"Wait a minute you did what, with who?" Kelly says, screaming into my ear. I move the phone from my ear as my eardrum rings."Why are you screaming?" I ask, closing my eyes. I still can't believe Oliver and I did that. My body is still buzzing. I've never done that with anyone. Why did I do it with him?."Why are you not screaming? This is huge, this is life changing." She says echoing my thoughts." I don't know how I feel about what happened. My body is on edge. I’m a little confused."It's normal to feel that way." Kelly says her voice laced with so much excitement. I wish I felt the same way but all I feel is confusion. I keep wondering what would have happened if his phone hadn't rung.."I don't know, I keep replaying the whole thing in my head." I say but I don't finish my thoughts. I want to say more but I'm embarrassed."Do you regret what happened?" Kelly asks, reading my thoughts. She knows me too well. I don't have to say the words for her to figure it out."I just feel lik

One week later I look out the window and smile. I can't believe I'm in Oliver's house. I’ve heard rumors about his house and how big it is but my imagination couldn’t conjure up this much wealth. It’s more than big, it’s luxurious. His bathroom is double the size of my mother’s plant room. And that’s not counting his bathroom. I should be freaking out over the fact that I’m in his house but I’m freaking out over the fact that we’re alone. I don’t think I can control the feelings that are stirring inside of me. The more time we spend together the deeper my feelings for him go. I don’t think I can call what I feel for him a crush anymore. I feel something so much more intense and it’s threatening to burst. “I don’t see how me standing in the middle of your bedroom is the same thing as us taking things slow.” I say turning around to look at Oliver. He’s sitting at his desk looking at me closely. He’s been watching my every move since we walked into his room. He hasn’t really said

“Are you sure you want to do this?” Oliver asks looking at me with so much lust in his eyes.“Nope” I reply smiling and he frowns at me. “But I’ve never felt this way.” I say letting him into my thoughts. “It feels like I’m on fire. Like my insides are burning.” I say and he smiles.“I feel the same way.” He says and my heart skips a beat. “I don’t know hoe I’m able to hold myself back right now. I want to be inside of you so bad.” He adds his words making my skin get warmer. He wants me. He wants me as much as I want him. “But I don’t want us to do something we’re both going to regret. I want you to be sure.” He says his face serious.“I’ll never be sure about this. About us.” I say realizing how crazy this is l. Oliver, the guy I’ve had a crush on for so long wants me. Little old me? “I’ll never be sure that this will work.” I say and he has this look of disappointment on his face. “But what I’m sure of is that I want you right here and now. I don’t want to worry about what happens

I don’t know how I got through the day. I got to work today and all I could think about is the beautiful woman in front of me. If you asked me what I did at work today I wouldn’t tell you. But if you asked me to tell you every detail of our night together I would narrate every moment for you. I couldn’t wait to see her tonight. I almost lost it when she appeared at the front door an hour ago. Her smile is captivating and her body is my addiction. I don’t know if she is aware of the trouble she started by letting me in like that. The only thing keeping me from taking her clothes off is that we’re in my father’s building and there are cameras here. If it wasn’t for that she would be screaming my name right now.I stretch my legs out under the table to stop myself from doing what my body craves. I choose instead to look at her closely. I take in every detail about her, if I can’t have her body, I’ll enjoy looking at her beauty. Our feet touch and she looks up at me. We stare at each oth

Jameson knows now. I sigh in relief. He knows how much I’ve wanted this. We talked about how I can take things to the next level with Ryo so many times. We spent hours trying to figure her out. Needless to say none of the plans we had never worked but he never gave up. He gave me so much advice on how to get here. To this place where I can share the amazing night I had with her. It’s still mind-boggling to me that I’m here, I can’t believe it. And the look on his face says the same thing. I want to ask him why he looks like that but I’m not sure if I want to hear the answer. I’ve known Jameson long enough to know when he’s about to tell me something I don’t want to hear. He has this serious look on his face like he’s about to ruin my day. I really don’t want to hear what he has to say because I already have my own, misgivings about my situation with Ryo. I don’t need my best friend reminding me of the many ways this could go wrong. My own mind is a great reminder of all that. I try