Jordan POV
“I’m sorry, dad just told me hunters have been spotted near the house. He wants me to keep you safe.” I tell Cassidy. She looks scared.
“Why are there hunters on pack land and why are they near the packhouse?” she asks.
“I don’t know. Dad didn’t say but we need to stay in here until he says it’s safe.” I hug her, feeling her calm at my touch. Maybe I could love her, I thought to myself.
“You could if you tried,” Koray says, enjoying her touch just as much as I was. “She smells pretty, and she’s soft. Vanessa wasn’t soft.”
“Vanessa was a way to kill time, I was glad dad told me to dump her,” I reply to him. Cassidy pulls out of the hug and goes to sit on my bed.
“Can we talk?” she asks.
“About your parents?” I reply as I make my way over to the bed. She nods as I sit down on the edge.
“I’m scared Jordan. What if the hunters got them?” A panicked thought crosses her face, I reach out to grab her hand pulling her closer to me. I felt this desire to keep her close to me, keep her safe. I didn’t know why.
She rests her head on my shoulder. “Do you think they will be okay?” she asks.
“I’m sure they’re fine. Maybe they’re off planning some big surprise party for you?” I reply a little too enthusiastically, trying to cheer her up. She looks up at me with those eyes I could swim in.
“But my birthday isn’t until next week. Why would they be planning a surprise now and why would they not be replying to anyone, even your dad?” It made sense. They should have replied to my dad by now. I try to reach out to him in the mind-link. I release my breathe I didn’t know I was holding when he answers.
“Hey son, is Cassidy okay?” he asks
“She’s fine, we are safe locked in my room. She’s just worried about her parents. Any news yet?” I rub her shoulder.
“No, nothing yet. It’s like they’ve just vanished. Samuels went by the house earlier today to see it completely empty except for Cassidy’s things.”
“Huh? Their stuff was there last night when Cass grabbed some stuff.” This was weird, they were still on pack land but staying under the radar? Why?
“What time did you go to the house?” Dad asks, clearly this was news to him.
“About 8:30, after you told us to head home, I dropped Lani off and we went straight to Cassidy’s after. The house was dark, but Cass didn’t say anything about their stuff being gone.”
“Okay, talk to Cassidy and find out if she knows anything or saw anything last night and get back to me.” He disconnects the link and I turn to face Cass, catching her staring at me.
“What?” I chuckle nervously as I lean back. I didn’t like it when people stared at me.
“Sorry, I’ve just never seen anyone, but my parents do anything, wolf-related…” she trails off.
“Why not? You grew up here, surely you’ve seen people mind-linking each other?”
“Not that I noticed. I was kept out and away from all things pack related. No wolf, no invite.” She states, like I should know this already.
“That sounds dumb, whose rule is that?” I ask.
“Your dads.” Huh? Dad didn’t deny anyone in the pack from information. I thought to myself.
“Ask her about the house,” Koray says.
“Who told you that?” I continue, still a little shocked my dad would prevent pack members from learning.
“Vanessa did.” She shrugs and it clicks. Vanessa. Koray and I both think together.
“That’s not a thing, Vanessa played you.” I inform her, getting up off the bed.
“That bitch.” I hear her say. I squat on the floor in front of her.
“Please don’t think that I would ever keep anything from you Cass, you’re my mate now and I will always be honest with you. I hope you offer me the same courtesy.” I take her hands in mine as I talk. I need her to trust me. It’s the only way we will work.
“I haven’t lied to you.” She says with a confused look on her face. I stand up, letting go of her hand.
“I know. Did you want to come have a shower with me?” I ask. Not wanting to leave her alone, I liked having her nearby. She felt safe, like home.
“You. Want me to shower. With you.” She stands up stunned I even asked her.
“Why not? You don’t have to if you don’t want to obviously, I just like having you close, and I need a shower.” I shrug, didn’t she feel the same?
