Chapter 1: Drowning
April
"…is that what you want? Do you want me to cut his throat?" The man calls out as he holds one of the boys suspended from the ceiling. Bile gathers in my throat, and my tiny body shudders as I see blood run down the child's battered body. Eyes wide, I let the tears run down my face and swallow my sobs as the man slides the gleaming blad across the boy's cheek. Blood trails down his cheek with every stroke. Crossing my skinny arms in front of my chest, I let my soiled tresses fold over me like a blanket. My heart beats rapidly against my flat chest as I wait for him to make the final cut.
I know that I should close my eyes, but he won't let me. There will be consequences if I do. Don't get it twisted; I'm not worried for myself. In fact, it would be sweet relief if he killed me instead of making me suffer through the endless torture this psycho has been putting me through for months. I call him "man" because he has never told us his name. Of course, most of the children whom he has taken have not lived past the introductory stage. None of these children live past a week. Well, none except for me. No, he has reserved that hell for me. He says it's because I'm a fighter, and he takes great joy in bringing me down a couple of pegs. It has been an endless cycle that he relishes, where he locks me in with several children until I become attached. As soon as I feel that there's hope, he proceeds to torture and kills them while I'm restrained to a chair, helpless to help.
At first, I begged and pleaded for their lives, but that only seemed to give him more pleasure. I tried running away with the children, but he'd always catch me, and the consequences were dire. Eventually, I sought an end to my suffering and tried to end my own life. Even knowing that I'm just a thirteen-year-old girl, I realized that it was the only way out. Unfortunately, he thwarted that plan too.
As I watch the man slide the knife closer to the child's neck, a scream becomes lodged in my throat. Trickles of blood flow, and my head pound painfully.
"It’s time.” The man says, his eyes gleaming with malice as the knife begins to cut through skin, and the little toe headed boy’s tearful face begins to lose focus.
“Noooo…”
I shoot up from my seat, my chest heaving as sleep clears from my eyes. I can see books strewn across the floor, and the lights are off in the library. Closing my eyes, I rub my hands across my face and wipe my tears.
It’s the same nightmare I’ve had for the past six years. Even after Micah rescued me and the new batch of kids from that man and found me a home with his family, it has never stopped.
Micah is a badass assassin who works for some secret assassin guild. Of course, I only know this because he was the one that rescued me from that house of horrors.
All of the assassins he works with are gorgeous and total bad assess. Seriously, all of the men are beyond gorgeous.
I try not to think about it too much because of him.
Who is him, you ask? Well, he’s Connor Archer.
I met Connor when I was fourteen, and he was eighteen. At the time, Connor was not an Assassin. He was just Declan Archer’s brother. But the moment that I met him, it was love at first sight. Or at least a puppy love. With his gleaming ebony locks, beautiful cobalt eyes, and the body of a Greek warrior, I was hooked. Unfortunately, Connor was not too keen on my crush, which makes sense, considering I was just a kid. Over the years, he made every effort to avoid me whenever we’d be in the same room. He even told me to get lost several times. Even now, the memory stings. Probably because this stupid crush has never waned. However, I eventually learned to simply observe him from afar.
Now that I think about it, I know that it’s best to keep people at a distance. I’m damaged goods, and no one wants the baggage that I come with. With everything I experienced during that horrible time, I’d only bring down anyone that I’d get involved with.
I barely turned nineteen, but the memory of that time is still fresh in my mind. All those needless deaths haunt me.
Gathering my books, I stuff them into my messenger bag and head out of the school library. It’s my freshman year at NYU, and I’ve been working hard. Since my foster parents, Tate and Chelsea, left for Switzerland to partake in an experimental treatment for Chelsea’s autoimmune disease, I’ve been living on my own. Maleah, one of my foster sister’s Sophia’s friends, let me live in the apartment above her cupcake shop, Sweet Perfect.
I look at my phone screen, shocked to find that it’s later than I thought. It’s after midnight, and it’s dark as hell outside. As I make my way to the subway station, I look around cautiously. There are still people hanging out at this time of night, but the train can get iffy.
