The NewBreeder

Jasper I'm tired. Tired of looking for her, Tired of the pressure, Just. Tired I was looking from the balcony window, out onto the large land. My father had sent me on another trip to find my mate. But once again, I come up empty-handed. I have been looking for her ever since I turned twenty, it will be a year in four months. I was so lost in thought, I didn't hear my name being called. I turned around to see my beta standing in the room. " Are you packed?" He asked "Yeah, everything is downstairs," I told him "You sure?" he asked. He always got scared that I would leave something like I'm a child. "Yes, now let's go." We walked downstairs to say goodbye to the alpha family that let us stay there. Since I have alpha blood I will be mated with someone with a high ranking. I could care less about her ranking. But she wasn't here. At the bottom of the stairs, the alpha family waited for us. I came here to see if any girls on their land were my mate but no one stood out. The fa

JasperI shouldn't have told her like that.I looked into her eyes, and I saw so many emotions in them. The confusion is the biggest.She had gotten off the bed and stood there looking at me like I was crazy."I think you should leave," she told me in a panicking voice"I can't, not until you believe me," I told her"I don't believe you, and if you don't leave, I'm going to start screaming," she said in a voice that sounded like she was challenging me."Amaya-" I said getting off of the bed and getting closer to her.That's when I heard the most ear-bleeding scream ever. I quickly put my hands to my ears to cover them. Thanks to my super hearing, it made it ten times worse."OK, OK. I'm leaving." I yelled over her screams.Once I said that, she stopped. I looked at her one more time and left. I stopped at the door."When your ready I can explain," I told her without looking back with my hands in my pocket. I walked out of the door and closed it. I hit my head on the closed door.Then i

Jasper Pov I was shocked when I heard Amaya say that. I loved how she could just stand up for herself. Most girls would have cowered next to me but, Amaya stood her ground."You got a feisty one there, cousin," Mason said "Cousin?" Amaya questioned. "Oh, he didn't tell you? Our moms are sisters." "So you were hitting on someone you know is with your cousin? Wow, what a great cousin you are" "Hey, I saw a cute girl so I shot my shot." "And you missed. Come on Amaya we have a few stops to make." I turned Amaya away, walked with her into the palace, and took her to the pack doctor the only person I knew that could help Amaya talk to her wolf. Once we got there, I knocked on the door and heard someone shout "come in!" I opened the door and the pack doctor was in front of the cabinets on the side of the room. She was wearing a dress under her white lab coat with her hair pinned back a little. "Alpha. Luna. To what do I owe this visit?" she asked looking at us. "She is a newb

Jasper I had walked from our conversation because I know if I stayed there any longer then I would have said too much. I walked out of the palace and into the woods next to the training grounds, I took off my clothes and shifted. As I ran in wolf form I had one thought on my mind, as much as I am ready to have Amaya as my mate I’m not ready to trust newbreeders. My mother was a newbreeder. My father was going to be alpha and had not found his mate yet so he had to marry his step-inmate Marie and they fell in love. By the time he meet my mother he had already had my two older sisters with his step-inmate, and he tried to have a relationship with my mother. She was in love with him but my father was torn between the two. They had me and I was crowned future alpha because I was born from the pack’s true luna and alpha. My mother tried to raise me as my father was with his step-in mate but it only hurt my mother. One day my mother snapped and hurt Marie after an argument, my father banne

Jasper I went to Amaya’s room hoping to feel better, hoping that I could explain to her why she was in pain last night but I came to find out that Elijah was with her last night. I knew I could feel someone with her but I thought it was Melina or a maid, the fact that it was a male made my wolf angry, and me anxious. But I was left confused and stunned. I was confused about how she was able to move as nothing happened. When my father would be intimate with Marie my mother would not be able to move for the next week or so, but Amya looked as if nothing happened. And I was stunned at how angry she was with me, I thought the mate bond would have more control over her. Every time Jacob would apologize to Melina for sleeping with someone or my father would come to apologize to my mother for the pain she felt, they would say it was okay and continue as if nothing happened. Yet Amaya is holding a grudge against me as if the mate bond isn’t doing to her what it did to them. I try not