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He watches me while I slip my hair under my hood. “Ok, no touching, got it, you want a bite?” “Yes, something cold. I'm waiting for that hot meal you promised me.” It's true. He bursts out laughing, and I can feel the change in atmosphere. Years on the street teaches you something that no amount of training ever will, A sixth sense. When we parked, the other bikers were easy and calm, now the tension is thick in the air, and all the biker's eyes are on us. I drop my head, Storm notices it and he turns his back to me. I look up and instantly catch Falon’s boyfriend watching me. Storm walks a few steps, then spins around opening his arms, “Well? You wanna eat or what?” I swivel my head to face him fully. A small smile paints my lips realizing he’s talking to me, and quickly I run after him, “I never say no to food!” He laughs again as we enter the garage shop with Falon and her boyfriend in tow. I don't stare at either of them, even though with my hood covering most of my face I could and they wouldn't even know. Storm gets a basket, “Help yourself girl.” I smile under my hoody, and start putting chips and two sandwiches in the basket, mindful that I shouldn’t push my luck. I snap a can of coke from the shelf. My hand on a second for Storm. “What's your name?” Someone asks me and that voice makes my pulse speed up, and freezes me in place. He's talking to me, it's not Storm, it's the boyfriend. I don't know what to say, how to answer without lying. If there's one thing I like to do, it's lie. I'm a good one too. I know they wouldn't believe what I say but I got to buy myself time and say something. They’ll let me go if they trust me, and if I'm lucky I could get a few nights of sleep at their Clubhouse maybe even a job or some shit. I did save that girl’s life. And a fresh start is something I needed for a long time. “What's yours?” My question is meant to get him to shut it. He surprises me at how quickly he answers, “Zero, now your turn.” I glance at Storm and put the coke in the cart. He sees my shaking hands and sends a death glare to Zero, who hasn't looked away from me. It unnerves me, the heat of his stare blistering, still I won't face him. I don't want to. I don't want to put a face to the guy who has me riddled in fear. “Don't you have a name, something?” Why won't he drop it? Just leave it alone, I want to scream at him. Why is he trying to get a reaction out of me?! Why must he look at me like that? I can feel it. I don't need to see him. I want to hide behind Storm, even though I barely know the man. The biker’s insistence is tempting me to tell him something mean and hurtful but I bite my tongue. Instead I put one of the pudding things I see on top of the sandwich shelf into his basket, mindful that it's four dollars and walk the two steps to stand next to Storm. I sneak a glance at Storm who is quiet and sending very hateful glances to his supposed to be brother. Zero doesn't move away, he’s not liking my silence. It's only after a tense minute that he seems to listen to Storm’s unspoken words and drops it by flying past us. Falon is behind him, and gives me a sad smile before she follows the guy who I still haven't looked at. “If you don't want any more of that.” Storm tilts his head to the couple, “I suggest you figure out a name for yourself before we get to Kanla. We about eighteen hours away. We should get there about nine tomorrow evening, we’ll stop in the next four hours or so for the night.” “Where about is that?” “Eighty miles out Houston.” I dry whisper, “I'm going to Texas.” His eyes sparkle when he starts filling the basket with more sandwiches and cans. “Yeah, Kanla isn't well known. We moved from Houston to Kanla, 3 years back. The town was getting run down by a gang of drug dealers. We brought them down and took the turf for our own. The plan was to go back to Houston but the town was so welcome and shit. And we needed a place to stay that wasn't so central and gave us proper privacy. With a population of around 2 thousand, Kanla seemed perfect. The 9 of us left Houston and started our own Chapter in Kanla. You gonna love the place. You gotta meet Rounder and Killer when we get there first though, but after that I’ll introduce you properly to the others.” I walk on in front of him when he quietens, not sure what to say to that. These bikers are clearly dangerous but Storm is growing on me. No one has ever spoken to me so much besides my mother, and she's dead now. I'm anxious to get to Kanla, more so than them. I can't wait to get that bath. Gosh, I wonder how hot the water is going to be?! And the food, are they going to cook meat? My mouth waters, and for the next 10 minutes or so, I'm in my own little world. I don't let it bother me when the lady standing behind Storm and I, moves a few steps away from me, I know I smell. And I don't let it bother me when the male cashier sends me a reproachful look. I'm too busy in my own world, my mind firmly on what my first hot meal is going to be.SiennaI want to continue arguing. I wanna say that we at least had a fight. But Killer has other plans. He wants to leave, and to be honest, I have to go. We’ve been here for three days. Three days longer than we had to stay. We’ve been around every Satan Sniper’s Clubhouse across the States. We’ve been to New York, Los Angeles. Our places to stay are dwindling, and fast. We both know they’re coming for us. Not just the Frankfurt’s. Not just…“Okay,” I say. “Looks like that’s that. Awesome. I’ll go.”“Fine. Let’s go.”After an intense yet grueling, long, annoyingly silent drive, we get to the airport. My red hair matches my fake identity perfectly, so we get through the check in with no problems and an hour later hop on the plane.I get seated next to a flighty. It’s surprisingly very nice. Since I was exactly that eight weeks ago. But with Killer as my plus one there’s no such thing as, ‘needing a moment’ or ‘afraid of flying.’ I believe the word flighty isn’t even a thing.I can se
