I woke up early in the morning feeling excited about this day. Sa gabi ang hinandang party ni Sid and close friends lang ang invited at mga relatives niya. Bilang pasasalamat na rin niya raw ito dahil malapit na rin siyang grumaduate. Kinaya niya at kakayanin niya.
Maraming naniniwala sa kanya at isa na ako doon. He’ll be a great brother and a boyfriend.
Boyfriend. I smiled at the thought. Starting later this evening, wala ka nang kawala Sid.
Naglinis ako at nagbihis para sa pagkikita namin ni Mav. Sana lang nagpaalam siya ng maayos sa fiancé niya. Ayokong masabunutan mamaya. Kaka-treatment lang nit
I kissed her. I’ve kissed her before but this time, it’s different. We are both healed. We both are new individuals, facing challenges together. We’ve been through so much, and I would love to go through more with her. I would love to be with her for the rest of my life. I put the letter down on the table and pulled her into me while our lips are still linked with each other. I pulled her waist closer and my hands draw small circles there. Her hands went from my face up to my nape. She’s clinging on to me, and it gave me a different kind of feeling. Saying butterflies in my stomach is too cliché as an adjective.  
I was awakened by the continuous ringing of my alarm clock at my bedside table. I opened my right eye to look for the time. Its short hand points at four and the longer one at exactly twelve. Agad akong tumayo, tumungo sa banyo upang mag-toothbrush at maligo. Pagkatapos ay isinuot ang white sando, ang aking black pants at nagtungo sa kusina. Nagsaing ako ng bigas, nagluto ng bacon at hotdogs para sa almusal. Hinanda ko na rin ang mga ito sa mesa at tinakpan. I went back inside my room and changed my sando with the white polo shirt na may logo ng coffee shop na pinagtatrabahuhan ko. Nagsuot na din ako ng white shoes na bigay pa ng namayapa kong ina since sira na ang black shoes ko. I get my things ready, combed my elbow-length straight hair, put a little lip and cheek tint, and I’m
The bell rung and dismissal came. Both Aesther and I went out to go home. May sundo siya kaya naka alis siya kaagad.“Hey! Don’t forget to text me when you get home!” pahabol niyang tugon bago tuluyang umalis ang sasakyan nila.When she left, I walked to the bus stop. My house is about 15 minutes away from my school if I ride the bus and about 20 minutes if I ride the tricycle. I was patiently waiting when someone sat beside me. I didn’t look at him but in my peripheral vision, I can tell that he’s a boy.I got a book from my bag and reviewed some of our lessons in Oral Communication dahil may quiz kami bukas. As I was reading, I can feel the boy wriggle his leg. Nadadala ang upuan sa kanyang paggalaw kaya nagagalaw din ako. Nahihiya akong sitahin siya dahil hindi ko naman siya kilala. Hindi ko rin kayang lumipat ng upuan kasi baka isipin niyang nababahuan ako sa kanya.&n
Wala akong tulog, wala din akong nakain. Pumasok ako sa trabaho na parang lutang at wala sa mood. Mabuti nalang at mabait si kuya Ian kaya sa kusina niya ako in-assign kahit server dapat ako ngayon. Maliban kasi sa pagiging bartender, siya din ang manager namin. He gave me again my usual order at iyon na ang almusal ko. Hanggang lunch narin siguro 'to dahil ayoko nang kumain sa canteen. Papakiusapan ko nalang si Aesther. Pagkatapos kong kumain ay nagsimula na akong magtrabaho. I am washing the dishes when Charryn entered. She's the supposed to be dishwasher today pero dahil lutang ako at ayaw kong mapahiya, nag-swap kami ng trabaho. "Hoy mare, may gwapo doon sa labas!" impit na sigaw niya sabay tili. Hahampasin pa sana niya ako pero mabilis kong naiharang ang kawali. "Lahat naman ata gwapo para sayo eh," sabi ko sabay tawa. "Oo nga mare, pero 'yong nasa labas kasi
The next day, nagtrabaho ulit ako ng maaga at bumalik ako sa pagiging server. Mabuti nalang at hindi ako masyadong inalila ng mga kapatid ko kaya hindi ako lutang o pagod. Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng pagtatrabaho ng tumunog ang chime at may pumasok. I was about to greet them when I saw who they were. Sila yong mga nanambunot sakin noong nakaraang araw. "Good morning! What's your order ma'am?" tanong ko sa kanila. Tinignan naman nila ako mula ulo hanggang paa. Mukhang mapapasabak na naman ako nito. "Chocolate drink sakin at isang strawberry shortcake," sagot ng isang alipores niya. "Mine's just the frappe," tugon naman ng isa. "Two egg sandwiches with cheese and 1 cappuccino," maarteng sagot ng reyna nila. Inulit ko ang order nila at nagtanong kung may idadagdag pa ba. Hindi naman sila sumagot kaya dumiretso na ako sa kusina. Pinaluto ko kay Charryn an
The next day is dangerously quiet. I finished my shift at the coffee shop with ease, and two subjects have passed without any conflicts. I've passed two quizzes, and we're down to the last one this afternoon.Our teacher just dismissed us and we're waiting for the next one, then it's lunch time. I was just looking at the window and watching the football tryouts in the field.Iyong classroom kasi namin ay nasa second floor at nakaharap sa oval kung saan ginaganap ang mga field sports. Nakatunganga lang ako doon nang tinawag ako ni Aesther."Kae, I'm going to the CR," paalam niya sakin."Samahan kita?" tanong ko naman sa kanya."Yeah, sure," sagot niya.Umalis kami papuntang CR. Ang girl's CR sa school ay may limang cubicle at may tatlong lababo na nakaharap sa isang malapad na salamin.Pumasok si Aesther sa isang cubicle at nag
Halos tatlong oras lang akong natulog. I wasn't even fully awake when I entered the coffee shop. Pinakain naman ako ni kuya Ian ng pandesal at binigyan ng kape para kahit papaano ay magising ang diwa ko. As I was sipping my hot coffee, naalala ko ang nangyari kagabi. Sino kaya ang lalaking 'yon? Bakit kaya niya nasulat ang 'life is hard'? Masyado niyang naukopa ang isip ko na hindi ko man lang namalayan na pumasok si Charryn sa kusina. Tinapik niya ang balikat ko at nabigla ako sa kanya. "Ano? Okay ka na ba? Aba, eh magtrabaho ka na doon," utos niya sakin. Kanina pa pala ako nakatulala. Nagmadali akong ubusin ang iniinom kong kape at sinimulang magtrabaho. There are lots of people today compared to previous days. And to think that there's no special event in the school, this set up is kind of overwhelming. I was so tired when I finished my shift. Pumasok ako sa school at dumiretso muna
The whole week was a roller coaster ride for me. I was challenged by bullying, was slapped and pushed, locked in a cubicle, and treated as a slave. This is one messy ride that if given a chance, I would not dare experience it again.Today is Saturday and that means grocery day. I will spend my morning buying stuff needed in the house and needed by my aunt and sisters. Ako lang yata at ang tito ko ang hindi maarte sa gamit at hindi bili ng bili.I went to the nearest supermarket and got a cart to fill in with my supplies. I first went to the kitchen stuff, the ones needed for cooking. Oil, vinegar, soy sauce, spices, meat, milk, beverages, snacks, and many more. I actually have a long list of all the things I needed to buy that's written on my phone.I took my time inspecting the goodness of every product. From the expiry date, the nutritional facts, up to its usage and directions. Iniisa-isa ko talaga ang mga ito.