LOGINNARA
I woke up with a dull ache in my head, my eyes throbbing heavily. The room felt unfamiliar until I remembered that I hadn’t spent the night in my matrimonial room. Placing one foot at a time, I managed to get out of bed, trying to keep myself steady. The room spun around me the moment I took slow steps toward the huge, floor-length mirror opposite the bed. Looking at the woman in the reflection, I could barely recognize myself anymore. Dried makeup coated my features, heavy bags sat beneath my eyes, and my face looked extremely pale. The bed stretched behind me, its sheets scattered as though I had spent the entire night making love on it, but in reality, my sleep had been plagued with nightmares of my new husband. Tears threatened to spill as I remembered how he had slapped me last night for addressing myself as his wife and daring to touch one of the portraits of his late wife. Subconsciously, my fingers brushed my cheek as I struggled to hold back my tears. What good would it do to wallow in sadness and self-pity? I could either stand here crying all day about my fate or clean myself up and face whatever this family had to throw at me. With that in mind, I took a deep breath and ambled out of the room, heading for my matrimonial bedroom. Pushing the door open, I was met with an empty space. Quickly, I searched the closet, hoping the chauffeur had already moved my clothes there yesterday—which he had. Taking out a floral gown, I moved into the bathroom to freshen up. Minutes later, I sauntered out with a towel wrapped tightly around my body, only for the door to be pushed open and Jared to step inside. At once, my breathing froze, and cold swept through my body. I clutched the towel tighter as he stared at me, his expression hollow. “Next time, change in the bathroom before coming out,” he said simply before stepping back outside. I heaved a sigh I hadn’t even realized I was holding and quickly dressed up. Was this what my life had become? I wished Mike could see the hell I was already wallowing in. Holding myself back from breaking down again, I walked out of the bedroom and made my way downstairs toward the kitchen. As I passed a few housekeepers, I could feel their heated gazes on me. I could already tell there would be gossip flying all over the house and the entire estate, about my marriage to Jared. Taking a deep breath, I kept walking until I reached the kitchen. My eyes wandered around, taking in the expensive cutlery and kitchen utensils. The aroma of food filled the air. Two staff members hurried past me, murmuring incoherent greetings as they turned off the induction stove and began arranging plates and utensils for breakfast. I had intended to prepare breakfast myself, but clearly there was no need, it had already been taken care of. “Mrs. Wilson…” That name. Was I really Mrs. Wilson, or just the shadow of a dead woman? “Breakfast is already ready. In the next two to five minutes, it will be arranged on the dining table,” one of them informed me. I nodded and ambled out of the kitchen. To my surprise, the living room door pushed open and Jared’s mother and aunt walked in. What were they doing here? While his mother wore a cheerful smile, his aunt’s face held a sharp, judgmental expression. Her eyes swept over my outfit from head to toe, as though assessing whether it met her standards. She was an extremely nosy woman, and I silently wished our paths wouldn’t cross too often in this estate. “There she is, our brand-new bride,” his mother said warmly, walking over to hug me. I stiffened at first, my body tensing at the sudden display of affection, before slowly relaxing and returning the hug. “Good morning, Mum and Aunt,” I greeted, mustering the most respectful tone I could, my smile carefully polite. “Good morning, my dear. You look well. How was your night?” his mother asked. I simply nodded. “A nod? That’s all? Are you a lizard?” his aunt scoffed, stepping closer. Her gaze burned against my skin. “No, I didn’t mean it that way,” I quickly apologized. “Then speak. You have a mouth for a reason, young lady. Use it, and stop nodding like a lizard,” she snapped. My cheeks burned with embarrassment as a few staff members passed by. I knew they had heard every word. “Let the poor girl be,” his mother intervened gently. “She’s still settling into the house. I’m sure her night went well, and they did the needful…” Her gaze returned to me. “You did do the needful with your husband, right?” Oh God. They were asking if we had consummated the marriage. But we hadn’t. My heart dropped to my stomach as a thousand thoughts clashed in my head. How could I possibly explain that I hadn’t even slept in the room because my husband wouldn’t acknowledge me as his wife? He had slapped me just for saying it aloud. “Well? Don’t keep us waiting,” his aunt pressed. “Did you consummate your marriage last night?” Without thinking, cornered by their intense stares, I nodded frantically. “Yes. We did.” Wide smiles instantly spread across their faces, and I released a breath of relief. At least this would divert their attention for a while. “I told you they would,” his aunt said smugly. “Jared isn’t foolish. He understands the importance of an heir, and this girl will definitely give us one.” “I had my doubts, but Nara, you’ve made me so happy,” his mother said softly, cupping my cheeks. “Now, let’s eat, shall we? Breakfast seems to be ready.” “Yes, of course,” I replied. I led them to the dining area, pulling out their chairs and serving their plates. I ate in silence while they chatted about household shopping, disciplining lazy staff, upcoming events, and other trivial matters. Then suddenly, I noticed a familiar figure approaching the stairs, and my heart sank instantly. Jared. Wasn’t he supposed to have left for work? His eyes locked onto mine as he descended the stairs, his expression dark and hollow. I quickly looked away and focused on my food. “Oh, Jared, good morning,” his aunt said sweetly, her earlier harshness completely gone. “How are you?” So she was cruel to everyone else, but just not him. He gave a brief nod and pulled out a chair at the far end of the table, beginning to eat. “We stopped by to check on how you both are faring,” his mother said. “Nara has been a wonderful hostess so far.” His gaze lifted slowly to meet mine before he turned to his mother. “Well, I’m glad she has at least some sense of how to behave,” he scoffed. Excuse me? My brows furrowed in disbelief. He had the audacity to insult me in front of his mother and aunt. I hadn’t asked to marry him, so why did he despise everything I did? Swallowing my anger, I kept eating