5

I was busy fixing myself when the door opened. It was him. He didn't say a word, he just approached me.

"I'll do it." then he get the haircomb on the table.

He started combing my hair. We're both quite as he continued doing it.

This is the first time someone do this for me. I'm longing for a mother's love since childhood. Just like any other kids, I want my mom to fix my hair before going to school just like every mother. I want my mom to pamper me, to take care of and to love me. She never showed love and care, I worked hard to send myself to school.

"You're crying." he said as I felt him wiping my tears with his fingers.

"S-sorry." Then I wiped it off.

"Are you okay?" he asked me and I nodded.

"What do you wanna do today?

"Cruising. It's in my bucket list." I answered.

"Okay. Now, stop crying. We'll go cruising." aniya tsaka ako hinila palabas ng kwarto.

Lumapit siya sa isang bodyguard at may binulong. Dali dali namang tumango yung bodyguard at umalis.

Tsaka ko lang napansin na isa isang bumaba ng yacht ang lahat ng bodyguards sa yate.

" Let's go cruising together. Just the two of us." aniya tsaka hinila ako palabas.

He expertly maneuver the yacht as the machine starts and the yacht started sailing.

The view is very overwhelming. I can see the entire ocean because we're in the middle portion. I embraced the cool breeze as it touches my skin.

"Do you wanna try it?" tanong niya habang tinuturo yung manibela ng yate. Agad akong tumango at lumapit sa kanya. Humawak ako sa manibela at sinimulang igalaw. Nagulat pa ako nang maramdaman ko siyang nakayakap sa likuran ko habang tinuturuan ako kung pano yung direksyon. 

My mouth literally opened because of amazement.

Habang nasa likod ko siya ay inangat niya yung baba ko dahilan para mapatingin ako sa kanya tsaka niya ako hinalikan ng mariin.

"Wait here." aniya tsaka pumasok sa loob. Paglabas niya ay may hawak siyang DSLR.

"I'll took a photo of you." aniya tsaka ako dinala sa may railings.

Naiilang pa akong ngumiti sa camera nung una pero nang magtagal ay nasanay na ako. Iba ibang pose ang ginawa ko habang siya ay kinukunan ako.Pagkatapos nun ay lumapit ako sa kanya para tignan yung mga kinuha niya. Pinakita niya sa akin yung DSLR niya at namangha ako sa ganda ng angle ng pagkakakuha niya, para siyang isang professional photographer.

"It's my dream before, to become a wildlife photographer." aniya kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.

"I'll get it developed for you."dagdag pa niya.

" Thank you.... boss" mahinang usal ko.

"Wolf. Call me Wolf, Wolf Amadeus Mozart, that's my name." aniya.

"Like the classical musician?" tanong ko. They have the same name, it's just that the musician has Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.

"This is the first time I told someone my name. Everyone doesn't know who I am."

"Thank you for trusting me."I told him as he rested my head on his chest.

" I prefer calling you Amadeus. It sounds good."

"Amadeus it is."

We're like newly wed romantic couple. As if nothing happened before, as if he didn't insult and hurt me.

"Let's go home. It's getting dark."aniya tsaka minaneho ang yate pabalik sa pampang.

Pagtigil ng yate sa port at nakita ko yung mga bodyguards niyang nakahilera doon.Agad naman silang lumapit. May binulong yung isang lalaki kay Amadeus at nakita kong kumunot yung noo niya bago nagmura.

Lumapit siya sa akin.

"Go home for now. I'll be back later." bulong niya tsaka ako hinalikan sa harap ng mga tauhan niya. Mabilis siyang umalis kasunod yuny ibang tauhan niya.

"I never know boss has a soft side."someone said from behind. I faced him,it's Ace.

" How are you Pat? " he asked.

"I'm fine."

"I see you're happy with him, are you?" he asked. 

"Oo naman"

"Whatever he is showing you, it's all fake. The boss is a total psychopath. No one knows what's running on his mind. Magising ka na lang balang araw na papatayin ka na niyan. I'm warning you Pat." he told me seriously then left me.

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It was already ten in the evening when Amadeus got home. I was in the kitchen having a coffee, I want to wait for him so I gotta be wide awake. He entered his house, he's obviously furious and frustrated. Following him is his two bodyguards and a lady. She's probably a teenager.

"Fck you Fajardo! You really keeps messing with me!" he shouted. No one dared to get near him.

He get his phone from his pocket and called someone. After a moment he spoke...

"Potangina Artemis kailan ka kikilos!? Fajardo raided my club! Get this shit done or I'll kill him myself!" he yelled then threw his phone on the floor.

