As much as I made an idiot of myself by telling Anzania to not avoid me. That seemed to be the case when it came to her, I was acting like an idiot.
The following week started and I couldn't see her at the pub again. God! I probably sent her away. I mean I was not talking the way a normal person could talk. I probably sent her away.I went to work that whole week feeling a bit down. I mean I get it, the other girl was attractive and she smelled so nice. What was it that I just couldn't get away from on her? Why was she always on my mind? Was it the stupid laughter? The kindness or the biting inside cheek and how nervous she was around me?I had no idea what it was, but my being just wanted to be around her. I yearned to see her more.On Thursday after school I went to the office and grabbed my bag, ready to leave."hey... Just the person I was looking for.." Matt said walking in and I ignored him thinking he was talking to someone else.Soon I felt a presence next to me and some strong ass cologne. God! I didn't like that smell."hey Allison..."I turned around and looked at him, "oh... Hey Matt.. You're talking to me.""yeah... how are you? How has your week been?""great thanks... I really can't complain. And on your side?" I responded with enthusiasm not wanting to sound like I was tired of this small talk. Honestly, how old were we? 98? The only thing that was left was for him to ask me about the weather."it's been okay. So I was thinking, tomorrow is Friday and we usually leave early, don't you want go grab something with me?"Oh God why did I mentally ask myself those questions? It's like he was listening and now he is going straight to the point. What do I say? What do I say?" umh... " he laughed nervously," I mean it would just be me showing you around coz you're new you know. Some nice restaurants and places to see here... Some landmarks."I swallowed. Matt was nice and cute but he was not my type. My type was..."Allison...?""yeah.." my mouth shot.Fuck really?"oh great... So are you good with leaving straight after work?"God what did I get myself into?I slowly nodded my head, "yeah sure."He smiled, "alright thanks.. Just be comfortable.""cool.." I said and took my bag, "bye..."The second I left the school building I could breathe and I was now starting to think about ways to get out of what I got myself into. I could literally just not come to work and say I'm sick. Or maybe I could say I have something to do.. My apartment was a mess with floods and I needed to fix the plumbing or something.. Anything to not do this at all.Shit.I quickly jumped when I heard a car hooting next to me."Wooow you are really far away from here huh?"I couldn't help but smile the second I recognized the voice. But I tried to keep a straight face. She disappeared on me... again. Worse this time she knew I wanted to see her again."Allison...?" she said stopping the car. I sighed and stopped walking as I gave in. Whatever she had on me was growing stronger."oh for a second I thought that wasn't you...""ahh... You still remember my name.." I said turning around and she smiled showing me that stupid dimple that had my heart skip a bit. And oh God she was wearing her uniform. She looked really good in it.. I just tried not to imagine her out of it."wanna hop in.."I shook my head as an idea hit me and started to walk away slowly, "I was told never to get in a car with a stranger.. So I'm sorry I can't."I heard her gasp, "are you for real? How old are we? 98?"I stopped walking and turned to look at her shocked. Did she just say 98? The 98 I thought about earlier? Is this number the first thought when someone wanted to insult someone else with age.I was startled by her suddenly standing right in front of me. Smelling really good and looking this good should be illegal. Today she had her hair up in a clean bun and then a cap on. She looked so sexy."wait.. When did you get out of the car."She smiled and went to the passanger's seat to open the door for me, "I came out a long time ago.. You mind really is busy today. Now hop in so I can do the apologizing."I shook my head a bit and bit my lower lip trying not to smile. Dammit she was good.I hopped in like she asked and smiled a little at the gesture she made of opening the door for me. She went the other side and got in also then started to drive.Her car smelled like her. I could live in here and enjoy this scent."so... I know I have disappeared on you even after you asked me not to." she said after a moment of silence and I nodded my head, "oh wow.. Congratulations you noticed.""God you're really awful... But I really feel bad coz I haven't seen you for 4 days you know. Not having your number was the worst coz I couldn't even text you to let you know that I got caught up at work."I ached my brow at her, "work? Weren't you off? And please take the next right and park on the far side after that"She cleared her throat and followed my directions then parked in front of my place, "so remember Ava called...?"I shifted a little uncomfortable