Chapter 181 Lily's POV The crowd was a blur of color and noise, music pulsing through the streets with a bass so heavy I could feel it vibrating in my chest, laughter echoing off buildings in waves of sound that should have felt joyful but only grated against my nerves, lights spinning in dizzying halos overhead, casting everything in alternating shadows and brightness. Halloween revelry at its peak, thousands of people celebrating, living, enjoying their perfect little lives. But none of it reached me. None of it mattered. My breath was slow, controlled, measured like I'd practiced in the mirror for hours. In for four counts, hold for four, out for four. My heartbeat was steady, rhythmic, like a ticking clock counting down to inevitability, to the moment I'd been planning for days, to the end of all this suffering. I adjusted the peacock mask on my face for the third time in as many minutes, feeling the cool silk press against my cheekbones, the elastic band pulling slightly
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