chapter 41

But I did not want to get too lost in it. How could I ever wipe her off of my head when she was there in every beat in my heart, every breath I took? She has captivated me in a way none would ever be able to do, she trapped me under her unforgettable dazzling eyes.

I felt guilty to even look at her after everything I put her through. Nothing can justify my actions, I did not deserve her. Despite everything I did, she was still trying to heal me, selfless and willing to forgive my sins that crossed every boundary.

How could someone love a monster like me? How could she still care for a demon who left no chance to make her feel miserable and snatch everything away from her?

She deserved better. But...I can't let her go.

It was now a choice between her or my curse.

The curse that helped me survive, or the woman who wanted to make me alive once again.

“Alpha, I think you shouldn't drink anymore," Steve's voice broke through my crowded thoughts, "You have already consumed too much.”