Reaching into my jacket pocket, I grip my trusty switchblade. My blond hair is tied up in a loose bun, leaving my neck exposed over my black jean jacket’s collar. My high rise black jeans, white tank, and black combat boots give off a don’t fuck with me vibe, but I can never be too careful. Especially when I look like a damn Barbie doll with my porcelain skin, brown eyes, and long legs. Of course, looks can be deceiving. My foster brother, Micah, taught me to fight and how to manage weapons, and I have no problem defending myself. I’ve done it before, and I’m sure I will do it again.
I’m on the third stop on the train when they walk in. Both men are not what I would call upstanding citizens of society. Not to sound like I’m stereotyping, but they’re both wearing soiled hoodies, a large number of tattoos decorate whatever skin they’re showing, and they’re staring at me hungrily. Both are of average height. One is heavyset with a beer belly and a bald head, and the other one looks emaciated with long, stringy, blond hair.
Bracing myself for a confrontation, I keep my expression free of emotion and stare dead ahead. Unfortunately, that does not deter the men from moving closer.
Each man smiles and licks their stained teeth as they approach. One of them runs his fingers through his greasy long hair and beard while the other one leers. “Hey there, baby. Where are you going?” he asks as his slimy gaze sweeps across my body.
Rolling my eyes, I grit my teeth and gruffly state. “None of your damn business.”
The greasy one laughs at his friend’s expense and pats him on the chest before he turns to me. “Oh, come on, sweetheart. We just want to be friends.” The lech leans closer and inhales deeply, giving me a pleased smile. “Don’t you want to be my friend?”
Looking into his eyes, I narrow mine and glare. “No, thanks. I have enough friends. Now get the fuck away from me.”
Chest heaving, I tighten my fist around the knife as each man moves to surround me.
The bald one, who I shall call “stupid mother fucker number one, or SMFNO for short,” moves closer and stretches his hand out to touch me. “Well, now you’ve hurt our feelings, little girl. I guess we’ll have to make you then.”
Before he can reach me, I clamp my hand around his wrist and twist it up. His cry of pain blends with his friend’s cry of outrage.
Take a guess what I call this one? If you said, “stupid mother fucker number two (SMFNT),” you’re right? Congrats!
Maintaining my hold on SMFNO, I kick his friend in the stomach, making him stumble back into one of the seats. While SMFNT is rolling around in the chair, SMFNO tries to punch me, but I twist around, pull his arm back with a crack, wrap my forearm around his neck and put him in a chokehold.
“Well, now that hurt my feelings, you grumpy gus,” I say, mimicking his own words.
“Maybe the baby needs a nap,” I mutter in his ear with a baby voice.
The man whizzes and sputters within my hold, but I’m stronger than I look, and he eventually passes out.
Unfortunately, his friend was able to recover quickly and withdrew a knife. Before I take my own knife out, he swipes at me and cuts my shirt. Reeling back, I look at my ripped shirt and narrow my eyes. “Hey, that’s my favorite shirt, you douche!”
Recovering quickly, I kick his knife hand, jump over one of the seats, twirl around the pole, and kick him in the head.
I’m so involved that I don’t notice that the train stopped or the two police officers behind me.
That was my first mistake.
Unfortunately, I was in fight mode, and when one of the officers reached for me, I took his arm, twirled around, and swipe at his forearm.
Cringing back, I look on in horror as the guy grips his bleeding arm.
And that’s how I ended up in the police station facing charges for assault for the third time this year. Yeah, this is not the first time I’ve hurt an innocent person.
Fuck my life.
