I arrived yesterday from work at 5:40 pm, even though my shift ended at 4:30 pm. Thiago told me that it is common for the administrative department to stay late in some movement seasons, as we set goals for what needs to be done on the day and we stay there until the mission is finished, besides there is a lot of paperwork accumulated.Obviously I asked him what caused this shortage of staff, he confessed that he was also new and had only been in the company for 3 months. He said that during that time newcomers arrived but soon left."They didn't resist for a long time during the adaptation period, some even had determination and lived a little longer. Those who didn't give up were kicked out for incompetence or unprofessionalism" - He told me during our lunchI was really scared, I'm in an adaptation period, 15 days of vigilance and performance monitoring.It also alerted me to the twins, Sthefany and Esther, who like to tease newbies and make their
I return to the company minutes before 2 pm and see 3 other people, 2 of them men, leaving with boxes in their hands.Mr. Montenegro is quite excited about laying people off.I'm going to my office to do my chores, I spent about 2 hours waiting for my conversation with the CEO and I'm not going to stay behind and delay these papers even more. If I want to show efficiency, I need to put these delayed reports in order as soon as possible.On average there are 25 weekly reports for each agent here at the coordination, the types of reports or even records are different for each agent. I was assigned to those related to Production Control and Logistics, if I notice something strange and suspicious I need to direct it to the audit otherwise, depending on the content, I direct it to one of the other departments (accounting, statistics, etc.) or even more than one .There are practically 4 or 5 reports for me to review and separate the information constitute
After the interrogation I stayed at the company, it was still 5:27 pm. Before going back to work, I went to the outsourced cafeteria and bought a snack to spend the night and some sweets to consult while I work.Sugar is the brain's only source of energy, the more sugar the more energy, determination and performance improvement and knowledge we will have.I know that everything in exaggeration is bad, but I have a wolf organism, it would be really frustrating if there was no benefit.I was already late for the morning incident and the conversation with "the boss", the daily goal is at least five and I was still analyzing the fourth report. As a newbie, I took the smallest categories, there is no logistics or large production at bank branches, especially compared to the red zone which is quite large in these areas.If the normal target is 5, to show myself efficient and reduce future work, I must always try to double the target.Other than that I could stand
- Run!Figures, that's what the trees are at this moment. I hear loud footsteps behind me, I don't even dare look back.I need to run, run as fast as possible. I need to escape and survive.The same trees keep passing me by, I've been running for hours and soon I see the sunrise. He is glamorous and splendid with his strong sunbeams, he seems happy with the day.The same trees passed me faster and soon there was dusk. Beautiful full moon, showing all its beauty and grace giving brightness to that situation.I hear roars and see angry yellow-orange eyes.I need to run more!- I thinkA heavy rain starts to fall. The nights and days pass faster and faster in front of me, as if it were a looping at Fast speed. He always jumped over the same fallen tree.I couldn't stop running.Night Day. Night Day. Night Day.Always repeating itself.The rain kept falling and it felt like the drops were tearing me apart. During the day the sun made the w
Special:dominic povI'm in a forest at night, I see figures around the place and I hear screams and footsteps.What is happening?- I thinkA crying child, appears to be 9 years old, is soaked and desperate in the middle of the woods.I want to calm her down and ask her to run but I can't, I'm still, just a spectator of a horrible spectacle.I can't see if the child is a girl or a boy but I want to help, I want to protect.But out of nowhere a wolf appears and rips off the child's head..Ni ni ni ni ni ni ni niI wake up sweaty and scared to the alarm clock.Why did the dreams come back?I get up and I go to the mirror. Dark circles are very present on my face, with a tired and lifeless look and a body that hasn't gained weight for days. I'm a disgrace to the "god of beauty" fame that the former overlords left behind.how patheticDominic.I heard that my sister is coming to see me, she went to the Caribbean for a long time a
I call my sister the other day for her to come home like she should have since she arrived in Los Angeles- Okay, I'll go there after I finish here.- You are very reckless Dayane, you could take a relaxing trip only now to Louisiana.- What? No, no way...- You know you must obey me, I'm yours....- Obeying is a scam - He interrupts me.- Look how you talk, I'm your older brother and your supreme.- I don't care, I don't care. - Speaks imitating a child.- Stop being childish you retard! If I tell you to do something, you must do it.- You're a pain in the ass, you should go give some to...- Don't you dare finish that sentence miss. You keep insulting me and all that, but you won't even go looking for your male. I think you're the one who really needs to give....- Respect me spark! I demand this at least! - Says changedI hate that nickname she gave meShe's always trying to motivate me to continue my quest bu
Vomiting is the only thing I can do at the moment. I feel my stomach wanting to come out of my throat especially when I breathe in, without meaning to of course, the smell that remains in the toilet.I fall down next to the toilet and raise my arm to cover the toilet and flush it to get rid of the smell. I stay like that for minutes, lying down looking at the toilet pipe thinking about everything and nothing at the same time.Isn't Los Angeles supposed to be my new beginning? Isn't the journey here supposed to be a rite of passage to forget everything and be a new person?Hell, it even had a new name.My old name, Antoniett Bouvier-Corfin, was a tribute to my parents, their love, Antônio Corfin and Violett Bouvier. They are no longer here and neither is their love, I didn't think it was wrong to change, especially because whenever they call me by that name I remember them, what they built and what they destroyed.Annie Mauve-Collins is better, simpler and with little references t
Monday arrived. I get ready and drink my coffee, putting on my makeup before leaving the house.I'm wearing a moss green pencil skirt, a white turtleneck blouse, a gray vest, black heels and a black purse.I take the bus and soon I'm on my floor at 9 am sharp, I head to my office and start my work. I remember how rude I was to Thiago on Friday so I make a mental note to apologize at halftime.I'm going to focus intensively on having a performance level of 150% to 200% so I get down to paperwork sipping the coffee I bought at the cafeteria. When it was 12:20 pm I stopped writing the revision of the third report and went to Thiago's office.I see him slumped in the chair looking at the computer screen and then huffing. I knock on the door and wait for him to invite or reject me.The good thing about glass doors is that you can't pretend not to be there and ignore you without lying afterwards.He nods and I open the door and then he turns the chair around and continues to play in i