CASS "I can't do this! I'd rather fail in class than do this nonsense!" Hindi ko na napigilan ang pagbulyaw habang pilit na pinipiga ang utak kung paano ko sisimulan ang aking research introduction. Mahina ang utak ko pagdating sa mga school papers. Forte ko lang ata ang mahalin si Zeke angel ko. Kung pagmamahal ata ang magiging basehan ng grading system ay magiging valedictorian of the class ako. Kaso hindi eh kaya't pilit kong idinuduko ang ulo ko malapit sa papel na nakapatong sa library table habang pinupukpok ang ball point ng ballpen sa sentido. The typical manner of a person when deeply thinking. Nasa kalagitnaan ako nang malalim na pag-iisip nang biglang dumaan ang bulto ni Zeke sa harapan mismo ng lamesa kaya't awtomatiko akong napatayo at sumigaw. "Zeke!" Sa sobrang tuwa ay hindi ko na namalayang nasa loob ako ng silid-aklatan at buong buo ang boses na sumigaw. Agad na nakuha ang pansin ng mga nasa paligid ko. Tiyak ang iba roon ay gumagawa rin ng intro at kung hindi ay
CASS"This should do it." Chad said then handed me the paper containing the introduction he made for my research.The very next day after that call, Chad asked me a lot about it since he needed my plans on how am I going to conduct it. Afterwards, he started telling me the right and concise way of writing the first part of my paper. I am very thankful that he did not ignored my callback last night. Buti na lang at hindi sya nagtampo nang matindi sa akin."Thank you so much Chad! You saved my life!" I even placed my palm in my chest and then I let out a heavy breath na para bang nabunutan ako ng malaking tinik sa dibdib. He suddenly chuckled at my reaction then he put down the pen on the table, "You're being exaggerated." He then gave a genuine smile he never did before.This is the very first moment we had this kind of talk. Masyado ko kasi talagang inilalayo ang sarili ko kay Chad. I never thought hanging out with him can be cool because I am always fantasizing how romantic would it
CASS I was about to stand and leave when I heard a very loud thud on the table that caught my attention. Nakita kong nakatayo na si Chad habang nakapatong sa ibabaw ng lamesa ang dalawang kamao at igting-ang bagang nakatingin sa akin. “Chad, my son—” “What’s your problem, Cassidy?” For the very first time, I was yelled like a criminal being confronted by a brutal policeman. Chadler was breathing heavily as his shoulders move up and down in a fast pace. He was already scary when calm but way worse when mad. “Again Cass, what’s wrong with you?” “Enough Chad! I won’t allow you yelling my daughter in front of me!” Napatayo na rin si mommy-bear habang dinuduro si Chad to defend me like what mothers really do. I am completely scared and terrified. “I can’t believe this!” He even shook his head in disbelief before violently pushing his chair backwards and stormed out of the dining room. “I’m sorry about my son’s attitude. Even I didn’t see it coming. I’m so sorry, Cass sweetie.” Tita
ZEKE “Zeke oh. Para sayo.” I was only thirteen when she started courting me. I already turned her down when she said she liked me but here she is right now. She had always been the bar-headed woman I know and I appreciated her persistence secretly. “Do I look like gay for you to give me flowers?” I replied with the usual fake bored tone. She never gave me flowers before and the bouquet of white tulips looked so fresh. I declined the offer but not because I think its gay. I want to take her gifts, but I just couldn’t do it. The school bell suddenly rang as it erased my thoughts about her. My jaw and abdomen is still excruciating as if Chad’s knuckles are still pressed in my skin. I already excused myself in two subjects so I need to go back. I am not a fan of cramming. “Dito ka muna dito Mr. Trevoir at dumudugo pa ang labi mo.” The nurse ordered as she stood infront of me while carrying her clipboard. I slowly sat up in the clinic bed then I put on my shoes. “I need to go back to
CASS Since my mom was in a good mood after our agreement last night, she allowed me to drive my car instead of our family chauffeur take me to school. Pakiramdam ko tuloy ay nabigyan ako ng labis na kalayaan habang hawak ang manibela ng sasakyan. I screamed while enjoying my way through the car park. My mother never allowed me to drive on my own because she thought that I will be getting used to cutting my classes to hang out withTrixy which is what I was really planning to do before. But not today. I will not let Trixy hop in here yet. As I opened the door and stepped out, some of the students noticed me and was surprised to see that I came out of the driver’s seat. Madalas kasing nag-aabang ang mga estudyante rito sa park sa hindi malamang dahilan kaya’t alam nilang may naghahatid-sundo sa akin. “Mga rich kid nga naman!” ani ng isang estudyante sa kasama habang nakatingin sa sasakyan ko. I just gave my genuine smile at them before flipping my hair to brag even more. This is why
CASS “Argh! No! This is not cool!” Akala ko ay akin na talaga ang kotse ko. I will be the one to decide anything about it and I will be the only one to drive it. Turns out, I am not in full control. Utos ni mommy-bear na si Chad ang magdadrive ngayon kaya’t sirang-sira ang araw ko. “I will be your personal driver for today Cass.” I crossed my arms and snorted annoyingly before I turned my head to the shotgun window grumpily. He just chuckled as a response before I felt him hitting a pedal to make the car drive faster. At the back of my head, I could see my mom trying to look at me intently since I know she would be doing that if they ever saw me acting like this to Chad. Grabe naman kasi eh! Di porke gusto na nila kaming ikasal ni Chad, puwede niya ng gamitin mga gamit ko! I’m still single and I should be enjoying it! “But I wanna drive! I want to drive my baby!” I bursted out and yelled at him like a child having tantrums, but just laughed while still holding the steering wheel.
CASS “Why the hell are you acting like this to me Cassidy? What have I done to you?” My mouth hanged open as I looked at his fiery eyes and his darkened face. I was left dumbfounded but when I finally realized what he said, rage started building up in my system. “Get out Zeke.” Malamig kong utos dito bago siya tinitigan nang matalim habang pilit na kinokontrol na wag sumabog sa sobrang galit. “Answer me first!” “I said get the hell out of my fucking car right now!” I snapped. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko at napabulyaw dahil talagang hindi ito nagpatinag. I cannot believe him! After all of my pain and sacrifices, he was still clueless why I’m in pain! Hindi niya man lang ba naalala kung gaano siya kagago at kung paano niya ako trinato na parang basura? “I don’t fucking want to! What are you gonna do about it?” paghahamon nito sa akin na para bang sigurado siyang hinding-hindi ko siya kayang saktan. Well, not today jerk. With that, I opened the car door then I went out an
CASS “Go left.” Akala ko ay alam ko na ang lahat tungkol kay Zeke, pero ngayon ko lang nalaman na meron pa pala siyang ilalala. He also knew how to blackmail! Noon ay ginagawa ko ang mga bagay sa kanya nang bukal sa kalooban ko pero ngayon, talagang sapilitan na ang pagkontrol niya sa akin which was really too much. “Why do I feel like you’re pointing at the exact direction of my house?” tanong ko rito nang mapagtanto kong dinadala niya talaga ako pauwi. I don’t recall any condominiums near where we live so it was strange. I gave him a fast glance before I looked back at the road before I heard him sighed. “I just remembered, I forgot my keys at Devina’s mansion.” What the freaking hell? So talagang tinuturo niya sa akin ang daan pauwi sa bahay namin? Aba’t ang gagong to? “Why didn’t you tell me?” “I just told you right? Now take me to your house ‘cause I’m really sleepy.” My mouth hanged open. Sa sobrang bigla ay napaapak agad ako sa preno nang mariin kaya’t marahas kaming n