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The wind is blowing through my hair, the guy whose name is Storm, is driving like this is his last ride, and I love it. I'm glad I didn't chicken out, and gladder that I'm going to have a hot bath and hot meal when we arrive at this Clubhouse, he told me about. He said I'm one of them now. Storm said that I’ll never have to be hungry again. It’s crazy that I agreed, but his brown kind eyes told me he was certain that he’ll take care of me and I believe him. For the first time, I believe someone besides my mother and It's stupid, I know. But somehow, I feel lighter. I've never felt lighter, ever. I didn't get to see Falon’s boyfriend nicely, but the guy is tall and imposing. I'm scared of him. When his gaze tracked me from across the road at Lazers I just wanted to wither under his scrutiny. He probably thought I didn't notice but I did. I watched him from the corner of my eyes as he stood across the road surrounded by his people. He was staring at me, and it made me feel like he was a hunter and I, his prey. Doesn't he know that prey never wants to get caught? But Storm has a warmth that I choose to trust. I saw interest spark in his gaze, it wasn't sexual but more curiosity and then understanding, when I asked, “Do I have to hold you and shit?” I Inked that down to a good thing. He didn't mask his face, he didn't look down on me, but showed me that he understood. And I knew I'd be safe with him. Truth is, I was hungry and cold, so fucking cold. After I saved the girl, and her boyfriend swiped the gun, something told me that I was going to have to go with these people, even if Falon hadn't insisted. There was no way her boyfriend was leaving me. I was going willing or not. I had a choice to make, I could go willingly and get treated well or I could go by force, and they’ll spit on me and treat me like crap. I chose the logical route, willingly, and I'm glad, especially since this guy named Storm is taking me on a ride of my life. We stop at a gas station, about sixty miles away from Washington D.C. The bikes all park in one of the four gas lines. My arms are still snug around Storm’s waist, my legs shaky and itchy. I can just imagine what people in cars must be thinking seeing all these big machines moving together. I wonder if it keeps them up at night? The lights in the garage are bright, even with the helmet on. I've never been out at night, normally I'm out cold by now, or somewhere hidden. There's this weird feeling to it, I can't even explain it. These bikers are obviously naturals to the call of the night. I watch Falon and her boyfriend climb off his motorcycle together and head for the garage shop hand in hand. My stomach grumbles at the thought of what they going to buy, reminding me I haven't eaten since this morning. I lost out on that hot meal now. Guess I'm just going to have to stick it out until I get to this Clubhouse. After our tank is filled, Storm taps my thigh causing me to jerk, and my heart rate to spike. I don't like it when men touch me. I don't like it when they touch my thighs especially. I want to run. My instincts are telling me to jump off, but my brain is telling me stay, they aren't a danger to me. There are too many witnesses for Storm to do anything. I start shaking and Storm immediately gets off the motorcycle. My body starts to shiver, vision darkening. I focus on his helmet coming off his head. I watch his stubble jaw and thick brows covering his light brown gaze. There's a twinkle that is close to a smile tugging his lips as his eyes dance in humor. “I don't like to be touched.” I croak pulling the helmet off. As force of habit, I slip my hood over my head. It's going to be a hard habit to break when I get to their Clubhouse. Let's hope they don't mind it too much.Killer For years I have tried and failed many things, sometimes I have forgotten my roles of executioner, killer and replaced it with selfish brother, son, and friend. I haven’t always seen through the faults of others, or believed in my radar of danger. I made many mistakes in my lifetime, but not as many as this. Listening to Dexter, Diamond and my wife spin their tale, I agree with Brandon. There were too many holes in the story, but they weren’t difficult to put together once you understood the history. I’m staring at Sienna, and it’s a shame I have known her for so long, without ever questioning the history behind it all. She doesn’t like my eyes on her, it makes her uncomfortable. I wait patiently until the others go to their respective places. Once I’m sure, they all dispersed, and the cleaners arrived. I get closer to her. I pull her arm again, beckoning her toward me, her body closer to me as I need, but I don’t flinch as her breast crushes against my chest. “I i
