Chapter Fifty-Eight

IANTHE

I'm restless.

I've watched too many movies where I didn't even know what was going on. I've tried reading up on investing, but to be honest it doesn't even interest me anymore.

I'm used to being alone and bored, but now I know what it's like to have friends and company and most importantly, having someone to call my own.

Only that someone has done his best to avoid me.

I still sleep in his bed every single night, waiting like a dutiful wife, but lately he's been spending all his time in his home office or he's out somewhere with Harry and Colt. I'm craving his attention, even if it's just him holding me to his hard body at night.

Maybe he's having an affair.

But does it even qualify as an affair if we're not mated yet?

I turn eighteen in two weeks.

I'm both nervous and excited.

What if something happens and we don't end up being mated? My life has surely not been easy, I lose important people all the time. What if I lose him?

But what if I don't? What if we