Emma’s POVThe mirror in my dressing room reflects a woman I am still learning to inhabit.The emerald silk faille clings to the curve of my hips, structuring my waist, falling in a heavy, liquid column to the parquet floor. The neckline is a sharp, off-the-shoulder cut, exposing the long line of my throat and collarbones, while the back dips low, revealing the smooth skin I used to hide under oversized wool cardigans.Chantal kneels beside me, removing the final silver pins from the train."Look at yourself, Emma," Chantal whispers, standing up and stepping back to admire her work. "Look at what you carry."I look into the glass.Four years ago, I stood in a carpeted bedroom in Los Angeles, sweating, breathing in until my lungs burned, trying to force a zipper up my back while a man stood in the doorway and told me to wear something else. I wore the black dress that night. I wore the dress that apologized for taking up space.Tonight, the emerald silk does not apologize. It claims ev
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