So Negan knew that Keegan was behind the attack. Rae could only stare at him with her eyes wide. She thought that he didn't have any clue about that. It confused her even more because it didn't explain why he was accusing her of Kara's death. Did he know she was with Keegan this entire time? Was that why?Negan drummed his fingers against the tabletop. He did so absentmindedly. Rae watched him do it with a tense body. Her mind was racing. She didn't know what the right move was. Tell him about Keegan? She couldn't do that. It didn't matter what he said. It wasn’t much of a choice that he was giving her. He had changed overnight. He wasn’t even the grieving man she saw beside Kara’s grave. In his eyes, she saw all his hatred. He was thirsty for revenge. “Still not talking, are you?” he said, tilting his head. Looking at his face, she wondered what the hell she ever saw in him. “I didn’t do it,” she finally said. “I didn’t kill Kara.”“That’s not what I asked you,” he saids sharply
Two days had passed. When Rae arrived at StonePaw, she couldn't see herself staying long-term. She didn't know how things would work out but she knew for sure that she would soon leave and be able to reunite with Keegan, that was if she ever found him. She didn't expect to be locked in the bedroom at the end of the hall for two days. The thought never crossed her mind. They weren't starving her, at least. That was the one positive thing. She was given meals thrice a day, as normal. She didn't have much appetite but starving herself wasn't a solution. So she ate the food she was given and drank the water. The wait was torturous, though. Nobody spoke to her. She wasn't informed of anything. Did Negan intend to keep her until Keegan showed up? Did he really believe that she had the answer to all his questions? Even if her life depended on it, she wouldn't be able to tell him where he was. She had no idea. She didn't even know where she would find him when she was released. Or should sh
"What do you want from me?" Rae asked. "What could you possibly want? Why do you want me to stay here?"Negan continued staring at her. He didn't explain himself for a good few seconds. She was beginning to wonder if he had dissociated from his body somehow. His silence was concerning. He then said, "I need someone to help me rule this pack while I busy myself looking for my mate's murderer."Rae scoffed and stepped back. She was genuinely afraid. "You aren't suggesting that we—.""Mate?" he finished for her. "No, I'm not. I'm not interested in mating with you. I don't believe that I will ever find another mate in this life. I can't bring myself to love another. Kara was everything to me. A sort of me has died with her."She gulped. "So what are you suggesting? Speak plainly.""I want you to be the unofficial Luna. I want you to help me keep this place in order. I am not blind to my flaws. I know I'm falling apart. I'm losing it. I need someone whom I can give orders to, a female I ca
He entered the room quickly and closed the door carefully so it wouldn't slam or make much noise. Rae watched him in disbelief. She couldn't believe that he was standing right in front of her. Keegan. Her Keegan. In StonePaw. When Negan was in his office, still awake. With wolf guards. He turned to face her but didn't touch her. He didn't even say a word to her. He was searching her eyes with his in the dark, breathing heavily and harshly like he had run a marathon. Her heart shattered into many pieces. She felt the momentary pain followed by a sweet relief that was bigger than the room they were in. “Rae,” he breathed out. The urge to run to him kicked her in the gut. She opened her arms wide and lunged. He caught her swiftly and effortlessly. Her feet weren’t touching the ground. He held her close and tight, his face buried into the crook of her neck. She shuddered deeply and held him like she was terrified of letting go, like her life depended on it. The room was spinning but w
Rae woke up feeling lonely and broken. It was a horrible feeling. She couldn't even breathe. She turned on her side and felt like she would retch. She opened her mouth and inched closer to the edge of the bed so her head was right above the floor but nothing came. Her nausea was spiritual, not physical. She lay on her back and stared at the ceiling. Her clothes were clinging to her body. She was anxious the whole night and didn't sleep well. She strained her ears to hear something but the house was silent. She feared that Keegan had been caught. If he had, would she have known by now? She didn't know. She couldn't be sure. All that was said was still being processed. She would need a lot of time to come to terms with everything and accept the ugly truth. And boy, was it ugly. Keegan killing Kara was still something she couldn't envision clearly even though he had admitted to what he did. It was an ugly and brutal scene. Negan's rage made sense to her. She would have felt the same w
Rae didn't know where to start. She woke up extra early, just in case. She showered and changed into the clothes that were in the closet. They didn't look or smell like her sister's so she assumed they weren't. There were many females about, undoubtedly. She still hadn't seen one that wasn't a guard. She left the bedroom and saw no guards by the door. She suddenly realized how easily it would have been to escape, hence why Keegan got in so easily. Negan was probably commanding everyone to search for Keegan and the few able wolves that stayed behind had other duties to perform, not just to watch her. Anyway, she couldn't escape. She walked down the corridor quietly. It was six in the morning and she assumed that most of the wolves were still asleep. She didn't hear a sound. She walked down the long corridor and searched her mind for a clue. She had been here before. Where was the kitchen? Outside or on the other side of the house? She would have to find out on her own. Rae found
Hours had passed. Rae knew that agreeing to that plan was a bad idea. She couldn’t forget that Keegan had suggested she stayed for some time, but it was just until he ended the fight or in this case, found some place for her to stay. She didn’t know where the place was but it would be much better than StonePaw. But she had to admit that the female was right in something; she had an opportunity to help Keegan. If Negan started trusting her than she would hear bits and pieces of information that would help him perhaps evade an attack or even win the whole fight for StonePaw. She couldn’t be that selfish. Her conscience wouldn’t allow her. So she got up once more in the afternoon and tried to look busy. She didn’t see Negan but she saw the occasional wolf glance her way. Negan’s spies? Maybe. She knew there would be someone reporting back to him about her duties. She didn’t see Keegan’s friend again and for that she was actually thankful. She couldn’t stand the way she looked at her.
The letter was from Negan. Her shoulders slumped. For an instant, she thought it would be from Keegan stating that he wanted to meet her somewhere. It would have changed her mood completely. But it was just a letter from Negan saying he wanted to see her. Why send a letter when he could send a guard to fetch her?His behavior was concerning and suspicious. She saw a different side of home everyday. She thought before that she knew him well but the hard truth was that she didn’t have a clue about who he was. She was delusional before, blinded by an admiration that was unfounded. She saw an attractive face and associated everything beautiful, good, and perfect with him. To her, Negan was a flawless creature. It was only after the bitter betrayal that she realized that she was the problem all along and not him. If she had kept her eyes open, she would have seen everything she needed to see. Rae straightened her spine and left the bedroom. She practically marched out. She would see wha