Heal Me Beneath Your Warmth

Heal Me Beneath Your Warmth

By:  GrandDandelion  Ongoing
Language: English
goodnovel16goodnovel
0.0
Not enough ratings
39Chapters
916views
Read
Add to library
Report
Overview
Catalog
Leave your review on App

Eveone Allisa Benavidez, a lead guitar member on their band called Diamonds. Eveone was admired especially by her sister, no one can reach her sister's undying love, not her friends, not her younger sister, not their parents that treat her like an unwanted child; a treatment that triggered her thoughts and eventually invoked to Anxiety and Paranoia. Despite her condition she continued studying and pursuing medicine. However, along the way of her journey while walking with darkness, she crosses paths with Xavion Treyton Hernaez. A man who's unpredictable but hides sorrows and enigmas, a man who'll make her calm and safe from her darkest fear and nightmares. “Back then, death was my biggest fear. But now, losing someone like you is what I'm most afraid of.” She was surrounded with fear and he was clouded with sadness. Together, they will create memories and a lesson to engrave.

View More

Latest chapter

    Interesting books of the same period

    Comments
    No Comments
    39 chapters
    Author's Note
    MENTAL ILLNESS AND DISORDER SERIESThis fictituos story contains words nor true statement. Names, places,occasions/events, dates, incidents are based on the author's concept. It contains foul languages and any other inappropriate actions. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead is purely coincidental.PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME. Note: Hi, this is a letter from the writer, I'm Ysa. I am a Filipina writer and I hope Filipino readers from this app will support me. First of all, I have no experience sa field na' to, this is my first time writing a teen fiction story, so please, I'm sorry for unnecessary and unformal format. This story contains, grammatical errors, typos and wrong spellings. We all commit mistakes, bare with me please. This story is for practice only! I accept criticism and ready to be educated by others. Ito ang unang teen-fiction story na isusulat ko at series pa nga, I usually write actions and fantasy storie
    Read more
    Chapter 01: Stranger
    Namayani ang malakas na palakpakan at hiyawan matapos ang outro ng kanta. Hawak ang bass guitar, binigyan ko ng isang tango si Collete.“Good evening po, pwede na po kayong mag-request ng song,” ani Collete gamit ang tinig niyang kay lambing sa pandinig. Ngunit kahit gano’n ang paraan niya ng pagsasalita, kahit pa kasing buti ng anghel siya makisama sa lahat. Gagawa ng paraan ang isip ko upang makahanap ng butas na maaaring magpahamak sa akin. All this time, everything seems fine to their eyes.  I guess  I'm the only one who's fighting my cloud of thoughts. Dark thoughts that keep on bugging me, waiting for my body to collapse before dragging me down to my fears.I tried my best to clear my negative thoughts. I tried to be strong even though I was feeling the strike of nervousness and fear again.Collete pointed her fingers at the audience. She was describing the girl she wants to ask. Dahan-dahan naman itong lumapit at nags
    Read more
    Chapter 02: Nice To Meet You
    I was catching my breath but that didn’t stop me from running. I have to get away, I don't want to get lost in this world. I’m not ready to leave everything yet. I almost broke down screaming, my leg aches and my stomach seemed to be turning upside down. My eyes were wide open but I could only see pure black.May nagbabadyang sanhi ng aking kamatayan at hindi ko alam kung saan ito nagmula. I tried to run but I noticed that I'm not even moving from my position.Saan ba talaga ako tutungo? Hanggang saan nga ba ang kaya ko?The moment of silence was slowly making me crazy. Dahil minsan ay nagsisilbing palatandaan ng gulo at disgrasya ang katahimikan.I was busy running for my life when the surface started swallowing my feet. May kamay na humawak sa aking binti at tinutulungan ang kadiliman na ako'y lamunin. I tried to reach the unknown surface but the darkness kept on dragging me down.One last time, I screamed, begging the darkness
    Read more
    Chapter 03: Cubicle
    Mali ako sa inaaakalang magiging magaang lang ang simula namin sa college dahil sa pangalawang linggo pa lamang ay binigyan na kami ng gawain. Kailangan pa naming i-cancel ang gig noong sabado para lamang magawa at makapag-submit. Dahil nga sa sobrang busy ay nagpasya muna kaming mag-post ng isang cover sa aming page at YouTube channel upang makabawi."Arat, night club?" aya ni Devika. "Relax muna tayo, wala namang masama sa pag-e-enjoy kahit saglit.""Dito na lang kami, may tatapusin pa akong kanta," sagot ni Eleanor. "Collete, ano sasama ka?"Colette shrugged her shoulders. "Why not? Maiwan na lang sila dito, saglit lang naman tayo.""Ikaw, Eve? Sasama raw sila Adiel." Lumipat ang atensyon sa akin ni Devika. Naibaba ko ang ballpen na hawak matapos marinig iyon. "Totoo?""Oo nga!"Napatingin ako sa kisame at sinimulan ang paggawa ng desisyon. Marami pa akong gagawin at magsusulat p
    Read more
    Chapter 04: Lunch
