As panicky as I was when I got to my apartment I went straight to my laptop and traced myself back to the five last places I've been to, Germany, France, Egypt, Mozambique and Swaziland before coming here to South Africa.. It was clean. It has always been clean. There was no animal attack or what so ever. So they couldn't be here.
I sat on my bed and looked out the window. The moon was slowly coming together. It was maybe a month until it was full. So they couldn't have been here. But then again, we were special, we had the ability to turn to werewolves anytime. We were trained, at least they were trained to transform when they felt like they were in danger... I ran away before they could do that for me.I closed my eyes and tried not to think about them. If they were in my mind my heart grew dark.I needed to calm down.So I started to mentally count down from 20 until I reached 1.Then suddenly I shifted my mind to something better.. Someone better than my family. Anzania. God! She said we have to go somewhere tomorrow... I was so happy I get to get out of whatever I got myself into with Matt but I was nervous coz I didn't know what the other girl had planned in mind... And oh my God I stupidly didn't give her my numbers again even though she hinted on me that she could text me if she had it.What the hell was wrong with me?But then again, the animal thing freaked me out because of the line of animals that are out there hunting for me at this moment for the stunt I pulled when I was a teenager, and I couldn't give her my numbers.I sighed a little frustrated when I remembered that I told her I work at school and not which school. How could I be so dumb though? The number thing and also the school thing? Was she ever going to find me?I decided to just go take a bath and sleep. I couldn't eat after the images I saw, and also, I couldn't wait for tomorrow even though it was not clear.My eyes closed and a smile formed on my face as a cute lady ran in my mind. She was something good to look forward to, probably a good distraction too...Friday I was wearing my blue jeans, white tanktop and white sneakers. I had no idea what Anzania had planned so I decided to be comfortable. I took a Jean jacket also so that they wouldn't ask if was cold since I only had a tanktop.I started walking to school and I got there very well. I took my things and quickly went to class trying to avoid Matt."so... Who's ready to do some speaking today.""meeee.." all my kids started screaming in class and I couldn't help but smile. I loved how confident they were."okay Phili.. Please come in front of the class and tell us what you will be doing this Saturday and Sunday."The little man got up from his chair and came to stand in front of the class then started speaking.My class went amazing until it was break. I stayed in since I made myself a lunchbox and got a few fruits from some of the kids. Kaycee on the other hand gave me a chocolate. You'd swear she wants to get me fat because yesterday it was donuts.A light knock on the door took my attention away from the food as I lifted my head to see who was there.Of course it was Matt.He walked in with a smile on his face, "hey.. I hope I am not disturbing you."God!I gave him a small smile, "no Matt.. I actually was planning on going out to look for you when I was done with my lunch." that was a lie."oh really? What's up?""so I can't make it to what you had planned today, I'm so sorry.""oh.. That's a bit sad, is everything okay?""umh... Something came up actually and I honestly can't come with you. I really need to take care of this."He sighed seeming bumbed, "ah... I guess I could say I understand... And maybe I can still hope for it then to happen some other time."I swallowed and nodded my head as my mouth gave this man a little hope, "maybe some other time yeah. I'm sorry again about now."The weight that got lifted off my shoulder after talking to Matt, made me so happy I could even now see me and Anzania somewhere in a nice place eating, laughing and just having fun.Suddenly I was looking forward to this afternoon without feeling bad.After school I collected my things and checked the time. It was exactly 13:30 and she wasn't here.I took my bag and went to my class since it had a view to the main gate and the parking lot, so I'd see her cute old car when it arrives.Since I was just waiting I decided to mark on the paper for my kids and just grade them. I couldn't sit here and wait for someone I had no idea if she even knew I worked here. God I really sucked at this. It was like the more I wanted to be closer to her the more things happened to keep us apart.. I was hoping she wouldn't take a week to find me.I was startled by a knock on my door and I lifted my head up hopeful but was disappointed when I saw Matt standing there."you good?" he asked and I gave him a smile, "I'm perfect. See you on Monday?"He hesitated a bit and opened his mouth but then closed it. He looked like he wanted to say something a little bit."bye Matt.." I said kicking him back to reality and he smiled a bit, "alright bye." then he closed the door.Just then I heard a car outside and I lifted my head up. I smiled when I saw the familiar maroon 1949 Ford