로그인He came in low and fast and put his shoulder into my chest and I went down in the snow.
It was not a gentle thing. He was a foot taller than me and forty pounds heavier and he had been fighting in this square since he was a boy, and he did not hold back. I hit the ground hard and rolled and got my knees under me and he was on me again before I was up.
I got an elbow into his throat and he made a sound and came off me and I got to my feet.
The pack was shouting. I could hear the Corrigan boys and Mrs. Pike and June and a roar that was not words.
Dale came at me again and this time I did not go down. I stepped inside his reach and put my fist into his ribs and then into his jaw and he staggered back and the pack roared.
He shook his head and came back and we went around the square.
He was stronger than me. He was not faster. I had been walking a fence line for four years and I had been running the north line at night and I had been carrying grain sacks and I had a wolf in my chest who had been locked up for four years and wanted out.
He swung and I ducked and put my shoulder into his chest and he went back against the table and the table went over and the Alphas got out of the way.
He came off the table with his fist and it caught me on the side of the head and the square went white and I was on the ground again.
"Get up," Dale said. "Get up, Wren."
I got up.
I got up and put my hands on my knees and breathed and then I went at him.
He was tiring. I could see it in his shoulders and in the way he was holding his left arm. I had put a fist into his ribs twice and he was favoring it.
I got inside his reach again and put my fist into the same ribs and he grunted and his guard came down and I hit him in the jaw and then in the throat and he went down on one knee.
The pack was on its feet.
And then Dale put his hand in his pocket.
I did not see it. I was coming in and my hands were up and he was on one knee, and he put his hand in his pocket and came out with something and swung it at my head.
It was not a fist. It was a fist with something on it.
Silver.
It caught me on the shoulder and the pain went through me like a nail and I went down.
Silver. He had silver knuckles in his pocket and he had put them on in the dark.
"Get up," he said. "Wren, get up."
I could not get up. The silver was on my shoulder and the mark was under it and the whole of my arm was burning and my wolf was screaming in my chest.
Dale stood over me with the silver on his hand and his face gray and his eyes wet.
"I am sorry," he said. "I am sorry. Get up."
I put my good hand in the snow and pushed.
My wolf would not get up. She was down on her belly in my chest and she would not get up.
But I was not my wolf.
I got to my feet.
I got to my feet with my left arm hanging and the silver burn on my shoulder and Dale in front of me with the knuckles on his hand, and I put my right fist into his face.
He went back.
I hit him again. And again. And again. I hit him in the jaw and in the cheek and in the eye and I did not stop and the pack was screaming and the silver was burning and my wolf was up on her feet behind my ribs and pushing.
Dale put the knuckles up and I caught his wrist and twisted it and the knuckles came off and I put my knee into his chest and he went down.
He lay on the ground with his face in the snow and did not get up.
I stood over him.
"Yield," I said.
He did not answer.
"Yield," I said again.
He lifted his head. His face was bleeding and his eye was closing and he looked at me for a long moment.
"I yield," he said.
The square went quiet.
And then it did not go quiet. It went the other way. It went up. It was a roar and a stamping and a sound that went out of the square and down the co-op road and up the ridge.
I stood in the middle of it with my arm hanging and my shoulder burning and Dale on the ground at my feet.
Ada came down the steps.
"The challenge is decided," she said. "Wren Halloran is the Beta of the Palouse Ridge pack."
The pack roared again.
And then Dale got up.
He got up slowly with his hand on his ribs and his face bleeding and he stood in front of me.
"Beta," he said.
"Beta," I said.
"I told you I would not hold back." He looked at the silver in the snow. "I did not tell you I had these. I have had them since 1973 and I have never used them on a wolf in a challenge until tonight." He put his hand on his chest. "I am sorry."
"You will answer for it," I said. "In front of the Alphas."
"I will answer for it." He looked at me. "And there is a thing I have to say to you and I am going to say it in front of the pack because the pack should hear it. The Council is not finished. The chief clerk is in Boise and the Councilman is sitting in that chair with his white beard and his scar and the Council has men in every territory and a register in a vault and a stone in a truck. They are going to come for you before the new moon. Not with a cull order. With an army."
The square went quiet.
"The new moon is in two days," Dale said. "And the Council has two days to stop you."
I looked at the seven Alphas and at the white-bearded Halloran in his chair and at the pack.
