Brooks and I lay there for about 30 minutes just staring at each other and smiling. I sat up and said just curious but where is Jonah? Every time I come up here and I come inside, your mom and Jonah aren't here. He sat up and told me that his mom was at work and Jonah goes with his dad for a few hours after school. I asked if he had a good relationship with his dad and he told me that he and Jonah have different dads. He told me that his dad died when he was little and he didn't really know him and that Jonah's dad was a decent stepdad while he was married to his mom. I told Brooks I was sorry about his dad and he told me it was ok and explained that his dad suffered from depression and it got the better of him and he took his own life. I told Brooks that I know what it is like because I suffer from it and he pulled me into him and told me he would always be here for me. I nestled my face into his chest and closed my eyes taking in his scent. After a few minutes, I pulled away and sai

Finally, it's the last day before break, and I and can't wait. My butt is going to be lazy and sleep in. I am headed into my second to last period to take my test and then sit and do nothing until the end of the school day since I took my test for last period last week. When the bell rang I headed into the hallway and saw Kinzlee. She waved at me and motioned for me to come over to her and I did. She told me she was throwing a little party Friday and invited me. I told her I didn't think I'd be able to come and she said to call her if I could and she gave me her phone number. I headed into my next class and ad sat there writing in my journal until school was over. When I got off the bus I didn't see Brooks's SUV. when I got home my dad was already home which wasn't normal. I walked in and asked if he was ok and he laughed and said he was, then asked me why I asked. I told him it wasn't like him to come home early unless he wasn't feeling good. He told me he came home early to pack. I

When I woke up, I smiled because Brooks had his arm over me and was holding me close to him. I laid there for a few minutes thinking about how perfect laying next to him felt. I had to use the bathroom so I lifted his arm and slid out of the bed. He stirred but didn't wake up. I closed the bathroom door and did what I needed to do. I washed my hands and then washed my face to wake myself up a little more. When I came out of the bathroom I looked inside my room and Brooks was still asleep. I went back into my room and got some clothes to change into and since he was asleep, I figured it was safe to change in my room. When I got dressed I turned around and he was staring at me with a smirk on his face. I asked why he was looking at me like that and he said, "you are gorgeous and have an amazing body cutie." I blushed and said you were asleep so I didn't see a reason to change in the bathroom but I will next time and I smiled at him. I asked him if he was hungry and he said yes. I aske

BROOKS I have never felt something so tight wrapped around my d*ck before. It felt as if Crystal's body was made for me. When she told me it was ok to start moving, I slowly thrusted in and out of her. I could see the pleasure I was giving, on her face. I started to feel a little guilty though. I knew this was wrong and I have been working my way up to getting her in bed. I couldn't help myself though. Crystal looks older than she is and has an amazing body. No man in their right mind wouldn't try to sleep with her. I just happened to be the lucky one, when she moved into my neighborhood. I snapped out of my thoughts and focused on giving her what she asked for. I sped up my pace on my thrust and hearing her moan had me throbbing. I felt like I was going to bust right then but I held back and I kept thrusting while changing my pace. Seeing her innocent facial expressions as I thrust into her, had that guilty feeling stirring again. I knew I couldn't just stop right in the middle of t

BROOKSWhen Crystal left, I sat in my explorer and thought about everything. I feel so damn bad for doing that to her. When I found out she was 17, I should have stopped thinking about sleeping with her. She is still a kid and I am a man. I shouldn't be feeling the way I do about her but I can't help it. There was something about her but I couldn't pinpoint what. When I was on my way home today, I turned the radio off and sat in silence trying to think and it hit me. I actually have real feelings for her. It wasn't the fact I wasn't getting laid that kept me from sleeping, it was not being close to her. I have to be close to her to function. I can't think unless I am with her and when I am not with her, she is all I can think about. I've been gone a week trying to distance myself from her but yet she has been the only thing that is on my mind. That's why I decided to talk to her when I got home. What in the f*ck am I going to do? I can't just walk up to her door and her dad answer an