Semua Bab After Him: Bab 1 - Bab 6

I didn't know why we talked to each other so suddenly. I knew he was Lucas, I kind of heard his name. Well the truth is, this wasn't the first time I saw him. I already know him, but not personally. I just know something like he was Samantha's driver and they're close. That's why I always acted like I knew him for the first time.“I can bring you home, if you don't mind?" he was still smiling as he offered me a ride. He was like in a commercial with his beautiful smile.I refused his offer immediately. As much as possible I don't want to have a long conversation with him.I don't know why but it doesn't seem right, “No, thank you. I’m fine with a taxi. Samantha might be needing you anytime, I don't want any trouble,” I laugh a bit to make it sound like I wasn't trying to avoid him.“Are you sure? Samantha wouldn't mind that for sure," he said calmly but I still refuse his offer.“I'm fine, don't worry. I'm going now. Thanks for your offer anyways," I said and bid my goodbye to him as

Xavier didn’t love me. He never did, he never learned to.Because even though he was with me for years and he didn’t mean to make me feel that I know he still longs for her.The one he’s looking for when he falls asleep, the one he wants to be with through everything. The one he could wait no matter how long it will take.That is why I know it is impossible for him to realize that he loves me because he never really saw me. He never laid his attention on me, no matter how hard he tried to convince himself. He couldn’t take Samantha away from him.It is always Samantha and never Veronica.“When I met Cora, Xavier’s mother. I was with someone else. My first love, Cora’s existence doesn’t matter at all until we get a chance to know each other. My first love left for her dreams and we promised to hold on to our relationship but Xavier’s mother is not hard to love. And even when I love my girlfriend, I still fell in love with his mother. At first I was confused, especially when my girlfrie

“I missed talking to you,” he said out of nowhere.My heart beat fast. Even though he hurt me, every time he says he misses me, my heart gives in.“It's your fault, you forgot about me,” I said and giggled.“Are you jealous of Veronica Marchella?” he asked seriously.I couldn’t answer easily. He seems very serious and I don’t know what to tell him.I faked a laugh and tapped his shoulder, “Why? Is there a reason to be jealous?” I tried to hide the pain I am feeling in my heart.Yes Xavier, I am jealous. I’m scared, I am hurt.He didn’t say a thing and looked from afar.“That’s fine. I understand,” I stand and walk a bit near the cliff to see more of the beautiful city lights.“Wait for my boyfriend’s song!” I shouted even though I know that no one else can hear me. I just want to say that he is my boyfriend.“The guy I am with, he’s the lead vocalist of his band Command. He’s my boyfriend!” my heart hurt while I was shouting those lines.I felt him beside me. I looked at him and smile