Our food arrives and confuses me because I don’t remember ordering, I look to Noah and he just taps his temple indicating he clearly mind linked our orders. The smell is ridiculously intoxicating, I swear I can feel Star drooling through the bond. Now my eyes have hearts in them. I eat everything probably way too fast to be good for my body. Once finished I lean back with my hand on my stomach, “Oh my god, that was amazing,” I rave. Noah laughs, “I thought you’d like it here. It’s the best restaurant in our town.” Carlos comes back to clear our plates and drops off a desert menu as well. Noah refills our glasses and looks to me, “Any more questions?” He asks. “Yes, of course. But now I’m not sure anyone will have the answers I need since my “kind” is so rare,” I say with air quotes. “I guess, I just want to know more about being a wolf, clearly some things are different but I can’t be that different can I? I mean I still shift and… obviously still have that heat thing. My senses are enhanced but that’s all I really know.” I express my thoughts comfortably as Noah listens intently.
“Well, most of that can be answered with the teacher I’ve assigned to help you learn more about your wolf, shifting, packs and territories. I’ve told them to also not hold back on including some information on our pack as well, I feel that may be helpful for you to transition into the pack…,” he lets that sentence trail off. “Does that mean what I think it does?” I ask and his lips twitch slightly. “You’re still under a probation for now,” he answers. “I see,” I take a sip of wine again, “Why are you doing this for me?” I finally ask, he stares at me as his fingers twirl his wine glass absentmindedly. “Do I think you are a threat to my pack? Yes,” I flinch at that, knowing it’s probably true, “Only because you don’t have control. Control of your emotions or control of your… powers.” He states. “Understandable,” I agree. “We also don’t know much of your kind and obviously you don’t either. That can be a liability and I won’t risk that within my pack, so your contract stands but as I get to know your story better, I have become more… empathetic to your situation,” he continues, “As you stated, you didn’t ask for this and clearly you’re guarded from your short and unfortunate experience in our world.” I stare in disbelief at his words. He’s right, I am guarded, but I’m also desperate to find a place to fit in and learn more about this world I’ve been forced into. “Wow,” is all I can say. He laughs, “Not what you expected?” He asks. “Uh, to be honest, based off my experience, no. But what I do know is that I feel safe around you, and so does my wolf. She actually said yours likes us,” I giggle, I think the wine is clearly taking some effect. He almost spits out his and has to cough a bit as he chokes. “Are you okay?” I try not to laugh but it’s very hard to hide my amusement. “Your… your wolf told you that?” He asks surprised. “Yeah, is that not something normal?” I’m so confused, as per usual. His eyes go wide, “So you can feel emotions,” he thinks out loud, more to himself than me, “I bet your wolf can sense them to with other wolves. Wow that’s….interesting,” he says. “I never thought of that,” I say. “Star do you think that’s right?” I ask her. “It would make sense if that’s not something a born wolf can do,” she replies. “So your wolf can’t sense that she likes yours?” I ask trying to gain more information and instantly regretted it flying out of my mouth. I need to get a handle on thinking before I speak. He definitely smirks at that and leans closer over the table. “Your wolf likes mine?” His annoying eyebrow arches as he asks with a smile that would wet my panties, if I had any on that is. My eyes grow wide and I stutter trying to back track as fast as I can, “I mean, it’s obviously because you’re an Alpha right? Or it was that heat thing that had us all messed up and confused,” I spit out trying to cover for myself as much as possible. He leans back and rubs his hand over his chin like he’s in thought, the smile still on his face. “Hmmm, not sure that’s how it works little wolf,” he says. My heart is beating too fast for my liking, “Uh, where’s the washroom?” I say trying to run away from this conversation. “Down that aisle and to the right,” he directs me. Again, with a damn smirk in his face.We lay there panting. I’m not sure how to feel after having sex with Noah, but Star sure seems happy with her purring loudly in my head. “You needed that,” she says. “Yeah, but it also could complicate things. I don’t want to ruin the first place that may actually be a home for us,” I tell her. “Sex doesn’t complicate things Akira, people do.” She right. I just need to get out of my head before I overthink it all as per usual. “You can sleep here tonight if you would like,” Noah says softly beside me, “or I could take you home, whatever you feel comfortable with.” I laugh a little and smile, “hmmm home. That has a nice ring to it.” I don’t notice when I fall asleep but I wake up to sun light pouring through the window and an empty bed. I hear the water from the shower turn off and Noah walks into the room from a door to the left. An ensuite, nice. He’s in nothing but a towel around his waist and I feel a blush instantly rise to my face. He smirks at me as he towel dries his hair wi
