Mag-log inLian's POV
I felt intense pain in my stomach. My hands clutched it tightly, and I didn’t have the strength to fight back. My vision blurred, and I closed my eyes. The next moment, when I opened them, sunlight reached my eyes, making it hard to keep them open. I blinked a few times and sat up, realizing I was lying on the road. I looked around, there was no one nearby. When I glanced at myself, I saw my clothes torn and my body covered in injuries. Just as I was about to stand, I heard snickering from the forest. I turned toward the trees. Four guys, sons of the betas, stepped out. They were wearing the uniforms of our pack’s academy. A chill ran down my spine when I noticed blood around me. My pants were torn, and dried blood coated my thighs, it had flowed from my buttocks. No… no, what I was thinking couldn’t have happened. Josh was the one who had done this. Then a wave of memory rushed back, how I had woken up last night when Josh had his way with me. When he was done, he had left in his car, leaving me there in that position. Then another car had pulled up, and those four guys came out. They had done things to me… that was when I had passed out. My whole body trembled. “You bastards,” I cursed. They moved toward me, a phone in one of their hands, showing me a video of what they had done to me. “You have such a good body. We didn’t stop almost all night. And you know what? If you tell anyone, we’ll leak this video on the pack’s online page. If you don’t want that, keep your mouth shut,” one of them said. After looking at me with those disgusting eyes, they got into their car and drove off. I glanced around. My body ached, even my wolf was angry, but there was nothing I could do in this situation. I removed my shirt and wrapped it around my waist since my pants were torn. Pain coursed from my face to my whole body as I started walking toward my house through the pack’s territory. “Look at him! Where is he going, coming back like this?” a whisper reached my ears. “I always knew he was weird, being a guy with such a small body. And now he’s spreading his legs for anyone? He’s sick. What if his illness spreads to our boys?” another added. They were saying I was ill. Couldn’t they see I was forced into this? I clenched the shirt tied around my waist, keeping my eyes on the ground. With weak steps, I finally reached home. As I opened the door, my father, my stepmother, and Arin, my stepbrother, were standing there. “What did you do last night?” my father shouted. He could see my condition, yet all he did was glare at me. “You are nothing but a stain on our name!” Arin hugged my father’s arm. “Dad, calm down. Look at Lian, his whole body shows how much he likes taking men. He’s really ill. How can he like another guy when he only likes himself? It’s disgusting,” Arin said, his eyes filled with disgust as they stared at me. “Are you blind? Can’t you see what condition I’m in? Does it look like I enjoyed this? Why don’t you go and get fucked too?” I spat out. My father rushed forward and slapped me across the face. Blood filled my mouth from the impact. I scoffed. “I really thought you would change, that you’d start loving me again like before. But no, you didn’t change. Instead, you’ve been hating me more and more. I hate you too. You despise me,” I said, retreating to my room. After going inside, I first went to the bathroom to wash myself. The water stung my body. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I burst into tears. My whole body was covered in bruises and injuries. I sat there crying, wondering why this happened to me, why it had to be me. Why does the Moon Goddess hate me so much? First, she created me as a cursed one who would never shift in my entire life. I’m not better than humans, it’s just that I can see the difference between shifters and humans. The Moon Goddess… she has been playing with me all this time. If she didn’t like me, she shouldn’t have created me at all. After taking a bath, I came back to my room. Just then, I heard a knock on the door. When I opened it, I saw my father standing there with my stepmother. The moment I saw them, they suddenly covered my face with a sack. I panicked and threw my fists, but they grabbed me tightly. I didn’t know where they were taking me, but it felt like they were planning to kill me. It’s okay. I have endured enough. Maybe it’s time for me to say goodbye. Something was shoved into my mouth. I couldn’t shout because my mouth was stuffed with a rag. “We don’t have any relationship with Lian anymore. You can banish him from the pack,” my father said. “Do not let anyone know what happened last night. If you do this, today you will get your rank back,” another voice said. It was Josh’s voice. Don’t tell me they are banishing me quietly just to get their rank back. My father is trash. Tears streamed down my face. After a while, the sack was removed from my head, and the rag was taken out of my mouth. My vision was still blurry. I blinked a few times and realized I was inside a car trunk. Josh’s assistant stood in front of me. He pulled me out and threw me onto the ground. That was when I saw the sign, Blood Pack Border Path. The Blood Pack is our enemy pack. Many members of our pack who went there were slaughtered. Before I could even process anything, Josh’s assistant got into his car and drove away. I was all alone. On both sides of the road was dense jungle. With great effort, I stood up. My whole body was still in pain. Without wasting any more time, I started walking toward the Blood Pack’s border path. I had heard it was a very large pack. From this jungle path, one could directly reach their territory.Lian's POV Hearing my shout, they all looked at me, and quickly Jack and the others left Josh and came to stand by my side.I was standing there when the old man rushed to his son."Son, are you alright? Are you okay? Everything is fine, right? Please look at me, son. You’re going to be fine soon."The old man looked shocked and worried, his face pale with fear for his son.But then, more cars arrived, and I thought, Now whose cars are these?From those cars, Andrew’s people stepped out. Seeing them, I felt a rush of relief—yes, his people had finally come. This was exactly what I wanted. They all had guns in hand and immediately suppressed Josh’s father’s people. Josh was still alive, unharmed.I went to him."Josh, do you remember what you did to me? You banished me from the pack for no reason, just because I refused to let you touch me. But now, when you find out that I was a blessed person, you call me back… You’re such a snake, you know."Hearing me, his father grew furious. He