      Chapter4 I recoiled as my forehead started to gain cold sweat. I also felt a lump inside my throat preventing me from freeing my agony. Suddenly, all the sacrifices I made for him became radiant in my mind and the happy memories with him slowly altered. Hindi ko na mahanap pa ang saya at tanging pighati ang kumakatawan sa akin. I was staring at the door of the cubicle. Should I wait for them to come out?But why should I wait for them to finish? Mas lalo lang akong masasaktan.  “Saglit lang naman ‘to, I can endure it,” I whispered to myself, being a fool again. “Matatapos din ‘to. The pain will fade..”  Para akong asong naghihintay sa kanyang amo. Waiting for the moment when it’s my time to receive a treat no matter how long the time escapes, even if I have a rival to his heart. Bigla na lamang bumukas ang katabing cubicle at iniluwa no'n ang lalaking nagligtas sa akin na abala sa pag-bubutones ng kanyang polo.
    Read more
    Chapter 05: His Secret
    Chapter 05 "Bakit nakasimangot ka, Eve?" I rolled my eyes and snorted, making Eleanor chuckle. I thought everything would be alright after the embarrassment I made. I thought buying him lunch would ease the awkwardness between us and would lessen the debt I have committed. But seeing him here, inside the fast food chain sitting in front of a girl, eating and ignoring the paperbag beside him which was the lunch I bought created madness of thunder.  "Tangina niyo," usal ko at saka sumubo ng fries. Add the fact that he said that Adiel would never appreciate my efforts. All I could feel right now was anger. How could he say something offending? Hindi niya ba iniisip ang kalagayan ko? I have paranoia at the same time, I am secretly loving my boy bestfriend. “May problema ba?” Colette pressed her body on mine. I groaned. “I’ve just wasted my money, I should’ve kept it.” “Oh, I thought it’s about a guy.” 
    Read more
    Chapter 06: A Night With Him
    Hindi ka dapat magpatalo sa kalungkutan. It can kill you inside. At kapag tuluyan ka na nitong sinakop, mahihirapan ka ng maging malaya muli. Tinignan ko ang lalaking kasabay ko sa paglalakad. He has soft features and can tease or laugh at me the whole day. But who wouldn't though that he hides enigmas. It must be so hard to fight. Tunay ngang hindi lahat ng masaya sa paningin mo ay masaya hanggang sa pag-uwi nila. He was there, he was always saving me from my fear but he was also there, finding someone who'll help him escape his cruel sadness. Sinong mag-aakalang ang isang katulad niya ay nakakaramdam ng lungkot? "Where do you want to eat?" He asked, I didn't answer instead I remained staring at him. Naglalaro sa utak ko kung paano niya nagawang maka-survive. Siya na rin mismo ang nagsabi, unti-unti na niyang natatanggap ang lahat ng mga nangyari ngunit hindi pa rin naman mawawala ang alaala na iyon, nasasaktan pa rin siya. <
    Read more
    Chapter 07: Destiny
    Maaga akong nagising at hindi ito ang nakasanayan ko. Natagpuan ko na lamang ang sarili na nag-set ng alarm bago matulog. At pagmulat ko pa lang, siya kaagad ang pumasok sa isip ko. It's my fault, bakit ko pa kasi sinabi iyon? Kahit pa ay sabihin niyang naka-move on na siya ay hindi ako naniniwala. I can still see his pain, the longing he was hiding for a long time. He is not fully healed. Napatingin ako sa kabuuan ng kaniyang kwarto. Nakapatong sa cabinet ang picture niya kasama ang isang magandang babae, nasa beach sila at masayang nakatingin sa isa't isa. Mayro'n ding malaking frame na nakasabit sa dingding at lahat iyon ay naglalaman ng litrato. Lahat iyon ay litrato ng iisang babae. Maputi ito, singkit ang mga mata at mapupulang labi. Sa unang tingin ay masasabi ko nang siya nga babaeng minahal ni Xavion ng halos dalawang taon. She looks soft, the opposite of the girls he played. Ala-sais pa lang ng umaga kaya aingat kong sinar
    Read more
    Chapter 08: Stay
    Chapter 08"Feeling better?"Inalalayan ako nito mula sa paglabas sa kanyang kotse. I only responded with a nod due to the embarrassment I felt earlier. I faced the crowd with him, I faced my fear. Ayaw na ayaw kong nakakakuha ng atensyon mula sa nakararami. I feel like they are judging my life. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala sa nangyari. Hindi lamang kami ang naroon, maraming tao ang nanood kung paano niya ako pakalmahin. Mabuti sana kung ang mga kaibigan ko lang ang kasama kong tumugtog kanina pero hindi. He was there. He became my partner.Iniwasan kong magtagpo ang paningin namin. My cheeks was burning. Nang dahil sa simpleng kilos na iyon, napaulanan kami ng tukso.  The tension between us decreased but it formed an awkward atmosphere around us. "Bakit hindi ka nagpaalam sa akin?"Naramdaman ko ang pagsandal nito sa pinto ng kotse. He was pertaining to what I did earlier, I left
    Read more
    Chapter 09: Last Night
    Chapter 9"Kumain ka na." Inilapag niya sa harap ko ang plato. Amoy na amoy ko ang niluto niyang tinola. He did know how to cook well, he impressed me again. I didn’t even hear him complaining, it seemed like he loved what he was doing and I am glad that I was able to watch him taking care of me.Hindi ako umimik at tumango lang. Kinakahiya ko ang sarili. Kahit pa noong pumasok muli kami sa bahay ay walang nagtangkang magsalita, tila pinakikiramdaman namin ang isa't isa. I told him to stay, he did yet the awkwardness we had before returned. The invisible barrier between us just weakened but never shattered. "Are you free tomorrow?" he asked. Napaawang ang labi ko. Is this deja vu? I gulped before giving him a nod. "Yes, I guess."I wanted to ask him why but i
    Read more
    DMCA.com Protection Status