His pants fall, then his boxers and as I move my tongue teasingly over him he releases a long “fuuuuck” and moan out of his mouth. His hand finds my hair as I stare at him, taking him in and out. His eyes fully black now, with lust, with everything all at once. I can feel him throbbing in my throat and I’m moaning as well. I can hear his breath stop and feel his body stiffen before I feel him release into me, but that doesn’t stop me. I keep going, swallowing everything he gives me and once he’s done I let go and stand up.Noah puts his hand under my chin and lifts it so we are looking as each other in the eyes as he says, “Now it’s my turn” and he kisses my lips so tenderly. His hands softly trace down my bare shoulders and down my arms til he reaches the hem of my shirt and lifts it over my head. Then he slides down my pants and growls, “No panties?” He asks, I blush instantly forgetting I did that. He’s on his knees now and his warm hands are feeling every inch of my legs, placing
I grab my wine glass and force down another sip trying to wash away the sins forming in my head. Noah takes another sip before finally replying, “What if I do like you?” My eyes snap to his. “You don’t even know me,” I say, trying to back track already, my breath faltering. “Do I need to know everything about you to be attracted to you?” His smirk makes my heart rate pick up speed. “Those are two very different things, don’t you think?” I tell him. “I think they can also go hand in hand,” he counters. I can’t help my breathing as it picks up pace as well now. “Are you saying you’re not attracted to me Akira?” He confidently asks. “I-….” I’m left speechless. His blunt reactions are catching me off guard and I’m not sure how to react to it. Physically, my body is reacting positively to his words and Stars’ purrs through the bond aren’t helping. “I’ll take that as a yes,” he’s full on grinning now, and I fear I might never want him to stop. “You’re extremely confident Noah,” I say as I
I grab my wine glass and force down another sip trying to wash away the sins forming in my head. Noah takes another sip before finally replying, “What if I do like you?” My eyes snap to his. “You don’t even know me,” I say, trying to back track already, my breath faltering. “Do I need to know everything about you to be attracted to you?” His smirk makes my heart rate pick up speed. “Those are two very different things, don’t you think?” I tell him. “I think they can also go hand in hand,” he counters. I can’t help my breathing as it picks up pace as well now. “Are you saying you’re not attracted to me Akira?” He confidently asks. “I-….” I’m left speechless. His blunt reactions are catching me off guard and I’m not sure how to react to it. Physically, my body is reacting positively to his words and Stars’ purrs through the bond aren’t helping. “I’ll take that as a yes,” he’s full on grinning now, and I fear I might never want him to stop. “You’re extremely confident Noah,” I say as I
I grab my wine glass and force down another sip trying to wash away the sins forming in my head. Noah takes another sip before finally replying, “What if I do like you?” My eyes snap to his. “You don’t even know me,” I say, trying to back track already, my breath faltering. “Do I need to know everything about you to be attracted to you?” His smirk makes my heart rate pick up speed. “Those are two very different things, don’t you think?” I tell him. “I think they can also go hand in hand,” he counters. I can’t help my breathing as it picks up pace as well now. “Are you saying you’re not attracted to me Akira?” He confidently asks. “I-….” I’m left speechless. His blunt reactions are catching me off guard and I’m not sure how to react to it. Physically, my body is reacting positively to his words and Stars purrs through the bond aren’t helping. “I’ll take that as a yes,” he’s full on grinning now, and I fear I might never want him to stop. “You’re extremely confident Noah,” I say as I
“What else would you like to know little wolf?” He asked in a slightly playful manner. As the one question that forever aches through my soul burns in my mouth, the server drops off another wine bottle and I hurriedly take it, pouring a huge glass. Noah’s eyebrow did the signature move as he clicked his tongue. “Be careful,” he warns. I take a sip so big my cheeks puffed out with the amount of the liquid taking over my mouth and rapidly sliding down my throat. “Why me?” I finally ask. “Why you what?” A whisper of irritation slid through me, “Why did he choose me?” I study his face as if it holds every answer. His forehead tightened, shadows gathering above his eyes, “I’ll do whatever it takes to find that answer for you Akira, but right now I have no idea,” his answer cracks a little piece of my heart, but I know it’s not his fault, why would he know? “I’m sorry,” he murmurs softly as he reaches for the bottle and pours the same amount I did into his glass. My lips twitch as I force