Lian's POV As he was driving the car, I quickly sat up and started messing with the steering wheel. I turned it in another direction, causing the car to swerve somewhere else.I really thought we were going to crash into the trees, but somehow, he managed to control the car. Then he pulled a gun from his pocket and pointed it at me.“Lian, don’t move! Don’t you know how dangerous this is? Do you want to die this early? And did you… sleep with that guy who came here claiming to be your boyfriend?”I knew why he was asking about Jack, he wanted to find out if anyone else had gotten the same privilege he had from me.I didn’t answer. Instead, I shouted in anger, “Stop the car, you psycho! If you want to die or run away, do it yourself! Don’t make things harder for me!”There was only so much anger he could suppress, and now it was spilling over because of me. His fury was getting out of control. He stopped the car and pulled the trigger, as if he was about to shoot me.“Listen, I will k
Lian's POV "Lian, you are a blessed person just like me. I was also blessed, and that era was a royal era. It was the 18th century, but now everything is changing, isn’t it? Some things, however, never change. Do you know why? When someone realizes they could gain everything just by being with us, everyone prepares to do terrible things to force us. Things happened to me. At first, I thought everything would be fine."“I married the Alpha of the pack. He gained power and wealth, but he began to neglect me as he rose day by day. He started to ignore me, and eventually his brother forced me. Not just his brother, all the people of the royal family did horrible things to me. I couldn’t do anything. But then I realized that anyone who forced me, and whom I didn’t feel anything for, ended up with poison in their body.”“Every time they forced me, the poison spread in their body, as if my body became poisonous the moment they tried. And it’s the same for you. Your body will become poisonou
Lian's POV"Honey, let’s leave from here. We didn’t do anything, and Josh can’t do this to us. We’ll talk to the Alpha of the pack."That damn woman still didn’t understand the situation she was in. Always trying to act clever, always thinking she could control everything. She was the one who ruined half my life, so of course, this needed to be entertaining.I glanced at the bodyguards standing behind."You guys, come here." I signaled them, and they stepped forward. "Hit that woman. Slap her, on her cheeks. Keep going until I tell you to stop."At my order, the guards hesitated for a second and looked at Josh. He stood there, watching us. Then he nodded.That was all they needed.Slap after slap echoed through the room. Again and again. Blood started to trickle from her mouth. When my father tried to stop them, one of the guards restrained him.Well… he deserved that too.The woman eventually collapsed to the floor, yet the guards didn’t stop. Her cheeks turned red, then swollen, her
Lian's POV I was waiting when the car door suddenly opened, and I saw Josh sitting inside. He was smiling so much I could hardly believe it, it was like the same person I used to know before. But still, I just turned my head away."Lian, what do you want to eat? If you want anything, just tell me. I’ll get it for you. You know I can do anything for you. You know that, right, babe?”Look at him, pretending to be all lovey-dovey now. He may have had a bad past, but I let it slide. Let’s live in the present, I guess. I glanced at him."Yeah, I need something, but it might sound ridiculous. Will you still do it?" I asked.His eyes lit up, and he signaled the driver to start moving. Then he leaned toward me, waiting for my answer."Um, can you… banish my parents from the pack? Not just banish, I want you to torture them. You know how they treated me before; I still have some trauma from that. If you do this for me, then I’ll marry you. This includes Arin, I don’t know where he is, but he’
Lian's POV "Hello, sir," I said."Hello, who is this?" Jack replied. Of course, it was an unknown number, so he would respond like that."Sir, it’s me, Lian. I wanted to inform you that I won’t be coming back to the academy because I’ve returned to my pack. So I won’t be coming."Saying that, I pretended to hang up the call, but I didn’t. "Here, your phone, Josh," I said, then hung up before handing it to him. He took it and slid it directly into his pocket without even checking the number. I knew now my plan had worked, they could track my location from the number alone. This was something I did for my safety.And then I started looking ahead at that scene. He was doing something with my blood, but we could only see his back; whatever he was doing on the table, we couldn’t see."Who is he? Is he a mage?" I asked Josh.He nodded. "He’s not fully a mage, but he’s a hybrid; his mother was a mage. But he can still do some magic. And he’s very useful, you know, he’s my uncle."Oh, so th
Lian's POV “You’re leaving already, Lian?” Jack asked as I walked up and stood in front of him. I glanced up.“Yes. Our classes just ended, you only announced it now. And I’m kind of hungry, so I’m going to grab something to eat,” I replied.I was really hungry. Maybe it was because I danced earli
Lian's POV Well, I couldn’t say she wasn’t cool, he was, but I didn’t like her at all. It’s not good to like everyone who comes in front of your eyes.But I can’t judge anyone. I glanced to my left, Vida was standing there, panting.“Are you okay, Vida?” I asked.“I’m good, just tired. Let me take
Lian's POV The sound of a door opening reached my ears, jolting me awake. I must have fallen asleep without even realizing it. I sat up and switched on the light, and when I glanced ahead, I saw Nick closing the door.I grabbed my phone and checked the time. It was already midnight. He was coming
Lian's POV The way Andrew suddenly started driving made my heart race. Who were those people? The moment he saw them, Andrew panicked and drove off immediately. “Do you know them?” I asked.“No. They… they’re my enemies. They probably found out that I’m here without guards. That’s why they’ve co







