LOGINThe silence wasn't empty; it was full of the ragged echo of our combined breaths and the furious, frantic hammering of my heart. Todd’s eyes, a brilliant, clear blue, were wide and focused only on me, like I was the last source of light in a dark room. The intensity was almost too much to bear.He didn't move away. His hands were still framing my face, his thumbs stroking the soft skin below my cheekbones. The weight of his gaze and the warmth of his touch were an anchor, finally steadying the chaos the last hour had been.“We need to talk about her,” I whispered, the word 'her' tasting bitter on my tongue. I gestured vaguely toward the door he’d been about to storm through. “The person who made the video.”The mention of her—of the lie—was like snapping a thin wire. Todd’s jaw tightened again, the storm still lurking just beneath the surface, but this time, it was controlled. He took a slow, deep breath and finally stepped back, though his eyes never left mine.“Right. Her.” He ran a
The kitchen was still a bright, flour-dusted haven, but the comforting chaos now felt miles away, separated from me by a sheet of glass. I stood in the doorway, the lingering scent of cinnamon and rising dough catching in my throat. The jazz, once a lively counterpoint to Nana’s humming, now sounded tinny and distant, a song being played in another room.“Did you talk to Amanda?” Piper asked, finally giving up on the dog’s tail and flopping dramatically onto a kitchen chair. “Did she get the lead? You’ve got that ‘I just accidentally signed up for mandatory summer school’ look on your face.”Nana stopped rolling the dough and looked at me, her brown eyes, always so warm and perceptive, narrowing slightly. “She’s right, Rory-girl. What is it? You look like you’ve seen a ghost, and not one of the friendly ones.”I forced a smile, one that felt stiff and cracked, like old paint. “It’s nothing, Nana. Just… history. Mr. Morris gave us a surprise essay prompt. I need to go back over my note
The rhythm of my steps on the sidewalk was the only sound I could clearly hear, a dull, thudding percussion that matched the anxious beat of my own heart. I kept my eyes fixed on the pavement, watching the way the late afternoon sun stretched the shadows of the maple trees into long, distorted spears. Each step took me further from Todd’s house, and further from the comfort I’d found there, replacing it with a creeping sense of isolation.I finally lifted my head, catching my reflection in the dark glass of a parked car. The smile I’d forced for Todd was gone. My face was pale, and my eyes were wide and strangely flat. I saw the girl Mr. Henderson saw: a variable, an equation that didn't balance.The Unread MessageWhen I finally got back to my own house, the kitchen was a cheerful, noisy mess—Nana was listening to a jazz record while rolling out dough for a pie, and my sister, Piper, was attempting to braid our dog’s tail. The familiar chaos should have been comforting, but today it
The warm, contented haze of the party lingered for days. It was a soft glow that seemed to follow me, Rory, from room to room. The memory of Nana’s tear-streaked, joyful face, the sound of Amanda’s soaring voice, the solid, comforting weight of Todd’s arm around me—it was a perfect, polished gem I turned over and over in my mind.But life, as it tends to do, moved on. The balloons deflated, the last crumbs of the magnificent cake were eaten, and the real world, with its mundane rhythms and unexpected sharp edges, reasserted itself.It was a Tuesday afternoon, the kind of lazy, sun-drenched day that felt borrowed from summer. I was at Todd’s house, a place that was becoming as familiar as my own. We were sprawled on the plush rug in his living room, thick textbooks and scattered notes spread out before us. A history midterm loomed, a dark cloud on our otherwise sunny horizon. The only sounds were the soft scratch of Todd’s pencil, the hum of the refrigerator, and the occasional rustle
Aunt Ryan’s hand found mine, her grip warm and familiar. It was a comforting anchor in the sudden, quiet surge of missing my mom."You know, Bun," she said, her voice dropping to a thoughtful murmur, "I was standing in the kitchen earlier, watching you and Todd clean up. You two were just gliding around each other, totally in sync. The house was loud all day, but when you were together, it felt like your own little pocket of peace."I leaned my head back on her shoulder, feeling the solid, loving presence of my mom's sister. "He's really... easy to be around," I admitted, the shy, happy flush returning to my cheeks. "He just fits.""He does," she agreed softly. "And that is a rare, wonderful thing. You deserve that, Rory. You've spent so long carrying the weight of taking care of everyone else—your Nana, your dad, even Rosalie sometimes. It’s lovely to see someone taking care of you for a change."The words felt like a gentle permission I hadn't known I needed. It was true. For years,
(RORY’S POV)The night air was cool and soft, a gentle contrast to the humid warmth of the house, now filled with the low hum of conversations winding down. The last of the guests were saying their goodbyes, their voices a symphony of well-wishes and happy memories. My family, now a small, exhausted but content group, were gathered in the living room, the space that had been a battlefield just hours before. The once-pristine decorations were now a little askew, a testament to the joyous chaos of the party. A few stray balloons had made their way to the ceiling, their silver and pink surfaces reflecting the soft glow of the lamps. The scent of cinnamon, sugar, and aged paper still lingered, a comforting, familiar aroma.I sat on the couch, nestled between my dad and my sister, Rosalie. My hand, tucked into Todd’s, felt warm and safe. He was talking to my Aunt Ryan, his voice a low, happy rumble as he recounted a story about my cousin’s impressive dance moves. He had been a natural all