Mag-log in~Eddie~
“I'm telling you, it was him! It was our son!” Shawna has been home for a few days now, and she's been trying to convince me the entire time. She's been hysterical since the day she returned, and it has me on edge. She truly believes that she saw our son in some random human town. I tried to talk her out of it, but it hasn't worked. When she got back, she was sullen and silent, retiring to bed. The next day, she started with this crazy story and hasn't let up since.
I don't know what to say to her that won't set her off. She wants me to agree with her and to go back to that town and find him. I want her to listen to reason and realize that this may not be what she thinks it is. I think her grief is making her see things that aren't there.
It has happened to me a few times these last four years. I have been out somewhere and swore I came across my son. The first few times it happened, I ran to the person only to be embarrassed by my mistake. They were never Aston; I was always wrong. It broke my heart every single time.
Shawna spent much more time inside since Aston's disappearance than I did. She locked herself away for a long time, much to my dismay. This may be her going through what I've already gone through. I would call it a stage of denial. “Are you listening to me? Aston is alive! I saw him!”
“What did he say when you approached him, hmm? Didn't he say you had the wrong person, and he didn't know you?” Her escort had already let me know what happened in the diner so I could be prepared when she got home. Her story has been exactly the same; I've heard it so many times over the past few days.
“Are you trying to tell a mother that she wouldn't know her own son?” Shawna is up and pacing back and forth. Her body is rigid, and she's fidgeting. I feel her emotions through our bond, and it's overwhelming. Shawna stops packing and drops to her knees in front of me. “Please, babe. Please come with me. Let's find him and then you tell me it isn't him.”
“What makes you think you will see him again? He could have been passing through, just like you..” Shawna sits back on her feet, dropping her hands on her knees.
“I asked them at the diner. They said that he's a regular there.” Shawna leans forward and grabs my hands. Her arms are resting on my thighs, and her eyes are pleading with me. “Please, Eddison. Come with me. If you don't believe me after you see him, I swear I will let it go. I will never bring it up again. If you believe me, we will talk to Blake. Please.”
My heart breaks at the pain in her voice. I can't deny this woman in front of me. She's my fated mate, and I can't handle her being unhappy. I know she's grieving, and it would be best to be there for her through this process. When I went through it, I had Alpha Blake. He's my best friend, and he's been so supportive through all of this. The least I can do is support my mate right now. “Okay. We'll leave in the morning.
~Shawna~
My anxiety has been eating at me all night and morning. We left the next morning and got to the human town in record time. We got a hotel room because there's no telling how long we will be here waiting for our chance to see him. I know Eddie isn't exactly sold on the possibility, but I know it in my heart. A mother knows their child no matter how long it's been.
We've been sitting in the diner since lunch and have been watching the door. We ordered a meal to try to keep suspicion down, but I know that can't last. Humans surround us, and sitting in a diner for an extended period of time is just weird.
Sparks erupt on my hands, causing me to look down. I look into Eddie's eyes and see the calm he's trying to push out to me. I look down again, taking note of the pile of shredded napkins next to me. My anxiety is killing me, but I have to see this through. “How long are we going to stay here, love? Maybe we should get some rest.” Eddie's words make sense, but I can't leave this spot. I don't know what it is, but something tells me to stay where I am.
“Let's just wait a bit longer, Eddie. I know we've been here for a few hours, but something is te-” The bell ringing stops me mid-sentence, and I look at the door. My heart is stuck in my throat as I watch him enter the diner. I swear it's him; there's no denying it.
I quickly tap Eddie's hands over and over, not trusting my voice to work. I frantically point to the front door as I watch my son walk over to the counter. Eddie turns just in time to look at his face before he sits at the counter. I was smart this time. I had us sit in a spot where we have a full view of the front door, but we are more hidden than I was the last time.
Eddie squeezes my hand tightly and turns back to face me. His eyes are filled with tears, and I know that he knows. “Tha… that's Aston. How is Aston here?” I shake my head, not knowing how to answer that question.
I rise, intending to walk over to my son. Eddie's grip on my hands tightens almost to the point of pain. I look down and catch his intense eyes. I hurriedly plop back on my seat. “What, Eddie?! Let me go so I can see him!” I'm whisper-yelling, trying to draw as little attention to myself as I can.
“NO!” I'm stunned. That's our son over there, and he doesn't want me to approach or talk to him?! How could my mate be so horrible? Eddie rubs his forehead between the eyes. “Listen to me, Shawna. You said that he didn't know you before. Chances are he won't know you or me right now. We have to talk to Blake and make sure he can come back with us. Once we get clearance, we can try to talk him into coming with us. This isn't going to be easy, but we HAVE to do it this way.” I let out a shaky breath and close my eyes. Eddie is right; of course, he's right. If I approach him right now, it could lead to him disappearing. It's been four years since I've seen my son, and I'd die if I made him run off again.
Eddie's soft touch is on my face as I slowly open my eyes. I didn't realize I had started to cry, but Eddie's right there, wiping my tears away. I love this man with everything I have in me, and I'm so grateful that he was fated to me. I just want my son back; I want my family to be complete again. I nod slowly to Eddie, and he nods in return. Eddie stands and holds his hand out to me. I take it and allow him to lead me out of the back of the diner. We will be back; the next time we come, I will get my son back.
