MasukHazel's POV
The look on Logan's face upon hearing Jordan's words made me feel awful. It made me feel like a liar, like a sinner. His eyes were clouded with pain and… disappointment. While I was feeling awful for telling him a lie, Venus was trying to push to the surface. “I want mate." She declared, more like she commanded and that didn't sit well with me. Stupid mating bond. As much as I wanted to curse her and berate her for being a traitor, I understood why she had that reaction. Meeting her mate for the first time had her excited. Unlike our human sides, a mate bond has a strong pull to our beasts. “ He rejected us, remember?" I politely reminded her in case she forgot our current situation. “ I don't care. I want our mate.” She insisted, thrashing violently in my head. Annoyed, I pushed her to the back of my mind. Having her sealed three years ago made it easy for me to control her. "Amanda, is that true? I thought Alpha Jordan is engaged to another lady?” Logan asked, his eyes looking straight into my face. Pushing Jordan away, I smiled. " That's not true. Alpha Jordan likes joking a lot.” I replied. I didn't understand why Jordan would pull such a stunt after what happened to us five years ago but I wasn't going to let him mess with my mind. Pushing me away and then claiming me the moment another man showed interest in me? Wasn't that akin to playing with my feelings. “Amanda…” Jordan called with a hint of warning. The sound of my name rolling off his tongue made me shiver involuntarily. It sounded erotic, something I would die to hear again. Pushing those stupid thoughts off my mind, I turned to glare at him. “ Control yourself alpha Jordan. Your mate is here and I'm sure she won't be pleased to hear you claim another woman as your mate." I warned him. After choosing her over me, the least he could do is accord her the respect she deserved. No woman would want to hear her partner denounce her and claim another. She might have put up with Jordan embarrassing me but I wasn't going to do that to her. I was never given a vengeful soul. “ Are you ashamed of me?" Jordan asked, narrowing his eyes dangerously at me. “ I don't Know what you are talking …” Before I could finish my statement, Jordan pulled me to himself before claiming my lips in a hungry kiss. He nibbled my lips, giving me a gentle bite forcing my mouth open before he thrust his tongue. Forgetting the world, I kissed him back, moaning into the kiss until loud cheers and clapping pulled me back to reality. Jordan had that smirk on his face which did nothing but fuel my anger and begure6i knew it, my Palm connected with his cheeks. The sound of a resounding slap had the ballroom go into complete silence. “ I hate you." I spat before turning around and practically running out. I wished to be anywhere but close to that asshole. So everything was a game to him? What did I ever do to him to deserve that kind of treatment? Tears blurred my vision as I continued to take off to goddess knows where. I could hear someone calling from behind me but I chose to ignore it. I just wanted to be alone and chide myself for being a fool and letting a man use me. To make Logan jealous and ruin everything for me, he kissed me and I fucking allowed him to. Even kissed him back. He must think that I'm the cheapest woman in this universe. “ Hazel, wait for me." Jordan's voice called and I hastened in my steps. It didn't help that my long gown was doing nothing to help with my situation. Stumbling, I closed my eyes,preparing myself for the incoming pain but it never did even after a few seconds.Instead, I landed on a soft embrace. Opening my eyes, I was greeted by Jordan's dark orbs that did nothing but take my breath away. Looking at that breathtaking chiseled jawline and sharp eyebrows I missed for the last five months, I was sent into a trance. I had this itching feeling to touch him and I did. The years we were apart did him justice and added charm to his already rugged handsomeness. Tracing my fingers on his sinful contours, I found my tears falling without restraint. “ Why?" I asked, unable to control myself. “ Why do you treat me this way? I never did anything to you to guarantee this treatment." I cried, the sadness in my heart choking the life out of me. “ Hazel…” Jordan called, his voice coming out pained. “ I only wanted to be a good mate to you. I don't care about titles or power. I just wanted you. Why did you humiliate me?" I choked out, my tears blurring my vision. Jordan used his fingers to wipe my tears, the look on his face screaming pain and remorse. But Jordan isn't someone capable of feeling remorse so I ruled out the possibility of him being regretful of his actions. “ I wish I could tell you everything but I can't, I want to make things straight but…” Jordan started only to stop mid-way. Looking up to him, his gaze seemed trained behind me. Then I heard it, the clicks and low growls. Turning around, my blood drained on my face from the sight that greeted me. Before us stood more than a hundred masked men, armed to kill. “ It's a full Moon tonight. They are here." Jordan murmured, his gaze trained on the masked men. " What do you mean?" I asked, finding his statement weird. “ You have to run Hazel. Don't look back and don't come back." Jordan ordered in his Alpha command. " But… " “ Now!" He roared, his eyes suddenly turning red like a blazing fire.Hazel's POVThe look on Logan's face upon hearing Jordan's words made me feel awful. It made me feel like a liar, like a sinner.His eyes were clouded with pain and… disappointment.While I was feeling awful for telling him a lie, Venus was trying to push to the surface.