As much as I made an idiot of myself by telling Anzania to not avoid me. That seemed to be the case when it came to her, I was acting like an idiot.
The following week started and I couldn't see her at the pub again. God! I probably sent her away. I mean I was not talking the way a normal person could talk. I probably sent her away.I went to work that whole week feeling a bit down. I mean I get it, the other girl was attractive and she smelled so nice. What was it that I just couldn't get away from on her? Why was she always on my mind? Was it the stupid laughter? The kindness or the biting inside cheek and how nervous she was around me?I had no idea what it was, but my being just wanted to be around her. I yearned to see her more.On Thursday after school I went to the office and grabbed my bag, ready to leave."hey... Just the person I was looking for.." Matt said walking in and I ignored him thinking he was talking to someone else.Soon I felt a presence next to me and some strong ass cologne. God! I didn't like that smell."hey Allison..."I turned around and looked at him, "oh... Hey Matt.. You're talking to me.""yeah... how are you? How has your week been?""great thanks... I really can't complain. And on your side?" I responded with enthusiasm not wanting to sound like I was tired of this small talk. Honestly, how old were we? 98? The only thing that was left was for him to ask me about the weather."it's been okay. So I was thinking, tomorrow is Friday and we usually leave early, don't you want go grab something with me?"Oh God why did I mentally ask myself those questions? It's like he was listening and now he is going straight to the point. What do I say? What do I say?" umh... " he laughed nervously," I mean it would just be me showing you around coz you're new you know. Some nice restaurants and places to see here... Some landmarks."I swallowed. Matt was nice and cute but he was not my type. My type was..."Allison...?""yeah.." my mouth shot.Fuck really?"oh great... So are you good with leaving straight after work?"God what did I get myself into?I slowly nodded my head, "yeah sure."He smiled, "alright thanks.. Just be comfortable.""cool.." I said and took my bag, "bye..."The second I left the school building I could breathe and I was now starting to think about ways to get out of what I got myself into. I could literally just not come to work and say I'm sick. Or maybe I could say I have something to do.. My apartment was a mess with floods and I needed to fix the plumbing or something.. Anything to not do this at all.Shit.I quickly jumped when I heard a car hooting next to me."Wooow you are really far away from here huh?"I couldn't help but smile the second I recognized the voice. But I tried to keep a straight face. She disappeared on me... again. Worse this time she knew I wanted to see her again."Allison...?" she said stopping the car. I sighed and stopped walking as I gave in. Whatever she had on me was growing stronger."oh for a second I thought that wasn't you...""ahh... You still remember my name.." I said turning around and she smiled showing me that stupid dimple that had my heart skip a bit. And oh God she was wearing her uniform. She looked really good in it.. I just tried not to imagine her out of it."wanna hop in.."I shook my head as an idea hit me and started to walk away slowly, "I was told never to get in a car with a stranger.. So I'm sorry I can't."I heard her gasp, "are you for real? How old are we? 98?"I stopped walking and turned to look at her shocked. Did she just say 98? The 98 I thought about earlier? Is this number the first thought when someone wanted to insult someone else with age.I was startled by her suddenly standing right in front of me. Smelling really good and looking this good should be illegal. Today she had her hair up in a clean bun and then a cap on. She looked so sexy."wait.. When did you get out of the car."She smiled and went to the passanger's seat to open the door for me, "I came out a long time ago.. You mind really is busy today. Now hop in so I can do the apologizing."I shook my head a bit and bit my lower lip trying not to smile. Dammit she was good.I hopped in like she asked and smiled a little at the gesture she made of opening the door for me. She went the other side and got in also then started to drive.Her car smelled like her. I could live in here and enjoy this scent."so... I know I have disappeared on you even after you asked me not to." she said after a moment of silence and I nodded my head, "oh wow.. Congratulations you noticed.""God you're really awful... But I really feel bad coz I haven't seen you for 4 days you know. Not having your number was the worst coz I couldn't even text you to let you know that I got caught up at work."I ached my brow at her, "work? Weren't you off? And please take the next right and park on the far side after that"She cleared her throat and followed my directions then parked in front of my place, "so remember Ava called...?"I shifted a little uncomfortable as soon as she mentioned that name. Ava... I didn't know what their deal was but my heart wasn't at ease. And I was so confused at how I could feel jealousy for someone I never met worse about someone I hardly even knew."yeah.. Yeah.""I had to rush to the hospital."My heart sank, "oh God is she okay? What happened?"She smiled, "you're cute... But she's a doctor.""ohhh" I said sounding disappointed as fuck. Really? A doctor? How can a person compete with that?"you sound disappointed, did you want her to be sick or something?" she asked.I quickly shook my head, "oh my God Anzania no. What do you take me for? I just didn't think she was a doctor okay... I thought