تسجيل الدخولNo matter what you’re told, don’t trust Lucian Blackthorn.
Seraphina had read it four times on the ride home. She hadn’t returned the letter from her coat pocket. The coat had a strong cedar and wood smoke scent; it was Lucian’s.
The ride had been quiet and chilly. It had been a silent journey back. She’d said nothing about the letter whilst in the carriage. The king had told her not to mention it. Corvin had gone ahead with two palace guards to ensure that the vial was safely stored. Vivienne had talked nonstop for a mile. She had obviously noticed something. Lucian hadn’t said a word. He had sat across from her, staring out of the window, his hands loosely resting on his knees. Whilst he hadn’t mentioned anything about the letter given to her by the king, it still didn’t make her feel any better.
She kept thinking about how shaky the king’s hands had been and how he had told her he had never known what the final line meant. If the king didn’t understand what her mother meant then maybe no-one did. This meant that she was the only person alive who could discover what it meant. And the only person close enough to be harmed by the answer.
"All right. What did it say?" asked Vivienne as she slammed the door shut with her heel.
Seraphina handed over the piece of paper. Vivienne read it and whispered creative curses.
"He told us nothing about this."
"He doesn't know I have it."
"Worse!" Vivienne exclaimed as she flopped onto the bed. "Then tell me. All of it." He turns up at the one party where you finally stand up for yourself. He says yes to a stranger's proposal without blinking. He has a spare coat, a safe house and a very convenient elder, and he's rescued you twice in one day. Plus he saved you twice today!
"He protected you."
"He’ll protect things he intends to keep."
It hurt that he had said something she would have said about herself a week ago. She had believed that this man was kind because he hadn’t done anything cruel to her in three years.
"I'm not going to lie awake over it." I’m going to ask him.
"Now? It's the middle of the night."
"His study light has been on since we got in."
"Then I'm coming with you."
"No. If he's dangerous, I want you behind a locked door. If he isn't, I want to be able to say I never needed a bodyguard."
"That's a terrible plan."
"No. It's the first half of one."
Vivienne grabbed the letter opener from the nightstand and shoved it into Seraphina’s hand.
Seraphina nearly giggled. She slipped it into her sleeve.
She found him alone, sitting by a dying fire. He had a glass in front of him but hadn’t touched it. He looked up and didn’t seem surprised. He didn’t get up and that made her happy. He just waited. She noticed he had a picture in a frame on the mantelpiece behind him. The picture was facing the wall.
"You read something."
"You guessed."
"You've been holding your pocket since the carriage."
She shut the door. She placed the letter on the desk and turned it so the final line was facing him. She watched his face carefully, as she should have done with Damien three years ago. His grey eyes travelled down the page once and stopped. His face didn’t change. There was no reaction. No anger. No clever excuse. He carefully placed the paper down as if it was hot.
"Your mother was right."
She had been expecting him to lie. "Pardon?"
"Marguerite Vale was right not to trust me. She was a very clever woman. I'd have been suspicious of me too."
"That isn't an answer."
"It’s not. It’s half an answer." He rubbed his jaw. He looked older up close. He looked tired beyond the time of night. "Of course you will." This will be unpleasant, and I'd rather hope you were comfortable when you decide to hate me.
"I’ll stand."
"Of course."
Her heart was racing. Selene was very still inside her, listening. Like an animal would do. She could feel her presence pressing against her back.
"Why are you telling me?"
"Because Corvin would have told you by morning, and I would rather you heard it from the man who held the order than from the man who only watched."
"He defended me."
"I'm going to ask him." Not the elders you saw tonight in their nice robes. The part nobody mentions at banquets. They called us the Hounds. We were handed names, and we found the people who owned them, and what happened afterwards was no one's business.
"Who did you hunt?"
"Anyone the Council decided was a danger." He looked her straight in the eye. That was what hurt the most. "The silver line was a danger. They had decided that long before you were born. By the time Marguerite fell pregnant, only two of them were left alive."
Her mouth was dry. "And you were sent after her."
"I was sent after her child."
Seraphina let out a small giggle. "I was a baby."
"You were four days old when the order was sealed."
The fire crackled. Somewhere in the house the clock struck one.
"Just tell me." She absently reached for the letter opener in her sleeve. He noticed.
He pulled something from his jacket. For a crazy second she thought of Damien’s fingers around her wrist. She tensed. But instead he pulled out a small square of folded vellum. The creases were cracked and the wax seal was red. It had turned black with age. He placed it on top of her mother’s letter.
Everything seemed to narrow down to the small red seal. She had been expecting a monster. Instead she had gotten an exhausted man with steady hands. This scared her more.
"The order I was given had your name on it. Or the name of the silver child, anyway, since you didn't have a real one yet." My voice didn’t waver.
"Seraphina, the council ordered me to kill you.”