Connor “What the fuck, Declan, can’t you aim your damn gun somewhere else? This equipment is expensive.” Micah throws his head back with a boisterous laugh and slaps me on the back as he and my brother wipe the blood from their gear. Declan sneers in reply as he places his weapon back into its rack. Glaring at my brother, I place my gun next to his and slip off my bloodstained t-shirt and armor. It’s six in the evening, and I’m feeling incredibly irritable from lack of sleep. We had just gotten back to the office after dealing with a target.&nb
April “What the fuck were you thinking, April!” Micah yells out as he paces back and forth within the confines of my small apartment. Once they processed my information, the cops called Sophia, who in turn called Micah because she couldn’t leave their daughter Ali home alone. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Micah as angry as he was the moment he walked through the precint doors. I guess it’s because I might have promised not to get in a fight the last time that I was arrested. As we make our way out of the precint, Micah silently seethes. I cringe at the face of his disappointment. I hate that I’m ruining e
Connor What the hell just happened? I ask myself as I walk out of the door. Did I just almost make out with April? I adjust my fly, seeing that I have a boner, and continue to follow her heart-shaped ass. And what an ass it is. Jesus, not in a million years did I expect to see April when I knocked on Jaxon’s door. And I definitely did not expect to mistakenly get a peek of her naked breasts and ruby nipples from inside of her loose top. All I know is that as soon as I did, my cock hardened, and my mouth watered. Fuck, she’s nineteen! I repeat in my head in hopes that it will cool my libido. I mean, she’s legal, but just barely. Damn it! She doesn’t look back as she walks ahead of
April It has been two days since Connor dropped me off at home and, I have yet to get control of my emotions. He’s so damn sexy and infuriating at the same time. Thankfully, the bruises have faded, so I can go back to wearing crop tops. As soon as I walk into Sweet Perfect, Maleah gives me a concerned frown. “Hey, April, how are you? I forgot to ask about Micah bringing you home the other night.” I nod my head. “I’m fine. I just got into a bit of trouble.” Her brow furrows with concern. “Oh, okay. Is there anything I ca
Connor Taking April home with me is such a huge mistake. However, as I look at her in her little pleated skirt, tight Sweet Perfect shirt that molds to her perfect breasts, and knee socks, my brain can’t help but shut down and let my dick make my decisions for me. It doesn’t help that she’s wearing pigtails. Pigtails! It’s like she reached into my wildest dreams and pulled out my wildest fantasy. When I was thirteen, I saw one of Britney Spear’s music videos and fell in love. In the video, she was wearing a school uniform, and my tongue nearly fell out of my head. It’s just something about a hot girl in a pleated skirt that gets me riled. Now I know why Gideon reminisces on the first time he met Jade. Apparently, Jade attended an all-girl college that required her to wear school
April Connor’s bed is extremely comfortable, but I might as well be sleeping on top of a pile of stones, considering I can’t fall asleep. Seeing that sleep is going to evade me, I turn on Connor’s mounted television. The thing is huge. It pretty much takes up the whole wall. As I’m flipping through channels, the news comes on. At first, I don’t make anything of it until one of the newscasters begins discussing a homicide. I wouldn’t have made a big deal about it if the person's name didn’t ring a bell. Heart pounding wildly, I listed as the gorgeous reporter discusses the death of Billy Darbin This is Ellen
Connor “Why are you here?” Micah asks, his eyes narrowed with suspicion. I give him an incredulous stare. “You asked me to give her a ride.” He doesn’t reply for a moment. Instead, he continues to gaze at me as if assessing me for something. “Look, Connor, because I respect your brother and your work ethic, I feel I should give you a warning.” I arch a brow and cross my arms in front of my chest, waiting for him to continue. Micah has always been a straight shooter. However, I’m still stunned by what he says next.
April I look at my buzzing phone and roll my eyes with annoyance when I see an unknown number. Taking it in hand, I tap ignore and let it go to voicemail. Over the past couple of months, I’ve been getting these phone calls, but no one responds when I answer them. Instead, I hear someone’s deep breaths sifting through my ears. No thanks! I’ve also been seeing some weird shit around the outside of my apartment. There was another bloody doll on my doorstep a couple of days ago. I just don’t know what to make of it, so I ignore it. Looking up, I hear the ring of Sweet Perfect’s hanging doorbell, warning me that someone is coming in. &