Coupe. I shook my head a little bit as I watched her jump from the driver's side to the passenger's side and open the door. She was still wearing her uniform. God she looked really hot.She looked around a bit and reached for something inside the car then closed it before going towards the reception.My heart was beating so fast on my chest. I could already smell her. It was amazing.After what felt like forever but was only a few minutes, there was a light knock on my door.I got up and hurried to the door then took one deep breath before fixing my hair and then opening door.She had a marron lollipop in her hand and was smiling already, "with this I literally ask you to give me your numbers.. I almost didn't arrive here."I pulled her in while laughing and looked at my wrist watch, it was 14:00. God! time moved very fast."shut up... Hi.. And I am totally about to give you my number."She searched herself and couldn't find whatever she was looking for then said, "shit.. My phone is in my car."I took my pen and then went to stand in front of her. She ached her brow at me making me smile. She was cute.I lifted my hand up and took her empty left hand then opened it. With confidence, I started writing my numbers there.She giggled in between and I laughed at her, "you're so cute."I caught her rolling her eyes, "you suck I'm not 9 years old... And please take this lollipop coz I got it for you."I turned around and started putting my papers in my bag, "what are we Anzania? 9 year Olds?"She laughed when she realized I used her joke on her.I went to her, took the lollipop and handed her my bag, "you are such a gentle woman." then I went past her and walked right to her car. I went to open the door for her in the driver's seat and she laughed, "talk about being a gentle woman huh?"She then opened the passenger door and threw my bag at the back, "come hop in with this stranger."I couldn't help but smile and literary follow her lead. She also got in on the other side and then turned to look at me, "second of all... How did you find me...? Because I had to make sure I give you my numbers first thing before we could communicate other things today since we really have a hard time getting each other."She started the car and smiled showing me that dimple of hers again, "I'm a cop Allison, if I want something, I make sure that I get it... Give me some credit."My heart skipped a bit when my name escaped her lips and she said all that. God, I was strongly liking someone I hardly even knew.My plan since I ran from home has always been the same. Move and keep moving.. Never make friends with anyone or even get close to people. But right now it seemed like it was going to be different here in St. Lucia. A certain cop was making things very difficult for me. She couldn't leave my mind and I could smell her even when I was laying in my bed, miles away from her.I was a bit conflicted, whether I should start what my heart wanted me to start or whether I should just ignore it and move to another place instead.. But that was a little difficult to decide on... That was so hard now that I thought about it, worse coz she was sitting in front of me with that guffy smile of hers showing me the beautiful dimple she has."so... Who's Allison?" her voice kicked me back to my surroundings and I laughed, "I wasn't aware that I was called in for an interview."She poked me, "idiot..."I bit my lower lip, "umh.. Well I'm Allison Bush, 27 years of age, a teacher and was born and raised i
Sitting down on my unmade bed I started rethinking about the hug that made me feel a lot of things and I could immediately smell her again. God I was losing it. I was losing control. I smiled a bit. When last did I feel like this? Never! Not even once in my life. Not even with the person my family picked for me.Growing up ended up not being really rosey for me, considering that I was not so perfect. Everything about me was just a disappointment. I mean my family tried to be understanding and supportive with my sexuality but when I was 14 they were conflicted about a lot of things when it came to me.They found out about my sexuality when I was 12 and they were surprisingly very supportive. I had a crush on this girl and I told my dad I was going to marry her when I get older. That's how I simply 'came out' and he told me I could marry whoever I wanted. I guess I could say I was lucky to have understanding people like them. But that all changed soon as I was 14 and turned into somet
I fully regretted prying on their conversation after finding out who Ava really was to Anzania.. But then another part of me had so many questions. I wanted to know what happened between them? Why did they break up .... Was it because Alex slept with her? Did he even sleep with her during or after the break up..?My mind was honestly full of questions I had no answers to. Questions about someone I didn't even know. I felt so stupid for letting her occupy my mind like this. Already feeling jealous yet there was nothing happening between us.A cup of hot chocolate was placed in front of me, "girl... You owe me some explanation..."I looked at Sophie puzzled and she laughed before looking at the group of cops over there, "her... And yet you say you don't have friends.."I shrugged, "yeah I don't..""but you hugged her and she literally yelled at me to take care of whatever you wanted... Oh and she told me tell you she paid in case you left your wallet at home."I rolled my eyes, "she's s
