Beggar
He watches me while I slip my hair under my hood. “Ok, no touching, got it, you want a bite?” “Yes, something cold. I'm waiting for that hot meal you promised me.” It's true. He bursts out laughing, and I can feel the change in atmosphere. Years on the street teaches you something that no amount of training ever will, A sixth sense. When we parked, the other bikers were easy and calm, now the tension is thick in the air, and all the biker's eyes are on us. I drop my head, Storm notices it and he turns his back to me. I look up and instantly catch Falon’s boyfriend watching me. Storm walks a few steps, then spins around opening his arms, “Well? You wanna eat or what?” I swivel my head to face him fully. A small smile paints my lips realizing he’s talking to me, and quickly I run after him, “I never say no to food!” He laughs again as we enter the garage shop with Falon and her boyfriend in tow. I don't stare at either of them, even though with my hood covering most of my face I could and they wouldn't even know. Storm gets a basket, “Help yourself girl.” I smile under my hoody, and start putting chips and two sandwiches in the basket, mindful that I shouldn’t push my luck. I snap a can of coke from the shelf. My hand on a second for Storm. “What's your name?” Someone asks me and that voice makes my pulse speed up, and freezes me in place. He's talking to me, it's not Storm, it's the boyfriend. I don't know what to say, how to answer without lying. If there's one thing I like to do, it's lie. I'm a good one too. I know they wouldn't believe what I say but I got to buy myself time and say something. They’ll let me go if they trust me, and if I'm lucky I could get a few nights of sleep at their Clubhouse maybe even a job or some shit. I did save that girl’s life. And a fresh start is something I needed for a long time. “What's yours?” My question is meant to get him to shut it. He surprises me at how quickly he answers, “Zero, now your turn.” I glance at Storm and put the coke in the cart. He sees my shaking hands and sends a death glare to Zero, who hasn't looked away from me. It unnerves me, the heat of his stare blistering, still I won't face him. I don't want to. I don't want to put a face to the guy who has me riddled in fear. “Don't you have a name, something?” Why won't he drop it? Just leave it alone, I want to scream at him. Why is he trying to get a reaction out of me?! Why must he look at me like that? I can feel it. I don't need to see him. I want to hide behind Storm, even though I barely know the man. The biker’s insistence is tempting me to tell him something mean and hurtful but I bite my tongue. Instead I put one of the pudding things I see on top of the sandwich shelf into his basket, mindful that it's four dollars and walk the two steps to stand next to Storm. I sneak a glance at Storm who is quiet and sending very hateful glances to his supposed to be brother. Zero doesn't move away, he’s not liking my silence. It's only after a tense minute that he seems to listen to Storm’s unspoken words and drops it by flying past us. Falon is behind him, and gives me a sad smile before she follows the guy who I still haven't looked at. “If you don't want any more of that.” Storm tilts his head to the couple, “I suggest you figure out a name for yourself before we get to Kanla. We about eighteen hours away. We should get there about nine tomorrow evening, we’ll stop in the next four hours or so for the night.” “Where about is that?” “Eighty miles out Houston.” I dry whisper, “I'm going to Texas.” His eyes sparkle when he starts filling the basket with more sandwiches and cans. “Yeah, Kanla isn't well known. We moved from Houston to Kanla, 3 years back. The town was getting run down by a gang of drug dealers. We brought them down and took the turf for our own. The plan was to go back to Houston but the town was so welcome and shit. And we needed a place to stay that wasn't so central and gave us proper privacy. With a population of around 2 thousand, Kanla seemed perfect. The 9 of us left Houston and started our own Chapter in Kanla. You gonna love the place. You gotta meet Rounder and Killer when we get there first though, but after that I’ll introduce you properly to the others.” I walk on in front of him when he quietens, not sure what to say to that. These bikers are clearly dangerous but Storm is growing on me. No one has ever spoken to me so much besides my mother, and she's dead now. I'm anxious to get to Kanla, more so than them. I can't wait to get that bath. Gosh, I wonder how hot the water is going to be?! And the food, are they going to cook meat? My mouth waters, and for the next 10 minutes or so, I'm in my own little world. I don't let it bother me when the lady standing behind Storm and I, moves a few steps away from me, I know I smell. And I don't let it bother me when the male cashier sends me a reproachful look. I'm too busy in my own world, my mind firmly on what my first