as soon as she mentioned that name. Ava... I didn't know what their deal was but my heart wasn't at ease. And I was so confused at how I could feel jealousy for someone I never met worse about someone I hardly even knew."yeah.. Yeah.""I had to rush to the hospital."My heart sank, "oh God is she okay? What happened?"She smiled, "you're cute... But she's a doctor.""ohhh" I said sounding disappointed as fuck. Really? A doctor? How can a person compete with that?"you sound disappointed, did you want her to be sick or something?" she asked.I quickly shook my head, "oh my God Anzania no. What do you take me for? I just didn't think she was a doctor okay... I thought something wrong had happened to her with how much you both were panicking on the phone."She laughed, "oh yeah makes sense.. Anyways I went there and there was a patient she was taking care off. He was bad. Really bad I had to work overtime.""bad how? What happened?"The one dimple girl shook her head. "there was just a lot of blood and... That's all you need to know. I don't want to scare you with the details."I swallowed starting to worry, "you're really not going to tell me? I'm a big girl you know."She shrugged and leaned on her seat, "totally know you are a big girl. This is still being investigated at the precinct. So we can't tell people coz they will freak out and probably leave this place forever. We just want to confirm if our theory is right first."I bit my lower lip and nodded my head, so she didn't want me to leave the place forever? "alright.. I gotta go then."I held the door handle and tried to pull it but felt her hand hold my other hand, "wait please..."I looked at our connected hands and then at her. She quickly let go and I cursed at myself in my head. She probably thought I didn't want that."look I'm sorry. I just.. Could we please go take that bite... I honestly need that after the end of my shift.." she looked at her wrist watch and muttered a, "shit... In 2 hours."Two hours was far for me. And I was sure we'd just spend a little time and then leave. That sounded like a waste."now?" I asked and she nodded her head, "if umh you have nothing and nowhere to go.. Yes please."God! Why couldn't she say tomorrow? Or maybe I can suggest tomorrow! I'd do anything to get out of the incident I put myself in with Matt.Her phone made a Ding noise and she took it. Without meaning to, I looked at her as she typed in the password and opened the image that she just received.My heart became heavy the second my eyes landed on the picture she opened. It was a human being with the biggest bite mark on her shoulder."oh my God!" I exclaimed and she looked at me and saw horror written in my eyes.She tapped on the phone and the screen went blank "fuuuuuck Allison. This is why I didn't want to tell you about the case we have been working on.""so it's people with bite marks..? What bit her?" I asked and she sighed, "I don't know.. Maybe a dog... A very big one.. Or a bear. We are still trying to check what did that.. I'm sorry you had to see that."I was shaking. The second she said dog or bear I was shaking. They couldn't be here. Could they? I mean I was a continent away? How could they find me? It took me 11 full years to get here.. They didn't strike for that long and now they do? No.. They couldn't be here."umh.. I have to go.. For real." I said and she sighed, "look I'm sorry I didn't wanna scare you. And also please be careful.. And do consider us having a bite.. Maybe tomorrow.. Coz now you're in shock."I nodded my head, "tomorrow yeah.. Could you fetch me at school if that's okay?""yeah.. Totally. What time?""be there at 13:30 please."She smiled showing me that dimple that made my knees weak, "okay... See you tomorrow then."I nodded my head and got out of her car then walked up the stair the second I got inside the flats. Today I didn't even take the elevator. Stairs would do me good.My family was not here. They couldn't be here. Whatever ate those people was not about to take me back home. I did all in my power to leave no trace behind me so they won't find me. They were not about to find me now...I looked at them both wanting to scream. What the hell was going on? Another part of me wanted to leave but another one was so happy to see Brandy alive. I couldn't bare the thought of her being dead, and not that she was here in front of me I was so happy, but then again I was so conflicted because of what Anzania said.Should I leave? Should I not? My heart was inconclusive."Hey..." Brandy said again and I slowly walked towards her and pulled her into a hug trying by all means not to cry.I thought she was gone. I saw the plane and it wasn't good. How was she here?"You have no idea how happy I am yo see you right now. I never thought I would." she said and I nodded my head, "I never thought I would see you too. I'm so glad you're okay.""Yeah, thanks to Kaycee. I honestly didn't believe it when I first got her text." My sister said and I looked at the Kaycee she was talking about. She slowly lifted her hands up, "I'll give you guys sometime, but please Allison don't leave before I
