Damn you Lucas Joe Alvarado. I woke sweating again, it has been 2 days since he asked to sleep with me and I have had sex dreams about him since then.
I have been more turned on than I have ever been, God Ari is right. I do need a vibrator.I still haven't decided if I should sleep with him, I mean is it a one time thing or a constant thing.And if so do I have to tell Kathy, God I have wanted him for so long and now that he wants me I'm panicking.He gave a week to give him an answer, I just hope I'll have a decision before Friday.Today is Sunday, which means Sunday dinner at my parents.I quickly stood up and take a long hot shower and call Ari immediately after.We go to the gym and have brunch every Sunday, with Kathy not being around it's just me and Ari."Someone is on edge today, you were on fire working out today." Ari says as we collect our healthy smoothies and walk to the car."Just frustrated and stressed out." I say as we enter the car."Sexually frustrated." She asks raising her eyebrows."Yeah, you could say that.""Should we go out later or maybe call Oliver and get rid of some tension." She says."Oliver is my friend who I occasionally have sex with.""No I'm done with Oliver, and besides he's in New York." I say."Let's go out today then, Andre can invite his friends from the team." Ari says excited.Andre is her new basketballer boyfriend."No I have Sunday dinner today, so I can't." I say."Okay, well I got you something that will help with the stress." Ari says grabbing something from the back seat of the car.I grab the paper bag from her and open it. It is a vibrator."Before you say No, you need some relief." Ari begins to say before I cut her off."It's okay, thanks. Drop me off at home I have to send updates to Jessica about the interview.""Yeah how is that going." She asks."It's going fine, You know Lucas likes to get straight to the point." I say trying my best to change the subject.Thank God we reached my place in time, I didn't want to talk about Lucas with anyone right now."Bye, I'll call you." I said as I quickly got out of the car.Hours later I was at my parents place in Beverly Hills. My brother's haven't arrived yet so I had to listen to my mom tell me about new recent fight with my aunt.
"Mom you should just ignore aunt Hilda, engaging will just make her frustrate you more." I say for the tenth time since I arrived.
"I mean she's unbelievable. Just because she has a job she expects me to take care of the club parties while she does nothing.I don't even know why she's president of the club. I should be president." She added.Thank God my brother Justin chose that time to join us in the kitchen."Hey" he said giving my mom a hug and kissing both her cheeks."My baby." She answers hugging him."Wad up." He says to me high fiving me."Where is Wesley," I ask referring to my half brother."In the living room." Wesley and my mom aren't really friendly being that he's my dad's son with another woman so they always avoid each other."Okay I'll go say hi." I say leaving Justin with mom."Wad up Wad up," Wes says high fiving me."I'm good, Have you seen dad." I ask."No but he's in his study.""So how's school," I ask."Cool, Justin has a new girl.""Yeah? Who?""Her name is Caroline, you will hate her." He says laughing."Really? She's that awful huh?""Yeah she is.""What about you. Any girl." I ask."No, you know your brother is a whore." Justin answers for Wes joining us in the living room.Wes throws a pillow at him as we both laugh.Our dad that chooses that time to join us."Hello honey." He says to me kissing my cheek."Hello daddy." I say hugging him."Dinner is ready," my mom says cutting us off.We go to the dining room and the chef serves everyone before leaving us alone."Have you decided when to take your internship." Dad asks Wes."Not this semester." He answers."And you Justin, it's not too late to focus on corporate law like your brother.""You can both intern together at the firm."My dad is a lawyer, in one of the most prestigious firms in L.A, he's the name partner in his firm.Both my brother's are studying to be lawyers like him, he also wanted me to be a lawyer but I rebelled and went into media."No dad, I'm still going through criminal law." Justin answers."Well there's an internship waiting for you at the D.A's office anyway. Your mother talked with her brother about that." My mom's brother is the D.A."Thanks mom." Justin says to her as we eat in silence."What about you, Vanessa how's work?" Dad asks me."It's going fine, currently on a new segment interviewing Lucas Alvarado."I said as I ate my food."Yes heard he bought HC global, do you know if he needs new lawyers. Heard he's cleaning house and starting afresh.""No dad, I don't know.""Well anyway I'll find out." He says and goes back to eating."Lucas? Is that Kathy's brother." My mom asks."Yeah him.""Is he single, maybe you should date him." She adds."Mom, stop. Please." I say sternly"Okay okay. Just want you to be happy."We eat in silence and I leave immediately after dinner avoiding my mom, don't want her to set me up on her regular blind dates.I can't believe I agreed to this, I repeat to myself over and over again nervous about talking to my dad. The kids are out back in the pool with Lucas and their only sane grandparent, Lucas's dad. I had already kissed them goodbye I'm going to meet up with my dad in his office. I really really wished I had a more sane family but that's not possible, both my parents are totally insane. When I called my dad and told him I wanted to talk to him he asked to take me lunch but I decided against that and suggested his office Incase he loses his cool when I tell him what I want to talk to him about because that's probably a possibility. The driver drops me off at my dad's office, I take a deep breath before heading upstairs to first see my brother's who both are lawyers like my dad and are working with him. "Clara is Justin in?" I ask my brother's secretary before heading for his office. "Yes he's in." She replies with a smile and I nod before
I'm outside on the balcony, on the phone with my mother for the second time today, which is a record for us I try as much as possible to avoid phone calls with her. She's complaining about my father yet another time, he's cheating again. Not sure he ever even stopped but that's something I can't say to her. I look over the huge glass windows staring at Lucas, my perfect husband. He's is sitting on the little sitting area in our bedroom, working on his laptop while watching CNN. I don't want to be on the phone with my mother I want to be inside with him cuddled up or something, he just got back from Europe last night and we've barely been alone with the kids and everything. "Vanessa are you even listening to me?" My mother asks sensing my concentration is somewhere else. "Ofcourse mom I'm listening but I don't know what to do help." I say with a sigh. "You could talk to your father about this who
