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Hannah
"Good girl." The first time I heard those words was in high school, and my homeroom teacher, who had said it, did so innocently. It was a mere praise for a job well done that made me feel as good as any seven-year-old would feel then. I also heard it a few times from my lecturers at college, but it didn't stir any emotion in me until this green-eyed stranger, whose dick I have in my mouth, said it just now. More like moaned it. At twenty-five years old, it is odd for a person to even say such words to me, considering many would regard me a lady. Yet, I feel my body come alive as my insides melt with an instant wetness between my legs, accompanied by the urge to touch myself, or more preferably, have Mr. Green-eyes touch me with his long, thick and large fingers and veiny arms. "Good fucking girl," his voice breaks with huskiness again, his hands gripping the handles of the chair he is sitting on…hard. "You're taking every inch so beautifully," his rusty voice vibrates through my spine and down my throbbing core, making my wetness even harder to ignore. They are words that further fill me with the burning desire to please him even more; take more of him. So I open my mouth wider, taking him in deeper, but I can only do so much because he is too big, but so is the private room that he booked for us, as the only sounds that can be heard are the echoes of my slurping and his barely tame groans. The man wraps strands of my long goddess braids around his large hand and drives my head down with so much force that I gag on his member, my eyes rolling to the back of my head like it belongs there. On my knees, I suck him hard, wrapping both my hands around him to help pump him better. He makes hungry sounds in the back of his throat that feel like a reward that I absolutely love. "More, Princess," he urges, and I deliver, taking him as deep as my throat will let me, then pull him out, only to repeat the motion. I do it a couple of times until his dick twitches in my throat. It is then he pulls me away from his dick and comes face to face with a sleeve of tattoos on his left arm —that is only visible because he's folded the sleeves of his white dress shirt to his elbows. "Not yet," he whispers, and I swallow, nodding. I still have a few tricks that my friend, Sophie, taught me briefly in the restroom of the Gentlemen's bar we came to, which is the genesis of why this stranger and I are together, with his dick in my mouth, in a private room of the bar in the first place. Sophie suggested the night out at the bar, which she claimed was recommended to her by someone at her workplace. I was against the night out because I just arrived in the city three days ago, and while I am still settling in, I need rest because it was an eventful day. I wasn’t comfortable with the prospect of going out to meet anyone, and I told her, which I know is the basis for the outing because she wants me to meet someone new to take my mind off things. "You're in the Big Apple, Hannah. Look, everyone is just as depressed as you are, or worse, and it pains me to say this, but I doubt you'll meet anyone. Let's just go out tonight to have fun," she says and laughs. I should never have believed her. I should’ve stood my ground and refused to go out, because the moment we took our second shots, she dared me to suck a stranger's dick. Now, I am not the type to hook up with strangers, and I’ve never thought much of one-night stands because I've been locked in a four-year relationship, which ended three days ago when I found the bastard in bed with a girl I thought was my friend, and so I was not able to explore as I should’ve. Maybe my motivation for agreeing to the dare was driven by raw anger with the knowledge that Connor and Isabelle didn’t consider me once when they decided to start hooking up, when he got her pregnant, and said to my face that he was going to break up with me anyway because I accepted a job in New York despite his refusal. ‘Connor isn't worth it,’ I tried to tell myself, but it wasn’t easy to believe, because he’s someone I loved for four years of my life, a worthless piece of shit I’d given everything to. Large hands grab my face to stare into deep green eyes, immediately taking my mind off how I got myself in this situation and the disturbing and painful thoughts about Connor. He is a dark figure of a man, big and powerful, who I was scared to approach in the first place, because I thought he'd reject me before I got a word in, but to my surprise, he listened to me with a sexy smirk while sipping on his drink, then agreed to the dare with a dangerous smile that sent a sensation through my body. He is a man so handsome, with a secret expression in those green eyes that tells me he isn't one to be messed with, and his next words are proof. "I'm going to let this go this time, Princess, but keep in mind that when I start fucking you, you'll have nothing else in your mind other than taking my cock. All of it." His pine mixed with whiskey scent isn’t the only thing that hit me square in the face, his raw words too, making a gasp escape my lips. "I–" I begin, but my voice is crooked from having him in my mouth, so I clear my throat and try again. "I am not fucking you. I told you this was a harmless dare between my friend and me, where I simply suck your dick and you let me, and we go our separate ways." "So, if you walk back out there and she dares you to suck someone else, you'll do it?" I blink once. Twice. I'm not sure what he is asking me or why he is asking me that, but I don't like it one bit, so I rise to my feet, adjusting the strap of my favorite silk dress that hugs my frame perfectly, and place my hands together in front of me, staring at his amused face. A chill runs down my spine. Not because of the smile on his lips, but because of the emptiness in his eyes. I've gone and messed with someone I should’ve never messed with. "I think this was a mistake. I should’ve never walked up to you to do this. I’m sorry," I say to him, and watch as frown lines instantly appear on his forehead as I’m speaking. He takes in a deep breath, his eyes never leaving mine as he returns his member into his dark pants and buckles it up so precisely. "This was not a mistake, Princess. Go back to your friend, have a wonderful time drinking, and when you're done, let me know. You're coming home with me." If I wasn’t about to piss myself, I would’ve burst out laughing, because I've never heard a joke so funny. But he isn't joking, by the firm look on his face. He seems to mean business, and I feel as though my breath is cut off as my stomach clenches tight, making it impossible to steady my erratic pulse. I blink. Looking around the red room briefly, racking my brain for a damn way out because apparently, it is not advisable to turn your freak on in a public setting, no matter what! I look