Napatingin siya sa dalagitang nanginginig sa likod niya.

"Bring her to the room." utos niya at agad namang sumunod ang mga tauhan niya.

"Kuya parang awa mo na po. Pakawalan niyo na ako, di po ako magsusumbong promise! Kailangan ako ng nanay ko, may sakit po kasi siya.Please po." iyak na pagmamakaawa ng babae habang kinakaladkad siya papunta sa taas.

Di nila ako napapansin sa kusina. Lumabas si Amadeus at hinintay kong bumaba yung mga tauhan niya bago umakyat sa taas.

Hinanap ko siya sa kwarto ni Amadeus pero wala siya. Sana di tama yung iniisip ko, sobra na toh.

Pinihit ko yung doorknob at nagulat nang makita ko yung dalaga dun na umiiyak.

Amadeus could go this far?

Agad akong lumapit sa kanya.

"Ate tulungan niyo po ako please po. Parang awa niyo na po." pagmamakaawa ng babae sa akin.

Naawa ako ng sobra sa dalaga, ang bata pa niya para sa ganito. Dali dali ko siyang kinalagan at pinalabas ng red room ni Amadeus. Hindi ako tanga para hindi maisip kung anong gagawin ni Amadeus dito sa bata.

Dinala ko siya sa bakanteng kwarto sa may attic para walang ibang taong nandun.

"Dito ka lang ha? Kahit anong mangyari, wag na wag kang lalabas dito. May CR jan at may ref din kung nagugutom ka. Bukas ng maaga, itatakas kita dito." sabi ko sa kanya kaya nabuhayan ng pag asa yung mukha niya.

"Maraming salamat po ate." aniya tsaka yumakap sa akin.

"Ilan taon ka na?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"17 po" Shit.

"Okat, basta yung bilin ko ha? Ako na bahala sa kanya." sabi ko tsaka nilock yung pinto at lumabas ng kwarto.

Pag pasok ko ng kwarto ay nakita ko si Amadeus na nakaupo sa kama habang humihithit ng yosi.

"Where is she?" kalmado ngunit madiin niyang sabi. Di ako makasagot.

"Potangina! San mo siya dinala!?" bigla na lang siyang sumigaw.

"Amadeus, maawa ka naman sa kanya. She's just 17 for Pete's sake!" di ko napigilan yung sarili kong sumagot sa kanya.

"Don't talk to me about sympathy because no one felt that way towards me before! I bring her here because I don't wanna force you. Now, you're getting in my way!" he said then gripped my arms hard. He yanked me then brought me inside the red room.

He pushed me on the bed then ripped my nightie. I saw him taking off his shirt along with his pants.

"Amadeus pleas don't do this to me. " Tanging kamay ko lang ang ginamit kong pantakip sa hubad kong dibdib at panty lamang ang natira sa katawan ko.

"Patrice, masama akong magalit. At matindi pa sa galit ang nararamdaman ko."

Nagsumiksik ako sa sulok kahit alam kong wala na akong matatakbuhan pa. Ipinapanalangin ko na sana bumuka ang lupa at lamunin na lamang ako.

Nanginginig ang katawan ko sa takot. Wala akong ginawa kundi ang umiyak na lamang. He's not the man I'm with yesterday at the yacht.

"I love looking at your scared face baby." bulong niya tsaka lumapit sa akin.

"You're shaking. Watching women tremble in fear turns me on, big time." tsaka siya kumubabaw sa akin.

He mauled my breast hard that I bit my lips hard so I tasted blood in it.

"Don't do something that will make me mad." he said in between his kisses.

He cupped my private part and inserted three fingers. He's thrusting it hard and fast without giving a damn that he's hurting me.

He took off his brief then ripped by underwear.

He lifted me and pinned me on the wall. Without saying anything, he suddenly pushed himself fully inside me. I screamed because of too much pain. He get my ripped underwear and put it inside my mouth to stop me from crying and screaming.

"Fck, so tight!" he murmured and continued pounding hard and fast.

Wala akong magawa kundi umiyak kahit nabusalan na yung bibig ko.

Nakakapanghina ang sakit. Pakiramdam ko nahati ang buo kong katawan. Pero mas matindi ang pagkahati sa puso ko at ang sakit na nararamdaman nito.

Hindi pa rin siya tumitigil. He took me in a rough, sadistic way.

Dahil sa matinding sakit, unti unti akong nawalan ng ulirat hanggang sa mandilim yung paningin ko.