"It's official your daughter's favorite person is her grandpa." I said to Lucas joining him in our bedroom holding our 2 year old Alexis. "I had to pry her off his arms before she would come with me." I add. "My dad has always been good with kids." Lucas says collecting Alexis from me. "Yeah he's amazing, he's so good Jamie Louis and Alexis." I say smiling. Jamie Louis is Alexis' cousin, Kathy's son. "You should go put her to sleep, I'm going to take a shower." I say as I enter the bathroom. The past 3 years of our lives has went by blissfully, we got married 1 year after Lucas proposed ofcourse I had to work really hard to fix our relationship but we made it work. Months into our marriage we found out I was pregnant with Alexis, our perfect little angel. Lucas was ecstatic a
I tried to get a hold of Lucas but he wouldn't see me or even talk to me. I went to his office but every time they said he wasn't in, I went to the manor but Rosa wouldn't even let me in.I called him over and over but he wouldn't answer or call me back.I even asked Kathy for help but she wouldn't do anything. She said she's staying out of it, Lucas will see me if he's ready.It has been more than a week and still nothing from him so I decided to call his best friend Eric to ask for help.Eric wouldn't even talk to me, until I showed up at his office and begged him.Then he agreed, he lured Lucas to his house and gave me the address.When I showed up, Eric took me to Lucas who was watching a basketball game in the living room then he left us alone."Why are you here?" Lucas asks when he sees me."I had to see you but you wouldn't see me." I say."
I avoided Lucas all week, I wasn't ready to see him or talk him. But Ari explained that I should atleast hear what he has to say, so I texted him to come over so we can talk."Vanessa, I'm so sorry." Lucas says joining me in my living room, I don't say anything I lead him to the couch sitting at the opposite end of him."How long have you known?" I ask him."The day we got back from our trip, Elaine was waiting for me at home." Lucas says running his hands through his hair."That's when I found out." He adds."You said you always use protection, was that a lie?" I ask."No Vanessa, I always use protection it must have been an accident or something with the condom." Lucas says running his fingers through his hair again."I know when we got together you and her were on a break, but did you officially break up with her?" I ask dying to know."Yes I did, af
We took an early flight back home to L.A, we arrived just few minutes ago. Lucas's driver was waiting for us and now we're on our to my apartment.Lucas is dropping me off first before going home, he had said he had a meeting.I was snuggling in his chest in the back sit as the driver quietly drove us."Have you ever been in love?" I ask Lucas looking up to his face. I have been wanting to know since we confessed our feelings to each other."No." Lucas says looking at me."But there have been other women before me?" I ask again."Yes, there have been other women but no one compared to how I feel about you." He says kissing the top of my head gently."What about you?" He asks me. "Ever been in love?" He adds."I thought so, when I was a teenager." I say."But now that I think about it, it wasn't love. It was infatuation." I add explaining."Are
We spent our days in bed making love then talking our favorite things. I opened myself to him telling about my childhood and all the things I hated about being a Ford.And for the first time last night he opened himself to me telling me about his mother, what he remembered about her and how lost he felt when he lost her.We even talked about the baby we lost, how much it hurt then and how much it still hurt to remember.Today is our last day here we had just finished dinner and we were back at our room. Lucas was sitting on the balcony watching out the beautiful view.I walked to him suddenly aware that I needed him to know my feelings for him. I needed to tell him how much I love him."I want to tell you something." I said to Lucas."Okay." He said with a smile closing the distance between us."Kiss me first," I said.Lucas bent down gently brushing his lips against mine before pulling away."I love you Lucas." I say ag
Okay that was a close call, I took a few deep breaths before going back downstairs with Lucas.We join my parents and Justin in the dining room. We were about to sit down when my other brother Wesley joins us."Wes!" I say as he gives me a quick hug."I thought you weren't coming?" I ask."Yeah I wasn't but Justin said your boyfriend was coming so I canceled all my plans." Wesley said with a smile. I roll my eyes at him before introducing him to Lucas.The chef serves us all a plate and we start eating with my dad and Lucas back to talking about the stock market."So Vanessa when are you taking your vacation for this year?" My mother asks."I was thinking we should take a family trip this year." She adds."Uhnmm I'm kind of taking my vacation days next week." I say lying. There's nothing worse than a family vacation with my family, it always ends in arguments and honestly I can't deal with any of that at this point in my life.
I couldn't make it to lunch with my aunt and mom so I stayed home with Kathy.Lucas had some work to do so he was out all day but Kathy asked me to stay, we had a full spa day at home and okay I was definitely getting used to the Alvarado manor it is like staying in a palace.Kathy had someone come over to get our nails done and after that we spent the whole day eating junk food.Pregnancy has made Kathy crave alot of junk food and she was making me eat with her, and you obviously can't say no to a pregnant woman.We were watching keeping up with the Kardashians when Ethan, Kathy's husband got home."Hey baby," he said giving his wife a kiss."Hey Vanessa," he said noticing me."Hey" I said with a smile checking the time to see it was already 10pm."Wow it's late," I say getting up. "I'll go check for Lucas." I say getting up."Okay," Kathy says smiling. "Goodnight." She a