down at him and gulp, taking my eyes away immediately, knowing I have to think of a way out quickly before he hears the wheels turning in my head and makes it utterly impossible for me to leave. He’d asked me to return to Sophie, but I know it will only be if I agree to his proposal. It is stupid, and an extremely scary situation, but it is enough for me, because I don't want to know what he will do if I refuse him. He looks like he doesn't do too well with rejection, and I’d be damned to reject him while he has higher cards against me. "Alright," I smile, trying my best to seem genuinely interested in him. He chuckles darkly in response, rising to his feet, his enchanting dark on me as though he can read through my actions, then he grabs his black coat and puts it on, which somehow accentuates his height; tall and straight like a tower. "I’ll see you around," I say to him as I press my lips in a tight smile and turn to sprint out of the room. But I am instantly halted by an iron grip on my wrist. "No more dares, Princess. No one else touches you, and you don't touch anyone else."Hannah White lace and mesh fly above my head, slightly blurring my vision. I wanted to see what I look like in the full-body mirror, on my left, but Soph, along with my hair, makeup, and stylist team, forbade it. Though I know they were influenced by Soph. Why? I don't know. Or maybe I do. Ever since I saw my dress last weekend, I've been a crying mess. I cried everywhere—at the rehearsals, the fittings, even the cake tasting—all because I still can't believe I'm getting the wedding I've always dreamed of. Everyone was tired of my tears, especially Soph, who kept wiping them away at every event. "Can't I take just a peek? Five seconds is all I need!" I beg, but none of the four women in the room answer me. "The veil has already been laid. There's no way I'll cry." "It's especially because the veil has been laid that you can't see yourself. You're to march in in ten minutes, there's no magic I can perform if you start tearing up," my makeup artist says with a shrug, and I l
Hannah I end up spending nearly five hours with Soph and the rest, even though they begged me to stay the whole night. For a while I considered it; I thought about staying, but I promised Madam C I’d return for dinner and I didn’t want to disappoint her, so I couldn’t.The sky is dark out when I step out of the hospital building, with Hailey and Maya; the rest had to return to their stations. “I really miss working with you,” Hailey says, taking my arm, nuzzling her cheek on it. Maya nods.“I miss our gossiping lunch. You weren’t with us for long but it feels like you were,” she says. I smile.“I miss it all too.” “Let us know when you start working again. We’ll take you out to celebrate,” Hailey says and we all laugh, because she’s talking about hitting the club like we once did.“Your Tesla is here,” Maya points towards Victor’s car, and I instantly feel horrible. I can’t believe they waited the entire time. Even from here I can see Liam leaning against the hood while Victor sits
Hannah My knuckles hover over Christian’s study door, debating whether to knock or not. We haven’t exchanged a word since we came here because he cooped himself in there and has refused to come out.I suck in a breath and knock once.“Who’s it?” His lazy voice asks, but instead of answering, I push the door open.He sits upright, but doesn’t say anything, just watching me with a brow raised.“I want to go see Soph,” I say, straight to the point because there’s no use beating around the bush. “And I’d like Victor to take me.” He pushes his tongue across the flesh of his mouth, regarding me, then he nods.I don’t know what I expected from him, but I stand there anyway, waiting for him to say something. Do something. For a few seconds he doesn’t, he looks down at the documents in front of him, then as if sensing my gaze, he raises his head.“You need something else?” I bite my lower lip hard, then I shake my head. I guess even after all
Hannah The last time I was on this jet, I’d just become a married woman. I could barely believe it even as I stared at the giant ring on my hand and the extremely handsome man by my side.Today, the ring sits in the pocket of my jeans, the handsome man is two seats away from me, and there’s a blurred line between my being married and being single. I’d wanted to fly back to New York with Thiago and Tomma, but they’d left while I was at the orphanage, according to Sebastian who heard it from Christian. And because of the source, I didn’t fully believe it. Thiago and Tomma could’ve still been at the hospital by the time Sebastian and I arrived at the airport. But what do I know? I don’t have a phone I can use to reach either of them; I haven’t had a phone for days now.I flip the page of the self-help book which I’d grabbed from duty-free earlier, internally hating myself for not picking one of the other enticing fiction books I’d seen, but I thought about s
Hannah The therapeutic sound of rain hitting against the window calms me. It hits the glass hard enough to erase the skyline completely. A heavy sigh escapes my lips, but instead of addressing the thought that caused it, I take a sip of the hot chamomile tea in my hand, pretending my life is not a mess right now, and I’m perfectly fine.The door to the bedroom swings open, followed by soft footsteps but I don’t turn.“You didn’t sleep a wink last night,” Christian says. I bring my cup to my lips again. He would know because when we returned here from the hospital, he didn’t leave the room even after I asked nicely. He sat on the chair right in front of the bed, folded his arms, and watched me. He didn’t try to talk to me, didn’t try to touch me. He just simply watched me toss and turn around on the bed, lost in my own thoughts.“You should consider getting some sleep before the rain stops falling.”I know I should. My body is begging for rest more
Hannah “Giorgio?”I nod.“Who the fuck is that?”I give him a blank stare, refusing to believe he doesn’t know or remember who Giorgio is. He definitely knows and is just pretending to throw me off.I fold my arms waiting, but his angry and confused eyes are locked on me, a brow raised.With a frustrated sigh and a roll of my eyes, I conform.“The man you kept me with you for.” Instant recognition enters his eyes, and he licks his lower lip as he takes a step back. “What really happened with him?” I repeat.“You know what happened with him.” I shake my head. I thought I knew, I thought I was certain about it. Not anymore.“Did you kill him?” He doesn’t respond, he just stares at me, his brows knitted together. But that’s all the confirmation I need.“You made me believe it was my fault. I felt guilty for days, weeks even. You manipulated me!” He sucks in a sharp breath, closing the little distance I tried to put between us in one long stride. This has to be another manipulation