hot meal is going to be.Zero The loose denim jeans she’s wearing hangs low on her hip bone and hides the slope of her body. The curve of her ass though gets the best spotlight. Her hollowed narrow face loses the fight I saw spark in her. “Why are you following me Zero. Haven't you said enough?!” The question is a rhetorical one. I take a step closer to her, and watch as she instinctively wraps her arms around her chest. “You keep walking away from me, what the fuck am I supposed to do?” “Easy, don't follow me. The point of me walking away is to get away, from you.” “You know for a girl who barely spoke a word to me this week and keeps walking away you awfully chatty.” “Well maybe I just have something to say.” Her snarky manner makes me grin as I close the distance between us. “Yeah, well so do I. For starters to answer that earlier q
Zero “Your sisters here, what's up your ass?” I ask him.Killer snickers, “My sister is here dumbass.” He follows the direction Storm went in.“His pride is a bit bruised. Beggar rejected his gifts this morning and hid out with Spade for over two hours in the training room.” Venus shakes her head. “Who does that? She's something.”“Didn't know they were hooking up,” I reply, feigning disinterest but inside I'm fucking boiling with rage. And this is the last thing I need now if my head is going to be clear to find Jade.“Not yet.” She sounds too certain. “How do you know?” The music stops along with the singing as I ask that question. At the same time Venus’s violet knowing gaze settles on me. A small smirk stretches across her face.“Same way I know you’re jealous, observation.” I glare at her and grind my teeth knowing I'm in a rut. Denying Venus’s suspicions or ‘observation’ is like telling Ki
Zero I didn't think I would feel like I was experiencing grief in the form of a woman I've met five days ago walking out my door without a backward glance. I need Beggar and I know she needs me too. I just have to convince her. I planned to go seek her out when I got back and beg for a chance, but all my plans fled to shit when I got the call from Houston and that was that. I hadn't had a chance to think about anything besides finding out who took one of our own. “Who was the first person to know she was missing?” Killer asks Storm from his corner in the room. “Mercy, Jade promised to call her yesterday when she got to Texas City. They were supposed to meet there before joining up with Moscow and Trader somewhere in Sugar land,” Spade adds from behind me. The brother is good friends with Jade. He never claimed her but I know they’ve been sleeping in the same bed for a couple months now.
Zero “Not sure man, spoke to the boys in Mississippi, Loui, Kansas. Dexter even went as far as New York, but we don't wanna be digging in Deno’s turf. He’ll take it as an insult and we might just find ourselves in a cross fire with the Famiglia,” Knight explains. I trust the guy, he’s Italian and a war with Famiglia will put Killer in a tight spot. We can't have that. We're all sitting in the basement. Our mind on one purpose, finding Jade. Either she's been kidnapped or worse, dead. After Beggar fled the room earlier, I destroyed half my bedroom. I was angry at myself for wanting her so bad, for losing control. I was furious with her for stopping me and also for making me this way. And those words, what the fuck was I thinking? I
The child running from behind him and right into me is something I don't. I glance down at the boy. He got the bluest eyes I’ve seen on one other person staring right back at me. His little arms wrap around my waist, “Uncle Kevin is coming, say I'm not here.” You know that moment where everything happens so fast that you don't get a chance to respond, or say anything? Well that's what is happening now. “Aron my man.” Spade walks up from behind me, and I know why. He doesn't want me to hurt the kid. I know he’ll knock me out before I get a chance but there's no need. I love kids. And besides, Bull is standing right here, he could just flick me across the room like a fly and I’ll be lights out. Aron doesn't let go of me though and I smile down at the little boy when he tilts his head to see behind me and his brown
Beggar “71..higher, 72…73...” Ever heard the saying you can take a horse to the water but you can't make it drink? Spade doesn't believe in that saying. I know because he told me over and over and over again. Whenever I'm tired, he pushes. When I can do no more, he forces. Spade believes I'm only a human and if he's there he can sure as fuck make me do it. “81, 82, keep those abs tight we ain't leaving until it's done, 83.” My stomach, neck, back, legs, arms and all the other places I don't know are throbbing, aching as I lift into another curl. Spade is relentless today. ‘It's for your own good’ my ass. My morning started crappy, it's just past 11am and it hasn't gotten better. “92… I don't see those abs tight Beggar.” The sweat drips from my forehead down into my eye.