Chancellor Aldric Voss served breakfast on gold plates and delivered his threats in a voice like warm honey.The Council hall stood on a hill above the capital, white stone and tall windows, nothing like the dungeon Seraphina had imagined all night. Sunlight poured across a long table laid with fruit, fresh bread and a silver pot of tea. She did not touch the tea. She did not touch the bread or the fruit either, or anything that had passed through a stranger's kitchen. Three years of Isolde's cups had taught her that much.Two rows of Hounds in grey lined the staircase, hands resting on their sword hilts, every one of them pretending not to stare. Seraphina counted twenty-three before she lost track. "If this is breakfast," Vivienne muttered, "I'd hate to see dinner."She had not come alone. Whatever the card said, Lucian walked half a step behind her, and Vivienne walked half a step behind him, glaring at every guard in grey. Voss only smiled when he saw them.
Lucian had carried that order next to his heart for twenty-six years, and he had never once spent a night without it.Seraphina did not touch the vellum. She looked at it the way you look at a snake someone has politely placed on your table."You kept it," she said."Every day." Lucian turned the paper so she could see the seal, a wolf's skull ringed with thorns. "I told myself it was evidence. Lately I think I kept it because I couldn't bear to burn the only proof of what I almost did.""Almost.""Sit down, Seraphina. Please. I'll tell it in order, and at the end you can throw something at me."She sat. Her hand rested on the letter opener in her sleeve, and she let him see it. He glanced at it, nodded once, and seemed oddly relieved."Marguerite ran when she was five months along," he said. "She had a mate, a good man named Rowan. They hid in the northern hills until the Council's trackers found them. By the time I reached the cotta
No matter what you’re told, don’t trust Lucian Blackthorn.Seraphina had read it four times on the ride home. She hadn’t returned the letter from her coat pocket. The coat had a strong cedar and wood smoke scent; it was Lucian’s.The ride had been quiet and chilly. It had been a silent journey back. She’d said nothing about the letter whilst in the carriage. The king had told her not to mention it. Corvin had gone ahead with two palace guards to ensure that the vial was safely stored. Vivienne had talked nonstop for a mile. She had obviously noticed something. Lucian hadn’t said a word. He had sat across from her, staring out of the window, his hands loosely resting on his knees. Whilst he hadn’t mentioned anything about the letter given to her by the king, it still didn’t make her feel any better.She kept thinking about how shaky the king’s hands had been and how he had told her he had never known what the final line meant. If the king didn’t understand what her mother meant then ma
The throne room was lit like it was midday.Torches on every pillar, every elder in the kingdom, and half the banquet crowd who had followed the gossip up the hill. Damien stood at the foot of the throne with Isolde at his shoulder. Her eyes were red and wet. She was playing it beautifully."Your Majesty," Damien was saying, "my wife has deceived this kingdom. She has no wolf. Tonight she dragged our marriage through the mud with a recording nobody can verify.""It's verified," Seraphina said.Every head turned.She walked down the long carpet with Lucian on one side and Vivienne on the other. Corvin came behind them holding the vial in both hands like it might go off. Her silver dress was still creased from the carriage. She didn't care. For once she didn't speed up to get through the staring.Damien's face went tight. "You've got nerve.""I've got a summons. You asked for me." She bowed to the king. "Your Majesty. I'm here to answer the charge."The king hadn't taken his eyes off he
Seraphina got as far as the carriage before her hands started shaking.She tucked them into her skirt, which was pointless. Lucian sat right across from her, and Vivienne was wedged so close on the other side that Seraphina could feel her pulse through the sleeve. Nobody spoke for the first mile. The wheels rattled over the cobbles. Behind them the palace lights shrank to a smudge."Well," Vivienne said at last. "That went better than I thought it would."Seraphina made a noise that was half laugh, half hiccup. "I proposed to a man I'd spoken to for thirty seconds.""Forty," Lucian said. "I counted.""I kissed you.""You did. I've been trying to think of a proper response, and all I've got is thank you."Vivienne put her face in her hands. Her shoulders were shaking."For what it's worth," Lucian added, turning to the window, "my nephew has never looked that small in his whole life. I'd have paid money."That did it. She laughed properly, helplessly, until her eyes stung, and Vivienne
The recording had ended, but nobody in the hall seemed to realize it. Isolde stood rigid beside Damien, staring at the floor. At the front table, the old elder opened his mouth to speak.Seraphina spoke first."I, Seraphina Vale, reject you, Damien Blackthorn, as my Alpha."Her voice carried to every corner of the hall.Nobody moved. A glass tilted in someone's hand and a few drops of wine hit the marble. Nobody rejected Damien Blackthorn. Seasoned warriors lowered their eyes when he walked past, and his own wife had just cut ties with him in front of the entire kingdom.Something shifted in Seraphina's chest, like a rope that had been pulled tight for years going slack all at once. The warmth under her ribs flared and settled. It didn't feel like loss. It felt like putting down something she'd carried too long.Damien's face darkened. "What did you just say?""You heard me.""Have you lost your mind?""No." She almost smiled. "For the first time in three years, I think I've found it.