“I like being near you too.” She replies as she looks down at her hands, fidgeting again. She takes a deep breath and stands up straight. “Okay.” She says and she marches into the bathroom with a little too much confidence. The rollercoaster of emotions this girl is giving me. I’m already emotionally exhausted and it’s only been 24 hours.
Cassidy POV
When I reach the bathroom all the fake confidence I built up vanished. Now I actually had to be naked. With Jordan. I can’t exactly tell him to keep his eyes closed again because he’s the one that wanted the shower. I strip off and turn the taps on. Stay confident. I repeat to myself. I hear Jordan close the door behind him as he walks in. I keep my back turned to him, too shy to turn around and give him the full show.
“Nudity doesn’t bother me you know,” he states, climbing into the shower. I follow behind him. Crap. One showerhead, I forgot. I kept my back to Jordan as we split the water. I feel his hand grab mine before he spins me around. Almost slipping as I turn, he catches me. My hands on his chest, his right hand holding mine and his other hand in the small of my back. His face inches from mine.
“Careful,” he says, so close I could feel his breath. He stands up straight. The water flowing down between us. His eyes flicker black again before going back to Hazel. I stood there staring into his eyes, enjoying the feel of him close coupled with the warmth of his skin against mine, the hot water from the shower an added bonus, relaxing me.
“What are you thinking about?” he asks, water droplets ricochet off his face as he speaks.
“Nothing.” It was true, my mind was a complete blank. For once I was completely immersed in something. In Jordan.
I didn’t know why I was being pulled to him and I was surprised when he said he felt the same. I wanted to be as close to him as he wanted, and my heart skipped a beat when he told me he enjoyed being near me. Jordan felt safe. We hadn’t marked each other so I don’t know why we felt so connected.
We continue standing there under the water, Jordan still holding me. Enjoying each other’s touch. After a couple of minutes standing still Jordan speaks again.
“Can I kiss you?” he asks.
I take a step back reluctantly, not wanting to pull away from his arms. His question shocked me. I know we are supposed to be mates, but we are only interim mates. An arranged relationship. Did he actually want a real relationship with me?“I…I can’t.” I get out of the shower grabbing my towel before rushing out the bathroom door. I hr the water shut off in the shower as I get dressed. Leaving my towel on his bed I head for the door.“Cass wait,” Jordan shouts from the bathroom.I reach for the doorhandle turning it. Locked. The safety protocol. How could I forget that we were trapped in here together.“I need to get out,” I shout back at Jordan as he exits the bathroom partially dressed. His muscles shine in the light, still covered in water droplets. He was beautiful and it was effortless. He stood there resting one arm against his dresser whilst drying his hair with the other.“It&r
I put her in my bed before heading back downstairs. Dad had come home and was talking in the lounge room with Samuels. They were arguing about something.“What’s going on?” I ask when I get down the stairs. I walk towards them leaning over the back of the couch waiting for their reply. Dad turns towards me, one hand on his hip and the other wiping down his face before rubbing the stubble on his chin. His brown eyes looked concerned.“Samuels here thinks Cassidy was adopted, which is crazy because she’s a werewolf and we’ve known her since she was a baby.” Dad replies, turning back to face Samuels. “And even if she was adopted, why did they keep it a secret and where did she come from?” he continues.“I mean, I kind of agree with Samuels here dad. Look at it logically. Cass looks nothing like either of her parents, never has. Nobody saw her mum pregnant right?” I say jumping over the back of the co
Cassidy POVIt’s dark when we enter the house, I reach for the light switch by the door, but it doesn’t turn on. I flick it on and off a couple of times before giving up.“No power.” I muse out loud.“Wait here,” Jordan says before running back to his car. I watch him as he rummages through the boot. “Got it!” he yells back holding something in his hand. He runs back towards me and hands me a flashlight.“Thankyou,” I tell him taking it before turning it on. The light illuminates the room and for the first time I see my childhood home empty. I take a step froward into the living room, guiding the flashlight around the room as I take in the bare room. Remembering what it looked like just 24 hours earlier.“Nobody saw a moving truck?” I ask as I turn to look at Alpha Issac standing behind me.“Nobody has seen or heard from them since the pre-meeting