~Unknown -*Danny*~I shift, loving the softness beneath me. This is a change from the last few nights on that tent floor. I shift again, immediately groaning in pain. Everything ached, and it’s taking everything in me not to scream. My mind goes back to what I can remember. Brackston came to tell me that it was time to complete this job he put me on. He let those men beat me, and I’m sure they enjoyed every second of it. I wasn’t able to see my brother or get an update. I don’t believe anything that Brackston says to me because he would lie about anything to get what he wants.I breathe slowly, trying to gather the strength to open my eyes. The moment I succeed, the bright white burns. I quickly close my eyes and try to calm the pain. I slowly open them again, noticing white walls all around me. I feel Mona sluggishly moving around in my mind. It feels so good to feel her that I almost cry. I try to move my body to sit up, but I can’t quite get myself situated. “You should be careful
~Dominic~She’s been back there for a while now. I have no idea what’s going on, and I’m slightly freaking out. I’ve been pacing back and forth, and my mind is a mess. She’s my mate; my fated mate. I know that I’ve been wanting this, but I didn’t, honestly, think it would happen any time soon. As badly as I wanted this, I’m not ready. I’m terrified. She doesn’t know who I am, or who I was. She has no idea the horrible things I’ve done. How do I keep her once she finds out?The messed-up thing about this is that I HAVE to tell her the truth. No part of this process would allow me to lie to her about anything. I’ve seen firsthand how things like that end up, and I refuse to go down that path. A hand clamps on my shoulder, making me practically jump out of my skin. I turn to find Aston looking at me. “What happened?” I quickly fill him in, though I’m sure he’s already gotten the short version before he got here. “I had a few warriors go past the border to see if they could get any inf
~Unknown~My arms wrap around my body as it shivers. I swear this sleeping bag is useless. It does nothing to shield me from the elements. I wish I were in a better, more comfortable place. I wish I were with Khalid. I still don’t know how my brother is, and it’s eating me alive. I need to see him just to quiet my erratic thoughts. I want to beg and plead, but I know it will fall on deaf ears. “I guess you have decided not to give me a chance.” My breath catches. I didn’t even realize that he had come into the tent. Now that I’m paying attention, his disgusting scent is burning my nose and throat. I swear I don’t think anyone could smell worse, but then there are always rogues. I shift in the bag, not expecting my position to get any better. I can only hope that he doesn’t invade my space like last time. I’ve made my decision, and no amount of pressure is going to change it. I just want to do this last job and leave here with my brother. I feel his presence more as he gets closer.
~Dominic~The past two weeks have been great and that’s no exaggeration. Don’t get me wrong, it isn’t like Katarina and I are best friends now. It hasn’t been that deep, that quickly. We have found an in-between that works for us, so I can’t be mad about that. I’ve spent more time with the entire family rather than just with Aston and Skye. It’s been wonderful seeing their family dynamics up close, but it’s also hurt like hell. It’s just another reminder that I have no one. I don’t have my fated mate and I don’t even know if she would accept me when I do find her. I sigh and walk into Aston’s office, plopping down on his couch. “Uh oh. What’s up?” I let my head lean back, and close my eyes. “Nothing’s wrong. Did you send out the wedding invites yet?” I feel the couch dip next to me, but I don’t move. “Of course I did. I did it a few days ago. I’m sure we will be getting responses any day now.”“I had to check. You’re the one who was dragging your feet. Your mate would have your he
~Brackston~I tighten my fist, really wanting to punch something. I make it to the edge of my camp and shift into my wolf. Khan is just as angry and frustrated as I am. I let him have complete control and watch as the forest zips by. Khan avoids all low branches, as well as any rocks or logs in our path. I let my mind wander back to the conversation we just had, and I get even angrier. Khan comes to a stop and gives me control over our body. I shift back and find my right hand, Teddy Hill, waiting for me. He has a hoodie and sweatpants slung over his shoulder. I grab the clothes from him and put them on. I turn and walk in the direction of the packhouse. Thought I was a rogue, huh? Nah, I’m not even close to one. Those at the camp think I’m a rogue; they even think I’m their leader. I am that, a leader. I do give them instructions here and there, but that’s not the only place I have. I wear a scent that dampers my pack smell. “Well?” I feel Teddy’s presence behind me, and I wish h
~Unknown~I have no idea how long it’s been, how long I’ve been in this tent. I lost count as my hunger took over. I’ve barely been given anything to eat or drink. Brackston says that it needs to be believable. I can’t say that I have any idea what he’s talking about. I don’t even know what the supposed plan is supposed to be. I just know that I’m here, suffering, and I’m missing my brother like crazy. I’ve been begging to see him, begging for any updates. I get nothing. Sometimes, depending on who’s in here with me, I’ll get a kick or a slap for my trouble. I don’t even have anything to threaten anyone with. I’m already being denied food and water, for the most part. I’m already being held against my will. There’s nothing I can leverage. Then there is Brackston. Brackston comes in here from time to time, and it’s getting harder to stay away from him. He keeps asking me if I’ve thought about his proposal. What the hell does he expect me to say? Does he really think that I’m going t