“I want mate." She declared, more like she commanded and that didn't sit well with me. Stupid mating bond. As much as I wanted to curse her and berate her for being a traitor, I understood why she had that reaction.Meeting her mate for the first time had her excited. Unlike our human sides, a mate bond has a strong pull to our beasts.“ He rejected us, remember?" I politely reminded her in case she forgot our current situation. “ I don't care. I want our mate.” She insisted, thrashing violently in my head.Annoyed, I pushed her to the back of my mind. Having her sealed three years ago made it easy for me to control her."Amanda, is that true? I thought Alpha Jordan is engaged to another lady?” Logan asked, his eye
Hazel's POVLooking at myself in the mirror, I couldn't help but smile. The woman before me was beautiful. “ You should wear dresses more often.” Amanda commented, looking at me with dreamy eyes. “ If I wasn't straight, I'd have asked you out.” She added and I smiled. Growing up, I loved wearing my usual baggy t-shirts and trousers. Sometimes, I can't help but wonder if that was among the reasons my mate rejected me. Compared to what the woman he held in his arms that day wore,my clothes would be considered bland. It didn't help that I didn't have a sense of fashion back then, not like I do now. “ I'm sure my brother would regret ever rejecting you after seeing you tonight.” Amanda said. “ Regret it?I'm afraid he won't even realise my presence.” I said in a low voice.“ Are you looking forward to seeing him? I can tell you are excited.” My wolf, Venus, asked. “ Maybe.” I vaguely replied before shoving her at the back of my mind. “ Let's go, the party is about to start.” Amand
Hazel's POVI could not help but curse inwardly. How could I press on her wounds which she was trying to heal from.“ I'm sorry, Amanda. You know I didn't mean it that way." I apologized but she just shrugged.“ It's okay. I am trying to forget him and I know I'll be able to do it." She said but the sadness in her voice could not be concealed.Getting my mate and having him reject me, I could partly understand her pain. Our situations were different but the pain was the same.Growing up, Amanda was never shy about showing my brother that she saw him more than a friend. She loved him and sincerely pursued him when she reached eighteen. Unlike me, she didn't find her mate and that even made her think that Lucas and her were meant for each other, until her hope was shattered. When I left the pack, I thought the two were already dating only to hear about the news of Lucas finding his mate.Amanda was broken, just like me. After all, he was the man she loved all her life.There's no way
Hazel's POV“ We don't." Susan and I answered at the same time.My mother chuckled, patting my brother's shoulders.“ Seems like your mate isn't loyal to you any more." She mocked. Lucas glared at me but I ignored him. I mean, what kind of a question was that?Did our reaction match people meeting for the first time?After exchanging pleasantries with Susan, we all headed to the dining room.Sitting between my family, having a meal while chatting happily was something I have missed for the past five months.Leaving your home to a totally new place without any friend had to be the hardest experience of my life. I can't count the number of times I wanted to come back and be with them but I just couldn't.The wound left in my heart was Just too deep and needed time to be healed.After dinner, I headed back to my róom. My brother excused himself and left for the Alpha's office.Throughout lunch, I could tell that someone was mindlinking him.I was halfway done climbing the stairs when a v
Hazel's POVStepping down from the car, my eyes wandered around the all too familiar surrounding. Taking a deep breath, I inhaled the sweet scent of roses that was planted meters away in the small home garden.My mother has always loved roses and even made a small garden in the backyard of the house.Even after five years, nothing much changed about the place.Home sweet home, I thought inwardly. Five years ago, I left. Broken, I chose to run away.They say that finding your mate is the most magical thing for a werewolf. Well, I beg to disagree.Finding my fated mate was no blessing, it was a curse.Growing up, I always admired him, and prayed to the moon goddess to make him my mate.Guess what, my prayers were answered but the life I envisioned with him never happened.On the same day, he openly humiliated me and reminded me that I was nothing compared to the woman he held in his arms.“ You are nothing but a weak and useless human. You don't even have a wolf. What makes you think a







