13. Age is just a number

I was supposed to wake up and get myself ready for school because it was getting late but I found it hard to prepare.

I sat there on my bed as thoughts of the previous night flooded my mind. My face was literally flushing as I fantasized Caesar's tongue on me.

Sure that was gross and in the life of me, I never thought something like that will ever happen to me, leave alone allowing someone to do so to me.

It's like all the sane side of me obscured and I was left with nothing, I couldn't even think straight and I freaking allowed him to do that to me. I felt like beating myself up for it but it was done it was done, I felt good and I just have to live with it, with the positive side of it, period! I had to accept that I got to feel the most wonderful feeling out of this world.

I felt a knock on my bedroom door which woke me up from my daytime fantasies and my heart picked up fast at the thought of Caesar on my door again.

I wanted to avoid and ignore him so much but it was getting ha