"Then we do not wait for them," I said. "We go to Boise tonight."
The whole of the mill yard was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.It was the first of May and the wheat was up and the whole of the east field was green and the whole of the west line was green and the whole of the north field was green.And the whole of the mill was the whole of the keeper's house with the door that closed and the window that opened and the chair by the window and the rug on the floor and the crib in the corner.And in the crib there was a child.She was three months old and she had red hair and amber eyes and she was awake and she was making a sound that was not a word and the whole of her was the whole of the line.I picked her up.“Ilse,” I said. “The whole of the it is the whole of the it.”She made the sound again.And then Elias came in from the yard with his shirt sleeves rolled up and his hair in his eyes and his hands dirty from the fence line.“Wren,” he said. “The whole of the it is
The whole of the circle was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the mark.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the record.The whole of the line went up to the pack house in the morning and the whole of the them came into the Alpha's office and the whole of the them sat down at the long table and the whole of the them had the register and the crates and the whole of the it.The whole of the record was on the table. It was the new record. It was the record of the whole of the packs and it had been bound in leather by Arthur Renn and it had a brass clasp and the whole of it was blank.And it was waiting for the whole of the it.“Alpha,” Arthur Renn said. “The whole of the it is the whole of the record. And the whole of the record is the whole of the line.” He put his hand on the book. “And the whole of the it is going to be written by the whole of the it.”I sat down at the head of the table.“Then write the whole of
The whole of the circle was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the mark.It was not a day and it was not a night and it was not a trial. It was a thing that happened in the circle in the spring with the whole of the line around it and the whole of the ground under it.The whole of the it came at dusk on the first full moon after the trial.The whole of the line came into the circle and the whole of the pack and the whole of the territories and the whole of the east and the whole of the them stood around the flat stone and the whole of the them put their hands on the stone.And then Ada of the north came into the circle.She was old and she had a cane and a shawl and she was the keeper and she had been the keeper for eighty-five years.“Alpha,” she said. “The whole of the it is the whole of the mark.”“The whole of the it is the whole of the mark,” I said.She put the
The whole of the packs was signed and the whole of the line was one and the whole of it was the whole of the ground.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the trial.It was held in the circle in the trees in the spring when the snow was gone and the wheat was up and the whole of the east field was green.The whole of the Council came and the whole of the territories came and the whole of the east came and the whole of the north came and the whole of the line came and the whole of the it was in the east field.And in the middle of the circle there was a table and seven chairs and the whole of the Alphas of the whole of the packs sat in the chairs.I sat in the middle chair with Ilse in my arms and Elias beside me.And in front of the table there was a wolf.It was Silas and he was in a gray coat and his hands were tied and his face was gray and the whole of him was the whole of the it.“Silas,” I said.“Alpha,” he said.“The whole of the it is the whole of the trial,” I said. “
The whole of the circle roared and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the whole of the it.The Alpha of the Alphas stood on the flat stone with his staff in his hand and the whole of him was the whole of the it."Alpha," he said. "The whole of the it is the whole of the line and the whole of the line is the whole of the ground and the whole of the ground is the whole of the territories." He put his staff on the stone. "And the whole of the territories is not the whole of the Council and the whole of the Council is not the whole of the territories. The whole of the territories is the whole of the line."I stood in the circle."The whole of the it is the whole of the line," I said."The whole of the it is the whole of the line," the Alpha of the Alphas said. "And the whole of the line is the whole of the packs." He put his hand on his chest. "And the whole of the packs is going
The whole of the circle was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.And then the wind came up.It came out of the trees and it came across the circle and the whole of the it was not the wind of January and the whole of the it was not the wind of the snow.It was warm and it smelled of pine and cedar and the inside of a cedar chest and the whole of it was the whole of the it.I stood on the flat stone with Ilse in my arms.And then I heard it.It was a voice and it was quiet and it came out of the wind and the whole of it was the whole of the it.It said: Wren.I stood in the circle.“Mama,” I said.The whole of the circle was silent.And then the voice came again.It said: I am sorry.I sat down on the flat stone.“Mama,” I said.The voice came out of the wind and the whole of it was warm.It said: I did the whole of the it the wrong way. I kept the whole of the it in a box and I paid the rent and I kept you out of t