in silence, forcing myself to stay composed. “We chose well this time,” his aunt said proudly. “Very soon, we’ll be blessed with an heir, a son.” I almost choked on my food. Oh God. Please don’t let her say it. “What?” Jared asked, slowly setting down his cutlery. “Jared, my boy, no need to pretend with us,” his aunt continued cheerfully, oblivious to the tension. “Nara told us you consummated your marriage last night. I’m certain she’ll soon be pregnant and give you the son you deserve.” It felt as though my world shattered beneath me. My heart pounded violently as my appetite vanished completely. Slowly, my eyes lifted to meet Jared’s once more. The anger burning in his eyes was unmistakable.NARANobody moved for a second.My father’s fake smile was still sitting on his face and Camille had gone completely still while Danielle was looking at Jared with wide eyes with me just standing there in the middle of all of it, bruised and tired and trying to understand what I was looking at.Jared came for me?I turned that over in my head and it still didn’t make sense.“Jared!” My father stepped forward with his arms open like they were old friends. “What a wonderful surprise. Please come in, sit down, let us get you something to eat.”“That won’t be necessary.” Jared’s eyes moved to me briefly then away. “I came for my wife. That’s all.”My chest tightened.Wife..The word felt so strange in his mouth.. like it didn’t belong there.Camille smiled wider. “Of course. Of course. That’s good. That’s very good. We were just telling her the same thing.”I turned slowly to look at her.She didn’t even hesitate.“We told her you would come,” she continued smoothly. “We kept encouraging
NARAI blinked at her and for a second, I actually thought I heard wrong.“…What?”“Since when do I need permission to come back to my father’s house?” I added.Danielle’s eyes narrowed. She looked me over slowly, the way she always did, like she was searching for something to pick apart.“Since you got married,” she shot back immediately. “Since you became Mrs. Jared Wilson.”I frowned. “What does that—”“It means,” she cut in, pushing herself off the doorframe, “you stopped being a daughter of this family the moment you walked out as his wife.”I stared at her.“You belong to your husband now,” she continued, her tone sharp. “So go back to him. To your cursed husband and his cursed family.”Something snapped.Before I even thought about it, my hand was already in the air.The sound of it landing shocked even me.Danielle staggered back a little, her hand flying to her cheek. Her eyes went wide like she couldn’t believe what just happened.“You—” she breathed. “You just— you slapped
NARANobody stopped us as we left.I was aware of the eyes though. I could feel them the way you feel heat, not directly, just the warmth of it on your skin as Jared walked me through what remained of the gathering. Some people had the decency to look away while others just didn’t bother.His hand was still holding mine.I didn’t know what to do with that. I kept my eyes forward and focused on walking because my legs had decided they were no longer fully reliable and my cheek was still burning from where Ophelia’s hand had connected the second time and my whole body was doing that deep quiet trembling that comes after something terrible. The night air hit us when we stepped outside, it was cool, dark and quiet after all the noise of the hall.We kept walking when I stole one look at his face and immediately wished I hadn’t. He was staring straight ahead, jaw set, expression completely closed off. I couldn’t tell what was underneath it. Anger at me? anger at Ophelia, anger at the whol
NARAMy cheek burned.The slap didn’t feel real at first all I felt was the heat. Then the sharp sting came and my ears rang so loudly I could barely hear anything else.I didn’t move as everything around me just blurred. Faces, lights, the soft gold of the decorations… none of it made sense anymore.The nurse was standing behind Aunt Ophelia.My chest tightened so fast it hurt.No… My heart began palpitating so fast it felt like I was running out of breath.No, she couldn’t have told her….But the way she looked at me… like she knew. Like she’d already said something.My fingers tightened around my clutch.She definitely told her… everything..Panic rushed up my throat, but I swallowed it down hard. I couldn’t lose it here. Not like this.I slowly looked at Aunt Ophelia. My voice came out small, shaky, but I forced it steady.“Aunt… what did I do?”She didn’t answer.I swallowed. “Why did you—why did you slap me?”Her face twisted instantly.“What did you do?” she repeated, her voice
NARAThe day passed by in a blur, and Jared hadn’t come back home yet. Today was the day of the family gathering meant to celebrate my ridiculous marriage, and my husband was nowhere to be seen. He hadn’t called or reached out to me or anyone else.I had busied myself with little chores since the majority of the housework was being done by the staff. The house had been peaceful throughout, and it actually began to feel more like a home and less like a prison.I was genuinely beginning to enjoy the solitude, and I just wished that this peace would last. Maybe it could even become something frequent with Jared; he would leave the house for days, come back, then leave again.Staring at my reflection in the mirror as I dressed for the party, I admired the way the gown clung to my body like a second skin. Studded with glittering stones and adorned with delicate embroidery, it was beautiful yet simple.Jared’s mother handpicked this gown specially for me. She was such a good woman. If only
8NARAHours had passed since that horrifying experience with Jared, and he still hadn’t returned home after leaving the room. I tried to wrap my head around what had happened. One moment, he was on top of me, and the next, he vanished as though he had disappeared into thin air.I had hurried out of the room immediately, terrified he might return and continue-perhaps even succeed this time. But now it was past ten, and there was still no sign of him.The house felt unusually calm and quiet. That calm felt like a premonition, a warning of something terrible waiting to happen later. And honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised. Jared was unpredictable.The meal laid out on the dining table had gone cold. I had made sure the cooks prepared everything to perfection, hoping to avoid anything that might trigger his anger. But now, it all felt pointless.I sat alone in the living room, one part of me praying he wouldn’t come home tonight, while another part still hoped foolishly that he was safe.“







