Lahat ng Kabanata ng Lucevkin Dreams: Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 90

-Karen-Oh! Yes. Joanne didn’t exactly explain the other part. I nodded as I pulled back from him. “I do actually. Explain to me, if you don’t mind, what is really supposed to happen between lovers. I know Joanne said she is loud with Bart but that’s all I got from her. I don’t know anything else beyond that.” I asked curiously. I mean I’m practically stupid when it comes to that. Like I know more about butchering a chicken then being with someone.“The intimate part?” I nodded and watched his expression. “It’s never supposed to hurt. Accidents can happen if you’re not paying attention but, ideally, the whole act should be nothing but pleasure for both of us.” He smirked at that. “It should make you feel so much all at once and at the same time, it allows you to connect and bond with your lover. It deepens the bond so much further than just spending time together. Like for instance, I want to teach you to dance and I want you to teach me how to sew, right?” I nodded as I followed alon

-Karen-I turned back and straightened up the bed and picked out his clothes. Next I started getting the towels and soaps ready. “Kay! You don’t have to do that you know?” Joanne called from the main room. I rolled my eyes and continued trying to make sure that he would have everything he needed for his shower. I’m his servant- Yes, I do! Undergarments. Pants and shirt. Body towel, hair towel, soap and shampoo. And the conditioner- I think that’s it?I dried the floor with the towel from my shower. As I crossed the main room into the armoire room, I dropped the used towel into the small basket. I opened the door to look myself over in the new mirror. I tightened the sash in the back and flounced my hair. I shut the armoire door when I heard the main door open. I bolted to the door as Conor walked through. As soon as he shut the door, I pounced on him and hugged him tightly.“I missed you!” I whispered as he hugged me back tightly.“Not as much as I missed you!” Conor said kissing me r

-Karen-I heard him stomp off in a different direction, but I stayed next to the door trying to calm down. I felt my heart race and my left arm started to hurt within a few minutes. Pains started to stab my muscles in my neck and so many scary memories hit me like a wall of bricks. I left the room and went to the armoire. Hastily, I curled up in a ball and shut the door, crying softly, trying to calm down as fast as I could. I have to breath. I have to! I feel like I can’t though. “Karen?” Conor called for me from the main room, but I felt like my joints were locked. I was still really on edge from that short encounter and it made me feel sick to my stomach. “Kay? Where’d you go?” I could hear Conor come into this room and then a second later the doors to the armoire opened. I scrunched down trying to make myself as small as possible.“Kay, what’s wrong, love?” Conor was gentle as he pulled me from the armoire. I cried so hard clinging to him forgetting to breathe a couple of times.

-Karen-We went and changed into fresh bed clothes, but I lingered at the armoire trying to figure out what I could do to make him feel better about the future. After a few moments, I felt like I was being watched but figured I was just tired. I twirled my hair around my finger in hopes of distracting myself. I watched Conor approach me in the mirror. He slipped his arms around me and pulled me away from the armoire.“Bedtime, my flower.” He whispered softly. I wrapped an arm around his neck as he picked me up and carried me to our bed. I kissed him sweetly as he carried me with ease. He dropped me on the bed and then tickled me for several minutes. I crawled away from him as quickly as could. “You’re a fun girl. Not as wild as I first thought though.” Conor mused as he got in between the blankets. He thought I was wild? And probably untameable too. He patted the pillow next to him while I gave him a suspicious look. “Come on brat. You know you want to snuggle with me.” He said with h

-Karen-I tried to scramble away from him, but he pounced on me and started tickling me all over again. I yelled for him to stop but he pinned me to the bed and tickled me for thirty minutes until we were laughing and breathing so hard, we coughed repeatedly. He spanked my butt twice and then pulled me into his lap and started kissing me all over again. He is fun! Really fun! And these kisses, it’s like a fire in my veins. There’s no other way to describe this sensation.“Kay…” Conor whispered my name in my ear. I looked over at him from the corner of my eye and we kissed again. “We should probably go to bed soon…” I frowned while he laughed. “Don’t give me that look.” Fine. How about this then! I pouted at him. He laughed again and then kissed me deeply. “Come on you sexy woman. Bedtime.” I sighed and got off his lap, crawling up to the pillows. We cuddled down together falling asleep in each other’s arms.I woke up before him the next day and decided to experiment with what I had le