Chapter 9

Trigger warning: Read responsibly.

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What am I gonna do with my life now?

"La, anong gagawin ko ngayon?" tears started rolling down my cheek as soon as I stepped foot inside my hotel room.

I've been asking myself why I have to fell all these. Am I not a good daughter? I've been trying my best since I was small to please them pero balewala din pala dito lang din pala matatapos ang lahat.I'm such a disappointment after all.

I was crying hard, that I could hardly breath. Ang sakit-sakit sa dibdib ngayong nagsink in na sa utak ko na mag-isa na lang pala ako. I felt like my heart and my mind is getting numb. I am still alive but I felt like I'm a dead man that no one wanted me. Gusto kong ibuhos lahat ng luha ko pero wala na atang katapusan ang pagpapasakit kong ito.

Dinig sa buong silid ang mga hagulhol ko na kahit akong na nakikinig sa sarili kong iyak ay nasasaktan na rin. Pakiramdam ko namamanhid na ako sa sakit. Wala na akong lakas na gumalaw.

"La,