I went to take a shower and I cried in there. I let my tears out and allowed myself to feel the pain. Last time I felt like this was over two years ago when I thought Anzania was dead. But then I didn't have a chance to cry like this. So now I cried. I turned on the water and put it on cold then cried silently.All the little memories I shared with my sister these past 21 months were running through my head and the more I thought about that the more I got sad. I knew I'd never have that again. I'd never see her again. The more I thought about it the more it broke me.I was startled when the water stopped. I was so tired to even lift my head up to see what was going on.I felt a towel on my body, and someone lifting me up. I didn't fight, I just let her.She laid me in bed and then started drying my whole body, she put lotion on it and put me in shorts and a shirt."We are still waiting. Please don't lose hope." she said and I shook my head, "she sent me this text while boarding. She i
My hand was shaking. My head began to heat and my heart was beating so fast on my chest.Sound started to be louder. I could hear the dor that was walking outside. I could hear kids laughing from the distance. I could hear the train moving. Everything that was far from me seemed to be so close. Yet everything that was so close to me seemed to slowly parish. I could see people's lips moving but heard no sound.That was until I felt my body hit the wall.I looked around me and quickly pulled away when I saw Cecelia standing in front of me. She was touching me and trying to say something.I pushed her off me and started to walk but quickly felt something push me against the wall again. It was her.She moved her lips but I couldn't hear her.I heard someone cry and looked around. I couldn't see who it was. I heard someone sing and looked but couldn't see.Who were they? Where were they?"Allison... Allison. Oh God." I finally heard call sounding like she was so far from me. I slowly turne
I felt a little bit empty and out of place. I went straight back to sleep when I got home. I was going to face everything tomorrow. And to be honest tomorrow couldn't come fast enough. I was dreading it, but the fact that I spent two to three hours in the mountain talking to my ex who was supposed to be dead kinda lead to my night being short and the morning arriving sooner than I anticipated. I felt like screaming when I woke up. I felt like running away and also funny enough, I felt like I didn't even know Cecelia. She laid there looking so beautiful and so innocent. I couldn't believe everything that Anzania said but then again what did she have to lose? 'You Allison, she stands losing you.' a little voice said inside me. Anzania stood a chance of losing me if she didn't say all these things to me. I'd marry someone else who wasn't her. So she was driven by jealous and didn't want to see me happy. But why would it take her so long to come? Why would it take her me accepting th
On the way back I couldn't stop thinking about Marry and about what Anzania said. They were in a relationship. I didn't know what Cecelia Was capable of.I looked at her as she scrolled through her phone. What was she capable of? What was she planning behind my back. I mean she told me the plan but it benefitted me. Sophie, her dad and her brother were going to die and she was going to inherit everything. Why did Anzania say the things she said...?I hated how much these questions were pilling up instead of reducing. The more I met up with Anzania the more questions I got without any I had getting answers."Hey..." she whispered taking my hand and I slowly pulled away from her.She swallowed, "look. I know Marry can.."I shook my head cutting her, I didn't want her to lie to me."You don't have to explain anything to me Cecelia.""But you're mad..."Our stop got announced and I got up getting ready to get off when the train stops. I went out and she followed me."You're mad at me." S
"When you suggested we drove to Hamburg I thought the initial plan was for us to spend time together and play music and all that stuff. But no, you just wanted to sleep." Cecelia said as we took the first break out of nowhere.I yawned and wiped sleep off my face, "yeah I had high hopes too, but your music is so boring.""What do you want?"I took her hand in mine, "if you're going to play some classic love song please also throw in some hip songs you know."She pulled away from me, "you called me boring... And my music."I laughed and kissed her cheek, "you're a very beautiful wam with a boring taste of music. Mix it up a bit."We went back in the car and I drove the other half. I have to say she enjoyed my music. She even told me that it wasn't as bad when we got to Hamburg.We took a shower and fell asleep. That was a lot of driving for 10 hours...Sunday we woke up later than we usually do but I didn't care because we were not home, we were on vacation. I turned around to look at