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The Hockey Star Regret
The Hockey Star Regret
Penulis: Aya Starr

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Penulis: Aya Starr
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-05 18:17:26

THE DAY OF GRADUATION, 6 MONTHS AGO

Coleen

“This was all a mistake. I swear it.” I cried out, pleading with the Principal. Tears stung my eyes. I couldn't believe this was happening to me.

Today was the day I had been waiting for for ages. The day I was going to graduate.

And it was ruined. All because of a prank.

The older man looked at me with a look that made my heart sink lower.

“I've heard you, Coleen. However, there is nothing we can do.” He said, “The graduation celebrations have ended and despite you being Valedictorian, you were not present.”

“I wasn't there because of this. I'd prepared everything but someone played a prank on me. Look. The date of graduation was changed here, see?” i begged, showing him the phone where the evidence clearly showed.

Please, please understand, I begged ,

After a moment, my phone was pushed aside and I held hope.

“I'm sorry Coleen,’ he said and my heart sank instantly,

“No matter what excuses you have, it doesn't change your absence during the graduation ceremony. You were the most important person there as Valedictorian no less, yet you were gone. As a result, we have no choice but to fine you.”

My heart dropped lower before he pulled out a card.

“This is an IOU to pay the graduation f*e as a consequence for your absence. Sign it quickly if you wish for your certificate.” He said harshly,

I felt like I had been dropped underwater as I looked at the numbers laid on the document. This f*e…my parents couldn't afford it and I couldn't bear to burden them with it.

I wanted to beg and explain , but the look on the principal's face told me that it wouldn't matter.

Why did this have to happen? What did I do to deserve this?

I forced my tears back as I took the nearest pen to sign the IOU. Taking my certificate, I turned to leave as quickly as possible. Now all I wanted was to get out of here

“You really disappointed me Coleen,” the principal said, stopping me in my tracks, “You were also required to give a speech. We were lucky that in your absence Hayden was already prepared and he gave the speech ahead of you.”

I stiffened at his words.

Hayden?

Rage boiled inside me.

This was all Hayden's fault.

I knew it from the moment I realized my calendar was changed. There was only one person who could have played such a prank on me. Who hated me and constantly tried to humiliate me in the name of rivalry and it was him.

Hayden freaking Michaels.

Ever since I entered this highschool he suddenly had an enmity with me. What started out as an Academic rivalry stormed to being subject to his bullying and remarks about everything else about me. How poor I was in comparison to me.

And because he was the popular kid, from one of the richest families, nobody batted an eye. He was everything and I was a nobody.

So I learned to match him and bear it. Beating him academically even if I couldn't in anything else.

But this? This was where he'd crossed the line.

I stormed out of the office, leaving the school building while still holding back tears while I stepped out of the school building when I saw him.

Hayden in his graduation gown, still talking to some of his jock friends when he spotted me.

And then he smirked.

That was my last straw. A tear slipped out of my eye before I turned away running before he could see me crying.

I practically ran out of the school, finding my way around the neighborhood to the destination I wanted. Wiping my tears, I moved towards his porch.

Chase. I needed to see him-

My heart stopped the moment I opened the door. They separated but I couldn't unsee it.

Chase, my boyfriend was kissing someone else. He was cheating on me.

“Babe,” he whispered wide eyed but I couldn't see anymore.

Turning away, I stormed out of his house, ignoring his calls of my name. As his voice disappeared from earshot, I wiped my tears away, a bitter laugh leaving me.

Before I felt sad, now I just felt empty.

Life must truly have a vendetta against me.

The moment I reached my home I rushed to my room only to freeze at the sight of mail, the name clearly written.

A bittersweet thought pierced my mind. I had applied to my dream college months ago. To see a rejection would truly top off the day.

I tore open the letter,

‘Miss Maine, congratulations, you have been offered a full ride Scholarship to…’

My heart could have stopped then and there. I read it over and over again to make sure, but nothing changed.

I…was accepted?

The sound of my phone ringing suddenly alerted me . I quickly answered it, still stuck in disbelief.

“Coleen.”

“Mark?” i answered shakily at the sound of my best friends voiced

“Did you get it too?”

A frisson of shock broke through my misery at his words and I gasped, “you also got a scholarship?”

“Full ride to music major baby,” he sang through the phone and I gasped,

“It's exactly as we planned Coleen. our dreams are coming true,” he said, excitement and I nodded frantically.

“Yeah,” i.whispered, tears burning against my eyes.

Ever since we became best friends, we'd made plans together on our dream college and majors, wanting to stay together through it all.

And now they were coming true.

After talking with him more, the call ended and I dropped my phone, looking out the window.

This small town was all I knew. Thinking back to the dual humiliation and heartbreak I suffered today, bitterness filled me. The one day I was looking forward to and it had to end like this.

But now I had a future, one that involved leaving this town behind along with everything that happened here.

And that was something to look forward to.

