled out of my eyes as I turned to look at him before I took a step forward.

“Go ahead Olivia.” Luca spoke, I didn’t utter any word as I moved my hand across the pictures.

All of them,

Every date written must have mean som
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  • The Alpha’s Cruel Vow   He changed

    Olivia.“What are you doing here?.” I asked“You don’t seem happy to see me.” Bridget frowned and I rolled my eyes at her.I had warmed up to her and I had a feeling she felt the same for me too.She had a smile on her face as she glanced at me.I haven’t seen the great AlphaI have been hiding in my room.ScaredWorried“I know you are here for a reason, is this about Luca’s birthday.” I asked and her eyes flickered away from mine, she didn’t utter any word as I stared at her. “Yes.” She mumbled and my eyes widened in shock. “What?.”I pausedI glanced around the hallway I opened my door even further for her to walk in, I am certain Luca trusted her like he did with his guards, the way she is always beside me, it’s for a reason.“What do you mean?.”“Every hear there is a ball thrown in honor of his birthday, but he never attends, I got the call an hour ago to get here and get you dressed, what did you say to him?” She askedI didn’t.I yelledI never thought I will even get to

  • The Alpha’s Cruel Vow   Without any fear

    Luca’s POV…“Can I say something Alpha, without the fear of getting killed.” The guard beside me spoke.My eyes darted to his.I came to my office an hour agoOlivia infuriated me. It was unlike me to let anyone get under my skin and even worse, to let her speak to me the way she did, I should have stopped her.The thought of punishing her sent chills down my spine. “What?.”The guard looked between me and the cabinet.My wolf could feel his fear from here.“Speak, I don’t have all day.”I am not about to kill him.At least not right now, it depends on what he says to me.“The queen” he started to speak when my eyes darted to his, I had hoped on his behalf he would speak well of her, I may treat her the way I want but all the wolves, all the guard are meant to speak well of her, she is their queen, the future mother of my kids.Kids.Even the thought caused a chuckle to escape my lips.“The queen, she is a good woman, she loves you, and she cares about you, I saw the way she slav

  • The Alpha’s Cruel Vow   I hate myself

    OliviaThe first picture I noticed was him when he was younger, maybe sixteen and he looked happy, he was running and behind him was his mom.Another picture was him and his father, the way he looked happy, there were dates on the picturesLuca released my handsTears spilled out of my eyes as I turned to look at him before I took a step forward.“Go ahead Olivia.” Luca spoke, I didn’t utter any word as I moved my hand across the pictures.All of them, Every date written must have mean something to him, but I noticed one thing, there was no date after he turned to the Alpha, there are no pictures of him, not even the one they took on the night of the coronation.It’s like this Alpha version of him didn’t exist here.“Why am I here? Why don’t you ever talk about your feeling? What are you so scared of Luca.” whispered. “Are you scared someone will see you have a heart, are you scared you are worried I will tell someone before news flash, I don’t even speak to anyone, you know th

  • The Alpha’s Cruel Vow   Mind

    Olivia…It was one in the morning, the gaurds were stationed outside, while I waited for Luca, I didn’t feel sleepy today.After I made the cake and finished a few things, I found myself sleeping for hours, I even missed dinner. I had to have a late dinner.At some point, I was starting to feel Luca will not be coming home, the thought of that annoyed me, I worked very hard and the cake is better eaten today. The sound of the tv filled my ears and my eyes snapped open.“Don’t fall asleep.”Why was I even doing this for him?Maybe it’s because of how I saw him? Maybe it’s because a part of me wants this sham of a marriage to work, maybe it’s because a part of me really wants to know I worked hard for thisMy eyes darted to the door when I heard the sound of tires, I instantly stood up and I turned off the lights, in a few seconds, I had the candles lit up, my eyes snapped to the door knob.My wolf stirred in happiness at the thought of seeing Luca, the mere presence of him sent chill

  • The Alpha’s Cruel Vow   The cake

    Olivia.“I want flour, maybe vanilla extract, what do you think the Alpha will like?.” I asked as I stared at the guard Luca was long gone, he had a meeting he wanted to take care of and I didn’t ask any questions.I had thought of baking him a cake for his birthday, nothing too much, I am sure he will hate to have a massive celebration and I doubt anyone will want to work with me without him knowing about it.“I’m waiting.” I said to the guard, he slipped me a look before he looked away.I watched as a lump formed in his throat, as if he was scared to speak.“I think a birthday cake will not make the Alpha happy.” He said and I rolled my eyes at him.They feared him.A part of me did tooThe bit u can see a part of him, a part that needed love, one that understands love and is filled with so much sadness, a part that just want to be that kid that stands beside his mom with a smile on his face “I am his queen right.” I asked and he nodded. “Then that means you have to do as I say,

  • The Alpha’s Cruel Vow   Embarrassed

    Olivia.“Closing your eyes is not going to be of any help Olivia.” Luca spokeI had hoped I will disappear Shame burned my skin.This is not what I had expected, I didn’t think he will be awake any time soon.You can do this Olivia, he can just disappearPlay it cool, my subconscious spoke.A breath falls out of my eyes as my eyes snapped open and Luca’s eyes met mine, we laid so close to each other, for a moment I was worried our lips would find it self on each other’sI glanced at Luca for a second.“Uhmm, I have to pee.” I whisperedHe didn’t speak, instead he continued to stare at me, I had thought he would yell at me for touching his face, yet he didn’t, it seemed like he was trying to trace my face or something, as I looked away.In a second, he pulled away from me and I rushed into the bathroom.I felt my heart skip a beatMy pulse racedI didn’t make any movements for a moment, I was trying to calm my nerves down, when I turned on the water to take a shower, I should have t

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