Chapter 58

I awake and realize I'm still in the same spot in the same corner waiting and looking for Zeke. I slide to the floor and all the things I was holding in I let out again feeling like I'm breaking in half I bring my knees to my chest and lay my head on them and cry and not the cute few teardrops I cry hard and ugly. If he gave me the chance I would tell him I choose him he won't even talk to me. But after what Lamont told me last night I can't blame him maybe I was more excited that it was a chance this wasn't how it was supposed to be between us all but they were all right I was being a little selfish. I get up dry my tears and wash my face brush my teeth and pull my hair up I walk downstairs to the kitchen and help the head chef prepare breakfast.

After that I help with house chores and do laundry although non of them were to enthusiastic about it non complained either. I helped clean until three o'clock Zeke still wasn't home and I wasn't in the mood to do much of anything else. I wa