I can't believe Killian made me his new Beta. I can't believe I have such a high postion in our kingdom. It's honor, and something that is beyond my wildest dreams. I never realized Killian held me in such high regard, or that I had proven I was worthy of such a postion. My family would be proud of me if they were still alive. I know Clara is proud of me. I'm happy her and Killian were able to work things out between. It's a relief not to have to worry about helping her escape. I really didn't want to leave my kingdom. I like it here, but I would have left if it meant Clara was safe. Thankfully, Killian has finally seen reason. Unfortuanlty, Emmett and Iris betrayed Killian. I feel for Killian. I can't imagine that level of betrayl from two peoeple I trusted with everything. Emmett is also Killian's family, that has also got to sting. I don't know how Emmett could have been so blind, and to do something so foolish. Not to mention risky. Why would he could a

I’m in the dungeons doing my job. I hardly leave anymore not really because I can’t, but because I don’t want to. Ever since Iris and I went against Killian I can’t really look at him now. I feel extreme guilt. He trusted me and I broke that trust by being a stubborn asshole who couldn't let the truth be the truth. I was so hell bent on doing what we had planned that I didn't really care if Clara was innocent. I didn’t think she could be Claret. Then Iris suggested we do the introduction anyway and get Clara to confess she was lying. I should have said no, but I was so pissed with Killian shutting us down. It was clear he was and is possessive over Clara. Iris and I were wrong. The minute Killian walked into the court without Clara I knew something wasn’t right. Then he glared at us and the set up before him. I knew it was bad then. I’ve known him since we we

I’ve been transforming a lot lately. I need it to decompress. Running the kingdom is challenging, but at least I have Clara at my side. Nora is amazing as well, but neither of them can help me with the personal storm raging inside of me. The guilt I feel for what I did Clara eats at me. I know she forgives me, but I can’t seem to move past it. I feel like I don’t deserve her or our child. I’m grateful that Clara loves me even when I don’t deserve her. Making my way from the forest I quickly dress and head inside. I have work to do and our wedding is in a few days. I need to push my personal shit aside and handle business. Clara is the only thing that can calm the storm raging inside of me. I never thought I’d regret enslaving her. I never thought she would be Claret. I never thought I’d love Clara or marry her, yet I wouldn’t have it any other way. 

Today I marry Killian. I never thougth this day would come. I have dreamed about it. I've have often wondered what my wedding would be like. Would I marry someone I love? Would I even like the person I'm to wed? Thankfully, the answer is yes to those questions. Soon we will have a baby. It's hard to believe this is my life. After being locked away by my father and then enslaved I was wondering if I would have find happiness. My father would be horrified to know I'm marrying Killian, a werewolf. That I'm having a baby with him. My father was very wrong in his views. I always knew he was wrong with his views. I hated watching everyone suffer at his hands. Now our kingdom has a new Alpha King and Luna Queen. Our kingdom is healing. It's a beautiful thing to see. There is a lot of healing going on these days. Iris is working hard with Crane to get herself stable enough to take over the orphanage. Right now, Nora is helping me along with a few others to keep the

Clara delivered our baby girl almost nine months ago. She is now pregnant with baby number two. What can I say I just can’t keep my hands off my angel. Clara is a wonderful mother. I’m stepping into the role of father a little slower than I wanted to. The kingdom is thriving, but it’s still new and requires a good amount of my time. Thankfully, Clara understands and we spend as much time together as possible.  We are opening her school soon which has the kingdom incredibly happy. Iris has been working hard with Crane and soon should be ready to take over the orphanage fully. She loves it there and the kids love her. She’s already talking about adopting some of them. I think she will end up adopting them all. I’m happy Iris is working on herself and getting her dream. Iris still isn’t fully comfortable around Clara and Clara never pushes her. Clara understands and simply accepts that Iris and her will