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  • The Hockey Star Regret    012

    HAYDENI’d never admit this to Alicia or anyone, but I’d started memorizing Coleen’s schedule.It wasn’t as creepy as it sounded. Okay, maybe it was a little creepy but it wasn’t like I was stalking her. I just… had this need to be aware of what she was up to.Honestly, it was a miracle I’d been able to keep this up without her knowledge. Not to talk of the fact that it was so fucking difficult to do given my class and practice schedule but I’ve somehow been able to make it work.Ever since that conversation in the library, something had shifted between us. She still kept me at arm’s length, but it wasn’t like the iron wall it used to be. And if there was a chance that Coleen was going to give me even the slightest opening, I wasn’t about to waste it.But something about her had felt off lately. When she smiled, it didn’t reach her eyes as usual. She also flinched at sudden sounds and checked her phone like she was waiting for a bomb to go off.I knew what fear looked like and Coleen

  • The Hockey Star Regret    011

    COLEENThere were days when I felt like I was finally adjusting to college. When the air didn’t feel so heavy with anxiety and I could walk into a lecture hall without scanning for a particular pair of hazel eyes.This was not one of those days.“Tell me again why you’re refusing to come,” Mark said for the third time as he dramatically sprawled across the beanbag in our living room, chewing on a Twizzler.“Because,” I said, not looking up from my laptop, “I’m two chapters behind in my reading, my back still hurts from working on the field, and I’m not in the mood to fake smile at strangers tonight.”“You wound me,” he said, clutching his chest. “This isn’t just any event. It’s the first open mic night of the semester. You know, music, food, awkward poetry from people who overshare… It’s a rite of passage.”I snorted. “You just want to get on stage and sing so the cute girls swoon.”He wiggled his eyebrows. “Guilty. But seriously, you need to stop hiding in here like a recluse. It’s n

  • The Hockey Star Regret    010

    HAYDENPractice was hell.I don’t mean the usual kind where your muscles burn and your lungs fight for air and the coach’s whistle feels like a scream in your eardrums. No, this was a different kind of hell.The kind where your head's a fucking mess and your body refuses to cooperate.Every time I dropped back to throw, I felt like her eyes were on me even though she wasn’t there. Every time I ran a drill, I kept hearing her voice in that lecture hall. Coleen Maine was haunting me.“Michaels!” Coach Thompson’s voice thundered across the field. “What in God's name was that throw? My grandmother could make a tighter spiral!”I gritted my teeth, yanked off my helmet, and ran a frustrated hand through my sweat-soaked hair.“Sorry, Coach,” I muttered, already knowing I looked like crap out there.“You’re not even trying today!” he barked, storming toward me like a linebacker on a mission. “What’s going on with you?”“Just having a rough morning,” I said, avoiding eye contact.Coach folded

  • The Hockey Star Regret    009

    COLEENSometimes, pride had to be swallowed, even if it burned all the way down.I didn’t want to admit it, not even to myself, but my bank account was in the red zone. Between textbooks, and the occasional splurge on microwave noodles that weren’t the cheapest brand, I was barely hanging on.Not to talk of the financial hit I took when Mark and I agreed to rent a two-bedroom off-campus apartment.So, after spending the better part of a night staring at my empty wallet and ignoring the dull ache in my stomach, I finally did what I’d been avoiding, I walked into the student employment office on campus and asked for a job.The receptionist, a guy with square glasses and tired eyes, barely looked up from his computer screen when I stepped in. “Name?”“Coleen Maine,” I replied.He typed something with the enthusiasm of a slug and let out a long sigh. “Let me check what’s available for your year and schedule.”I shifted awkwardly on the cheap linoleum tiles while he tapped away. Every seco

  • The Hockey Star Regret    008

    COLEENI hadn’t slept.The night crawled by in a haze of embarrassment, replaying my outburst in class on a loop in my head. My voice cracking. My heart racing. The silence that followed. Hayden’s face, confused, almost guilty. And worst of all, the way the whole room looked at me like I was two seconds from combusting.This wasn’t how I imagined college going. It wasn’t even close.I curled deeper under my sheets, hoping for some kind of divine intervention. Maybe the ground could swallow me whole or I’d wake up in an alternate timeline where I’d kept my mouth shut and hadn’t exploded in front of my classmates.But the sun kept rising and the responsibility of going to school knocked like an annoying landlord.By 8:00 a.m., I was sitting up in bed with dark circles under my eyes and a knot in my stomach the size of a boulder. There was no way around it, if I wanted to survive this school, this scholarship, this life I was clawing toward, I had to face what happened.I showered, dress

  • The Hockey Star Regret    007

    HAYDENToday couldn’t have gone any worse.My attempts at speaking with Coleen went to absolute shit and I couldn’t even place my finger on how it went fucking wrong.Since I found out that Coleen and I went to the same college, I haven’t been able to get her out of my fucking mind.It’s like she put a spell on me or something. The guys on the football team heard about the disaster that was today, and it was all they could tease me about during practice.When I got my acceptance letter for a full-ride football scholarship to Domino's University, it was like a dream come true.This school was my first choice, and even though all my parents could care about was the fact that it wasn't Harvard, I couldn't care less.I had earned my place in this school. This wasn’t handed to me because of who my father was, I worked hard to prove myself in the classroom and on the field and it fucking paid off.So, I couldn’t give a fuck if my achievement didn’t measure up to what their golden son had,

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