something wrong had happened to her with how much you both were panicking on the phone."She laughed, "oh yeah makes sense.. Anyways I went there and there was a patient she was taking care off. He was bad. Really bad I had to work overtime.""bad how? What happened?"The one dimple girl shook her head. "there was just a lot of blood and... That's all you need to know. I don't want to scare you with the details."I swallowed starting to worry, "you're really not going to tell me? I'm a big girl you know."She shrugged and leaned on her seat, "totally know you are a big girl. This is still being investigated at the precinct. So we can't tell people coz they will freak out and probably leave this place forever. We just want to confirm if our theory is right first."I bit my lower lip and nodded my head, so she didn't want me to leave the place forever? "alright.. I gotta go then."I held the door handle and tried to pull it but felt her hand hold my other hand, "wait please..."I looked at our connected hands and then at her. She quickly let go and I cursed at myself in my head. She probably thought I didn't want that."look I'm sorry. I just.. Could we please go take that bite... I honestly need that after the end of my shift.." she looked at her wrist watch and muttered a, "shit... In 2 hours."Two hours was far for me. And I was sure we'd just spend a little time and then leave. That sounded like a waste."now?" I asked and she nodded her head, "if umh you have nothing and nowhere to go.. Yes please."God! Why couldn't she say tomorrow? Or maybe I can suggest tomorrow! I'd do anything to get out of the incident I put myself in with Matt.Her phone made a Ding noise and she took it. Without meaning to, I looked at her as she typed in the password and opened the image that she just received.My heart became heavy the second my eyes landed on the picture she opened. It was a human being with the biggest bite mark on her shoulder."oh my God!" I exclaimed and she looked at me and saw horror written in my eyes.She tapped on the phone and the screen went blank "fuuuuuck Allison. This is why I didn't want to tell you about the case we have been working on.""so it's people with bite marks..? What bit her?" I asked and she sighed, "I don't know.. Maybe a dog... A very big one.. Or a bear. We are still trying to check what did that.. I'm sorry you had to see that."I was shaking. The second she said dog or bear I was shaking. They couldn't be here. Could they? I mean I was a continent away? How could they find me? It took me 11 full years to get here.. They didn't strike for that long and now they do? No.. They couldn't be here."umh.. I have to go.. For real." I said and she sighed, "look I'm sorry I didn't wanna scare you. And also please be careful.. And do consider us having a bite.. Maybe tomorrow.. Coz now you're in shock."I nodded my head, "tomorrow yeah.. Could you fetch me at school if that's okay?""yeah.. Totally. What time?""be there at 13:30 please."She smiled showing me that dimple that made my knees weak, "okay... See you tomorrow then."I nodded my head and got out of her car then walked up the stair the second I got inside the flats. Today I didn't even take the elevator. Stairs would do me good.My family was not here. They couldn't be here. Whatever ate those people was not about to take me back home. I did all in my power to leave no trace behind me so they won't find me. They were not about to find me now...As panicky as I was when I got to my apartment I went straight to my laptop and traced myself back to the five last places I've been to, Germany, France, Egypt, Mozambique and Swaziland before coming here to South Africa.. It was clean. It has always been clean. There was no animal attack or what so ever. So they couldn't be here.I sat on my bed and looked out the window. The moon was slowly coming together. It was maybe a month until it was full. So they couldn't have been here. But then again, we were special, we had the ability to turn to werewolves anytime. We were trained, at least they were trained to transform when they felt like they were in danger... I ran away before they could do that for me. I closed my eyes and tried not to think about them. If they were in my mind my heart grew dark. I needed to calm down.So I started to mentally count down from 20 until I reached 1.Then suddenly I shifted my mind to something better.. Someone better than my family. Anzania. God! Sh
My plan since I ran from home has always been the same. Move and keep moving.. Never make friends with anyone or even get close to people. But right now it seemed like it was going to be different here in St. Lucia. A certain cop was making things very difficult for me. She couldn't leave my mind and I could smell her even when I was laying in my bed, miles away from her.I was a bit conflicted, whether I should start what my heart wanted me to start or whether I should just ignore it and move to another place instead.. But that was a little difficult to decide on... That was so hard now that I thought about it, worse coz she was sitting in front of me with that guffy smile of hers showing me the beautiful dimple she has."so... Who's Allison?" her voice kicked me back to my surroundings and I laughed, "I wasn't aware that I was called in for an interview."She poked me, "idiot..."I bit my lower lip, "umh.. Well I'm Allison Bush, 27 years of age, a teacher and was born and raised i