This Café, Lucky's, was right in the city center. It was apparently a café during the day and a lesbian club at night. Also, on Saturdays it had karaoke night which made me smile the second I walked in and saw that on the screen. It was a very famous brand known for its authentic taste and quality ambience. This place had very comfortable furniture where people could sit for hours without being tired at all. The lighting was so beautiful. Sophie lead the way and I followed her in and sat on a comfortable couch. A guy came and asked what we wanted. Sophie told me to try the Sex On The Beach drink while she tried something else. I didn't fight against that. People started coming in and the vibe was very nice. Our drinks came and the music was playing nicely. It was really just chilled. "so.. How long have you been staying here?" "6 years now.. I'm thinking of changing you know but I'm kinda scared of starting over in a place where I don't know anyone at all. Like how would that be
After laying a very drunk Sophie in bed and making sure to close the door, really hoping that no one walks in because it wasn't locked.. I went to my room on the floor below and quickly got in. Today was a long day but it was also beautiful for me. I talked with two people who were probably about to become close friends to me. So moving from zero friends to possibly two in one night was a good thing for me. I took out my phone and was so shocked at the 3 missed calls and 6 messages I had. Four messages were from two unknown numbers while two messages and 2 missed calls were from Anzania.God! Why the fuck did I put my phone on silent again? Oh, so that she would not distract me all night. I quickly opened her messages."I hope you're home... I honestly would love to see you.." then one missed call.. That was two hours ago..An hour ago another message from her came in saying:"can I see you before I drive back home... I'm done at the station.." and it was followed by a missed call
When I saw my phone light flash indicating that I have a message I might have put my hopes so high that when it was not who I expected, they were crashed into tiny little pieces... But I tried to read Jeremy's message with an open heart. JEREMY : I could imagine how long it took you to find a crazy, smart, idiotic and cute friend like me.... Lucky you that I found you in a lesbian bar... Don't worry I'll not buy you a drink anymore... Haha good morning and enjoy your day. It's my first day at work and so is my sister's. I'm a little nervous about her and I turn to be an idiot when I'm nervous. This is proof that I'm alive. My Monday started without a message from a certain girl and I was pushing myself a million times not to text. Because I didn't want to be more desperate than I already acted the last days..But seeing this message from Jeremy made me laugh at how stupid he was thinking he was funny.I took my bag and headed out but called him instead of texting him.He answered bu
"it's been a week if not two...""I'm sorry what?""you're still sad... Did your boyfriend break up with you?" Matt asked and I furrowed my brows at him, "what?""I have been keeping my distance and didn't want to piss you off coz you kinda seem pissed already... And I haven't seen your boyfriend at all this week. So.."He left that sentence short. And I still looked at him confused. What the fuck was he saying? That he was now creepily stalking me and checking how I felt?? Watching my every move seeing who comes here for me and who doesn't? What was wrong with him? "Matt.. Could you please...""Ally... Umh... You ready for our date tonight?" Letty asked walking in and I looked at her a bit confused. Today she honestly screamed gay. She was wearing a military green suit with a white shirt. It looked really good on her. "it's Thursday..." she said as if this was supposed to mean something to me. But I swallowed and nodded my head a bit going along with whatever she was doing, "yeah..
We went to her car and after getting in I realized that I didn't have my bag with me. I left it in Letty's car. Anzania started the car. 'ahh shit!' I said and suddenly someone next to me cleared their throat, "is everything okay? We can just sit here you know. We don't have to drive at all. I'd like to just talk." she said switching off the car. I furrowed my brows at her, "did I say that out loud?""yeah... Are you good? I mean besides what's happening... Here."I nodded my head, "yeah.. I just realized that I left my bag in Letty's car... We can go it's okay.""do you need it? Do you know where she stays?" she asked and I looked at her, "I know.. But I'll just call her later and ask her to bring it tomorrow. It's just that I wanted to finish my work but I can do that tomorrow at school.""alright..." she said starting the car again and driving out of town. Then I remembered her telling me that she lived a little out of town. I guess I can say it was good leaving this place even i