Cassidy POVI stared at my birth certificate. A wave of emotions crashing over me as I read the names listed as my biological parents. Confusion hit first followed quickly by anger and betrayal. They lied to me. How could they lie to me? I feel the tears start to brim in my eyes. I could hear Jordan and his dad talking but I tuned them out. My body shutting down, the confirmation of their suspicion in my hands.Jordan grabs the paper from my hands, putting it back in the folder before wrapping his arms around me and pulling me closer to him. His touch instantly calming the rage starting to bubble. I turn my head into his arm, wiping the tears onto his bare skin.“I want to go home,” I mutter into his arm.“Okay” he replies and leads me back to the car.I sit in the car waiting for Jordan as he talks with his dad and Beta Samuels just out of earshot. I didn’t know what they were talking about,
Jordan POV I stare at Cassidy in shock as she screams. This is the first time I’ve seen her feel anything properly. I knew she was bottling up her emotions, but this was next level. She screams again as she drops to the floor. I rush over, reaching my hand out to her to try to calm her down before she pushes me away. I can hear someone come running down the hall as she continues to scream and cry. Samuels enters the room and looks at her on the ground, me kneeling beside her. He mind-links me. “What’s going on?” concern crossing his face as she screams again. “She’s breaking down. One second we were talking on the bed and the next second she got all angry, started pacing and then she dropped to the floor screaming and crying. I think she’s finally letting herself feel.” I reply to him. He relaxes visibly knowing I didn’t harm her. “I’ll grab her some water for when she calms down again.” He replies and heads back down the hall
Cassidy POV I wake up to an empty bed. My head thumping. I look around the room and notice Jordan isn’t here. Where is he? I think to myself. I get out of bed and head to the bathroom in search of panadol. Opening the cupboards and drawers of the vanity to no success. I look at myself in the mirror. I look like a blotchy mess. I turn the cold water on, cupping my hands beneath the stream. I bend down and splash my face with the water before rubbing my hands over my face. I look back up in the mirror, my face dripping with water and I sigh. I turn the water off and head back into the bedroom. My headache growing in intensity. I decide to head downstairs to see if there’s any panadol in the kitchen. As I walk into the kitchen I notice Jordan sitting on the back steps with Vanessa. What is she doing here? I grab a glass from the cupboard and fill it up in the sink before turning to get some panadol from the basket on top of th
Alpha Issac was listing off the names of different packs he thought I originally came from but none of them sounded familiar to me. I was an infant when we joined the Westford Pack. Our pack was situated almost dead centre of the state. There were packs every way we turned. There was only once road that followed the boarders of every pack and we called that the safe zone. When on that road you were untouchable. My parents must have travelled on that road to get here but from which direction they came was a mystery.“What about Forest Grove Pack?” Alpha Issac says, staring down at the map on his desk.“Nope,” I reply. Another unknown checked off the list.“Evertree?” Jordan asks, reading from a list. I shake my head before resting it on my fist propped up on the side of the leather chair.“Beaufort Pack?” Alpha Issac guesses, uncertainty crossing his face as he looks up at me.“Afraid not.”
Jordan POVI wake to the sun shining through my bedroom window into my eyes. I groan as I run my hands over my face. A foot kicks me and I roll over to see Cass tossing and turning having a nightmare. Sitting up, I shake her shoulders trying to wake her up. She sits up startled and stares at me. Her once chocolate eyes now shone a bright gold back at me before turning back as she blinks.“Are you okay?” I ask her, unable to avert my gaze from her eyes.“I feel fine? A little tired but fine. Why did you wake me up?” she asks, yawning as she stretched her arms out beside her.“You were tossing around having a nightmare.” I reply. She shakes her head before getting out of bed.“No not a nightmare… I don’t think anyway. It felt like a memory, but none of it seems familiar.” She says softly, walking to the bathroom and closing the door behind her. I watch the door, waiting for