Sienna “Let’s say Sartini wasn’t too fond of his wife’s affair with a snitch. He told a few people he thought he could trust about her pregnancy. After she died he presumed the baby died too, but she didn’t. The doctor who helped deliver the baby sold the information to the Bratva, who told Allan. Allan put two and two together. Found out it was his kid and snatched her from the mother. No one thought to look too hard at the time apart from my dad and Marcus. By the time they did, Allan managed to make it look as if she died.” “But that doesn’t explain Sienna’s erratic behavior.” Brandon speaks up and I tighten my jaw. “No it doesn’t, but understanding everything will give you guys a better picture of how screwed we all are. Especially you guys, because you just collateral.” Killer stands up, and I watch him attentively as he goes to the glass canister filled with whiskey and pours himself a stiff drink. I noticed he did that yesterday too. “Continue Sienna.” Kylie looks
Sienna “I should be asking you that,” I respond, looking at her from head to toe. She was tough, I give her that, but tough or not, I’ve seen many people die even by my own hand and it still shook me up. “No, I won’t be alright until you guys tell us everything, so this shit never happens again. How the hell did they even manage to get through the dogs?” “I know this guy, he was here a month ago, the dogs must’ve sensed him as a familiar person, it happens.” Wyatt bends down looking at the dead guy with a bullet in his throat. I cringe at the sight of the blood. David walks in, “They’ll be here in about an hour, it gives the trio enough time to tell us what the fuck was that, I haven’t even got elected as President and this is the second bullet someone tries to kill me with.” “Yeah, it’s about damn time someone tells us what the fuck we’re doing here.” Snake's anger is understandable. They were chasing flies without knowing where they came from. We make our way to lounge, everyo
Sienna“You know Taytay, the world only listens to the listenable. Let’s not talk out.” Since the day I met Diamond our lives were entangled. I was bound by my honor even though she never had any for me. She must’ve known Sienna was Taylor but just chose to pretend otherwise. It was the lie she spun to herself. I never questioned why, but Kylie and Killer were right, I spent too long protecting her at any cost, I forgot all the chaos it insured for others.“We can't keep doing this,” I say, “I never understood the etiquette of love but I always understood the rawness of it.”“What are you saying Taylor? Please, don’t.” Diamond doesn't look at me and ,for the first time since I met her I admit the hurtful truth, “We aren't blood, but it never deterred my feelings for you, you are my sister, but now I have a kid and a husband. A family. I have to put them first. I can't do this.”“I never asked you to do different. All you had to do was keep some stuff to yourself. Once we find the F
Sienna There are so many things to say in a short moment. But words don’t fall out of our mouth when that moment comes. Sometimes it gets stuck. “Because you selfishly put everyone in danger. Not once did you stop and think. You don’t think about the repercussions of your decisions, just your own selfish destination. It’s always about you.” “It wasn’t going to be easy to find out if the Frankfurts were alive or not, so I made a decision. And yes I pissed off a lot of people, and some got hurt, more than others, but in the end it wasn’t just Diamond I was protecting. I never asked you to come here, or to even be here. I am capable of making my own choices and figuring things out for myself.” “A selfish one, you should have come to me. I’m your husband, what ever happened to ‘till death do we part?’” “And in death we did, Sienna Bray died Killer, this is me.” “Yeah she did, because I don’t even recognize you.” He leaves, and I slide my back against the wall as the tears
killer She turns her back to me, and I watch her as she grabs a hold of the brush from the dresser. “You pissed a lot of people off when you got shot, you have the Cartel on your back, the Frankfurt’s and maybe the Demarco’s if you aren’t careful. My reasons are my own, don’t make too much of it, it’ll only lead to disappointment. But I have to say, for a liar, you sure know how to secure your safety.” She turns around with the spiked brush in her hand, her eyes narrowing, in that way of hers that no surgery can hide. “When I was younger, I thought I could figure it all out, and everything would be alright. I saw my window of opportunity and took it, didn’t expect the first guy I ever loved would’ve stabbed me in the back.” “First guy? Really? Is that why fucked my family up their asses. Is that your idea of first life?” “I never fucked your family, I fucked over Beggar. She’s not your family.” “Our understanding of family is different, and by selling Beggar out Sie