Sitting down on my unmade bed I started rethinking about the hug that made me feel a lot of things and I could immediately smell her again. God I was losing it. I was losing control. I smiled a bit. When last did I feel like this? Never! Not even once in my life. Not even with the person my family picked for me.Growing up ended up not being really rosey for me, considering that I was not so perfect. Everything about me was just a disappointment. I mean my family tried to be understanding and supportive with my sexuality but when I was 14 they were conflicted about a lot of things when it came to me.They found out about my sexuality when I was 12 and they were surprisingly very supportive. I had a crush on this girl and I told my dad I was going to marry her when I get older. That's how I simply 'came out' and he told me I could marry whoever I wanted. I guess I could say I was lucky to have understanding people like them. But that all changed soon as I was 14 and turned into somet
I fully regretted prying on their conversation after finding out who Ava really was to Anzania.. But then another part of me had so many questions. I wanted to know what happened between them? Why did they break up .... Was it because Alex slept with her? Did he even sleep with her during or after the break up..?My mind was honestly full of questions I had no answers to. Questions about someone I didn't even know. I felt so stupid for letting her occupy my mind like this. Already feeling jealous yet there was nothing happening between us.A cup of hot chocolate was placed in front of me, "girl... You owe me some explanation..."I looked at Sophie puzzled and she laughed before looking at the group of cops over there, "her... And yet you say you don't have friends.."I shrugged, "yeah I don't..""but you hugged her and she literally yelled at me to take care of whatever you wanted... Oh and she told me tell you she paid in case you left your wallet at home."I rolled my eyes, "she's s
This Café, Lucky's, was right in the city center. It was apparently a café during the day and a lesbian club at night. Also, on Saturdays it had karaoke night which made me smile the second I walked in and saw that on the screen. It was a very famous brand known for its authentic taste and quality ambience. This place had very comfortable furniture where people could sit for hours without being tired at all. The lighting was so beautiful. Sophie lead the way and I followed her in and sat on a comfortable couch. A guy came and asked what we wanted. Sophie told me to try the Sex On The Beach drink while she tried something else. I didn't fight against that. People started coming in and the vibe was very nice. Our drinks came and the music was playing nicely. It was really just chilled. "so.. How long have you been staying here?" "6 years now.. I'm thinking of changing you know but I'm kinda scared of starting over in a place where I don't know anyone at all. Like how would that be
After laying a very drunk Sophie in bed and making sure to close the door, really hoping that no one walks in because it wasn't locked.. I went to my room on the floor below and quickly got in. Today was a long day but it was also beautiful for me. I talked with two people who were probably about to become close friends to me. So moving from zero friends to possibly two in one night was a good thing for me. I took out my phone and was so shocked at the 3 missed calls and 6 messages I had. Four messages were from two unknown numbers while two messages and 2 missed calls were from Anzania.God! Why the fuck did I put my phone on silent again? Oh, so that she would not distract me all night. I quickly opened her messages."I hope you're home... I honestly would love to see you.." then one missed call.. That was two hours ago..An hour ago another message from her came in saying:"can I see you before I drive back home... I'm done at the station.." and it was followed by a missed call
When I saw my phone light flash indicating that I have a message I might have put my hopes so high that when it was not who I expected, they were crashed into tiny little pieces... But I tried to read Jeremy's message with an open heart. JEREMY : I could imagine how long it took you to find a crazy, smart, idiotic and cute friend like me.... Lucky you that I found you in a lesbian bar... Don't worry I'll not buy you a drink anymore... Haha good morning and enjoy your day. It's my first day at work and so is my sister's. I'm a little nervous about her and I turn to be an idiot when I'm nervous. This is proof that I'm alive. My Monday started without a message from a certain girl and I was pushing myself a million times not to text. Because I didn't want to be more desperate than I already acted the last days..But seeing this message from Jeremy made me laugh at how stupid he was thinking he was funny.I took my bag and headed out but called him instead of texting him.He answered bu
"it's been a week if not two...""I'm sorry what?""you're still sad... Did your boyfriend break up with you?" Matt asked and I furrowed my brows at him, "what?""I have been keeping my distance and didn't want to piss you off coz you kinda seem pissed already... And I haven't seen your boyfriend at all this week. So.."He left that sentence short. And I still looked at him confused. What the fuck was he saying? That he was now creepily stalking me and checking how I felt?? Watching my every move seeing who comes here for me and who doesn't? What was wrong with him? "Matt.. Could you please...""Ally... Umh... You ready for our date tonight?" Letty asked walking in and I looked at her a bit confused. Today she honestly screamed gay. She was wearing a military green suit with a white shirt. It looked really good on her. "it's Thursday..." she said as if this was supposed to mean something to me. But I swallowed and nodded my head a bit going along with whatever she was doing, "yeah..