Sienna He stares at me for a long time. I don’t know if he’s contemplating what he should say, or just thinking about how much he hates me, or what the hell he was thinking when he married me, or whatever goes on in that mentality of his.“Sienna,” he says my name again. This time, at least, he doesn’t call me Taylor. “What did you do?” he asks the question, but we both know it’s more of a statement than a question, because he knows what I did. He knows who I went to see.“I asked Aliyana for help.”“What kind of help?” he inquires, leaning against the wall.My gosh, when did he become so hot? Well, he was always hot, but now I just see something so dangerous about him. It brings out something in me, something I thought was dead. Fuck, fuck, fuck.“I actually don’t know what I asked her for, but Marco and I are going to have a conversation about it tomorrow, just before we go. And then we can decide what we want to do.”He frowns at me. “What
Sienna I keep thinking he’ll change, but he won’t. He doesn’t look at me like I mean something, like I matter to him. He just doesn’t.I want him to want me. I’m his wife. Why won’t he want me?The thought of it makes me angry, but the reality of it is the words we don’t say. It’s created a wall so high non of us can climb over. Yet every time we stand five feet apart I wonder. How does a man who has spent his life-saving people get over the fact that his wife was born from the bloodshed of those innocents?I never admitted who I am, who I was. I always thought it was easier to ignore it—to ignore my past, where I came from, what happened. But these days, when I look at him, when I’m around him, I can’t.I cannot ignore it anymore.I observe him have a conversation with his brother as I’ve done these last weeks. There’s no lightness in his eyes. You’d think that after all the years of faking emotion, you’d become so
Killer Hours– she’s barely left my sight for three of them and I’m already looking for exit points, WEAPONS, anything I can use to make a bomb. Call me a fuck tard but she makes my head pain, my ball sack heavy and something deadly in me come alive. My pocket vibrates and I slide my device out of it. Michael’s name flashes on the screen. “You have an issue or is it another curtsy?” “I found Zasha down by a diner next to a mart store near New Orleans. Figured you’d wanna know before you hit the Dead zone. You guys decide where you headed? Ma said Kaleb’s in a fuss. Was thinking arranging something more stable for the little man once I’m done with this merger.” “Nothing more stable than with his MA. Unless you with ours. We’ll head out soon, but I need you to do something for me. Can you set up a call with someone for me?” “Sure. Send me the deets. Hear from Kylie? She’s back home barely a week and I hear sh
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Sienna Confrontation usually requires elevated emotions by at least one party disagreeing with the other. “I didn’t agree to it; you presumed I would agree, and as you have proven these last seven weeks, have no idea what I would do and proceeded to make your own choice. Without consulting me again.” I know, my hand is on my hip, my eyes are prickly and my pointy little finger is doing the wiggly again. But for fuck’s sake, why can’t the goddamn man communicate. You swear we are living in an ice age.“You sure you don’t want my help?” Killer asks, putting the book down on the small table next to him. He has that ‘I don’t care enough but I can see you’re suffering’ stare, and gosh, do I want him to help. But not with this. If he helps now, then the entire ‘I can do it on my own speech’ was in vain. The lengthy two-and-a-half-hour argument was all for nothing. “You said find the Frankfurt’s, you said, ‘get you a new identity,’ and you said I should choose. I chose. Now, what’s the pr
Zero Jade was the only survivor left unharmed. We took a year and a half to find her sister and we did. Only thing we didn't think about was the possibility that her sister wouldn't remember her. It was a psychological reaction to the trauma she faced. The Club took them both in, then Jades co
Beggar We walk to the porch steps like this, as a sense of Deja vu makes this moment one I will remember more than most. “So I was thinking that we should go for red and green.” I hear Jades voice as we enter the clubhouse. We walk straight to the lounge area and my eyes bug out as I see all
Zero She knows her words cut deep and like her, she pushes me away. Turning her back to face me, as she has done before. Blocking me out.When emotions run high, Beauty wants to hide. Not now. She can't keep hiding.“Don't hide from me Amariya, I want to see you.” My words are
Zero “Beggar is here now and safe, on condition. I told you that. If she wishes to finish Lucca and your brother off, my hands are tied. She is the only one pointing the gun. I can't stop her, nobody can unless someone puts a bullet in her head.”“Am I supposed to sit back and let her kill Thorn.







