First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BYMissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 14ROSEGAIL'S POVI can't believe this shit, I thought everything was okay. I thought magiging masaya na ako. Akala ko totoo ang lahat ng mga pinakita n'ya. I slammed my door with my fist closed. Lahat ng pwede kong itumba at wasakin ay nawasak ko na but it still did not work. My heart's still aching. Ang sakit sakit! Sobrang nasaktan ako sa mga narinig ko kanina, how could they? Pinakisamahan ko sila ng maayos. I was really good, wala akong ginawa na maikakasakit nila pero ito lang ang matatanggap ko? Betrayal? Sobrang sakit! I thought they are my person! Akala ko! Bakit nila ako kailangang ganituhin? Bakit? Saan ba ako nagkulang sa kanilang dalawa? Bakit? Pinagkatiwalaan ko sila! Bakit kailangan nilang gawin sa'kin 'to? My bestfriend and my husband really? Wala na bang mas ikokorni 'yon? The heck with those people asking for forgiveness but will do something dumb again. Gulong gulo a
First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 13ROSEGAIL'S POVAko lang ba nakakapansin or Hera's not in her own self? Kanina pa siya aligaga na parang may nangyari. What's her problem? Kanina pa siya wala sa sarili, mula noong naghanap kami ng gown ganyan na siya. I really think something is bothering her. I guess I need to ask her why she is acting that way? As her friend I need to help her when she has problems. Kailangan kong dapat nasa tabi n'ya. Nasa tabi ko rin naman siya noong kailangang kailangan ko ng karamay. She was there when I needed someone, she was there when I was lost in the darkness. I should return the favor diba? "You okay?" Para siyang napapasong lumingon sa'kin kaya napataas kilay ko. Ano kaya ang problema ng babaeng ito? Kanina pa siya hindi mapakali. Something is really bothering her and it's bothering me too. "A-ah oo okay lang ako, no problem." Tumango nalang ako sa kanya. Kapag gusto n'yang magsabi sa
First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 12ROSEGAIL'S POVEverything is great, it has been months since that proposal happened and those months are the happiest months in my life. We're actually preparing for our second wedding. This past few weeks are making my life hard as well as one of the happiest. Preparing for our wedding is stressful but also gives everlasting joy to my heart. Ngayon ang araw na pipili ako ng wedding dress, sasamahan daw ako ni Hope. Bumaba ako at tinawagan ang aking kaibigan. Simple lamang ang suot ko, isang puting t-shirt at pantalon na fit at kitang kita ang kurba ng aking katawan. Thorn is not here, pumasok s'ya sa opisina at hinayaan na lamang ako sa paghahanap ng wedding dress. Sasamahan n'ya ako bukas para sa cake testing. Nag aantay ako sa sala nang dumating si Hera na gandang ganda sa suot n'ya. Naka mini skirt at off shoulder dress na pinaresan ng stiletto. Buti nalang may kasama ako sa pagh
First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 11ROSEGAIL'S POV"Good morning, rise and shine baby." I moaned when somebody kissed me on my cheek and tried to wake me up. "Uhmm chap it" I groaned and push the person's hand. Ilang minutong katahimikan kaya bumalik ako sa pagkakayakap ng unan at natulog. "Oh Molly where is Holly?" "She's there Wolly, wow you're a gingerbread. Can I eat you?" "No Molly, you can't. I'm a living gingerbread." He run after he said those words. Takam na takam ako dahil sa kanyang katawan. Sakto at gutom na gutom na ako. Kailangan kong kumain nang kumain para sa paglalakbay ko. Hinabol ko siya nang hinabol pero lumusot siya sa mga eskinita kaya 'di ko na nakita. Sa pang huling eskinita lumiko ako at doon ko siya nakita. Nakaupo siya habang umiiyak. "Why are you crying?" "Because you'll eat me.""Because you're a food.""I said don't eat me! I'm alive! Mommy I'm alive! Can't you see it!? Mommy I'm you
First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 10ROSEGAIL'S POV"Stand up! Why are you begging for this guy you didn't even know!?" My mom shouted. I close my eyes, hindi naman siguro nila ako itatakwil kung malalaman nilang nagsisinungaling lang akong may amnesia right? Looking at my husband begging, hindi ko kaya. I love him so much. Hindi ko kayang panoorin na nagkakagano'n siya. If hindi lang ako nagpapanggap at tinanggap siya ulit sana hindi ito mangyayari. This is all my fault. Tumingin ako kay Stem, he sternly look at me at umiling iling but I just look at him at binalik ang mga tingin ko sa mga magulang ko na tila naguguluhan. Lumuhod na rin si Thorn sa tabi ko at hinawakan ang kaliwang kamay ko. This is it, we will do this together as a couple. "Mom, dad I-I'm s-soryy." They are shocked when I said those words. My heart is beating faster because of tension. "W-why are you saying sorry?" My mom said. Pikit mata akong nag
First installation of A Wife's Grief SeriesWRITTEN BY MissteriousGuile A WIFE'S SORROWCHAPTER 9Everything runs so fast, I am now in my parent's house. I still don't recover, they put some crunches my left hand hindi naman masyadong severe but kailangang lagyan para mas mapadali ang pag galing. Stem, my doctor is checking me every day to ensure my health and he's also taking ths a great opportunity to tease and make Thorn's jealous. It's been 3 weeks and Thorn is making me his again. I know maliit lang na pagpapansin ni Thorn sa'kin ay babalik ako sa kanya agad. "Hey." I look at Stem's who's busy arranging my meds in the table. I don't know what has gotten into me but I'm thinking about what ifs, what if siya napangasawa ko? What if siya nakatuluyan ko? Magiging ganito kaya buhay ko? Hindi kaya ako makakatikim ng mga suntok? Tadyak? At mga sipa na galing sa asawa ko? I rinsed the thought away at umiling iling. "If I'm an Ice I'll be melting by now because of your intense stared.